Love Like A Tidal Wave

“Well hello there, commoner.” Kelly greeted as I got into our apartment.
“Our car is fucked up.” I sighed as I made my way to my room to change from my work clothes.
“What do you mean it’s fucked up?” she said barging into y room. It was safe to say that privacy didn’t exist here.
“I was at a stop sign and I got hit from behind. The whole bumper was falling off. Now get out, I’ll tell you the rest later. I shall now go shower.”
“Are you going to tell me what happened to our car now?” Kelly asked as soon as I got out of the bathroom.
“Did you get the fucker’s insurance?” she questioned.
“It was Tony.” I said calmly while rummaging through the fridge for some food.
She smirked, “I knew he couldn’t stay away from you.”
“Oh shut up.” I said, rolling my eyes.
I began to choke on the water I was drinking as she sang, “Tony wants you v card! Tony wants your v card!”
“Shut up!” I said blushing furiously. “You know I already lost my virginity.” I continued in a small voice.
She sighed, “You’re right. I just wanted to remind you of how much of an idiot move that was.”
“I was drunk okay! And it’s not like you’re a saint! You lost your virginity before me and I’m always hearing moaning coming from your room!” I exclaimed as she made her way to her room.
“Yeah, but at least I loved the dude. And hey, it’s not my fault that I actually have a sex life.” I heard her say from her room.
I walked to my room and grabbed my phone from my bed. Just as I was about to put it to charge, my phone started to ring and Tony’s name came up on my screen. I quirked my eyebrows in surprise but answered anyways.
“Hello?”
“Hey, it’s Tony.”
“I do have you in my contacts, you know.”
“Shut up.” He scoffed.
“Yeah, okay. What’s up?”
“Um I was just calling to see if you made it inside okay.”
“Oh, I’m fine. Thanks, again.”
“I already told you, it’s the least I could do."
“Well you could’ve been a dick about it. But you weren’t.”
“I’m not a dick.”
“What? You don’t have a dick? Is that what you said?”
“You love teasing me, don’t you?”
“Of course I do. But seeing as though you haven’t answered my question, I’m going to assume that you really don’t have a dick.”
“Shut up.” He chuckled.
“Fine then, I’ll talk to you later.”
“Just kidding, don’t hang up!”
I smirked, “Aw Tony doesn’t want me to hang up, how cute.”
“Go out with me tomorrow.” He said suddenly.
“What?”
“Go out with me, I want to take you somewhere.”
“Oh um, y-yeah, s-sure.” I replied as I started blushing.
“Aw how cute, you’re stuttering again!”
“Shut up. Bye Tony.”
He chuckled, “I’ll see you tomorrow then.”
I sighed as he hung up. The effect this boy has on me is crazy. No, don’t think like that. He doesn’t like you. He just wants to be friends, that’s it.
“Night Kelly!” I screamed from my room, deciding that I should go to sleep.
“Night!” she replied from where I think was the living room.
I turn off the lights and lay in my bed not being able to shut my mind off. It seemed like Tony invaded my every thoughts. After about 3 hours of nothing but me fighting with myself in my head, I decided to go to the bathroom to get some sleeping pills. It’d always irk me seeing how many medications I had. Let’s see, there were anti-depressants, pain killers, sleeping pills, and weight loss pills. I sighed, taking the sleeping pills to my room in case taking two didn’t do the job. I remember when I was younger I’d only think of using sleeping pills was for when my mind wouldn’t let me rest. Now a day, I use them for when I want to forget about everything going on around me. Or if I ever decided tell kill myself. I laid down on my bed and my eyes soon began to droop and I fell into a deep dreamless sleep.
Next morning
I woke up to the sound of the door bell ringing. I waited for Kelly to answer the door seeing as though she was always awake this early. The door bell continued ringing but now there was knocking on the door. I groaned as I realized that Kelly wasn’t going to open the door. “HOLD THE FUCK UP, DAMN IT!” I exclaimed angrily as I made my way to the living room. I opened the door to find Tony smirking at me while leaning on the door frame.
“Just wake up, huh?”
“No shit dude. Why are you here so fucking early?” I asked irritated.
He kept on smirking at me and I began to think something was on my face.
“Why are you looking at me like that?” I questioned as I let him inside the apartment.
“Oh nothing, just checking out your PJ’s.”
“What…?”
I looked down and realized what he was talking about. I was wearing an oversized shirt with Darth Vader on it that ended right in the middle of my ass.
“Oh God!” I said, immediately running to my room. “Why didn’t you tell me anything?!” I yelled from my room.
“You have a nice body. Plus I discovered two new things about you.”
I brushed my teeth and put in my hair in a high ponytail before making my way to the living room once I was dressed (http://www.polyvore.com/truly_madly_deeply/set?id=66034797).
“Oh? What would that be?”
“Well,” he said grinning, “I found out you have another tattoo.”
I blushed and looked down at my hands. I had gotten the tattoo about year ago.
His expression got noticeably softer before he continued, “And you have a lot of cuts on your legs.”
“I don’t know what you’re talking about.” I said trying to avoid his gaze.
“Really? Jeanisse, I can see the scars on your thighs. Look, if you don’t want to talk about It now, that’s fine. But I will ask you again. Now let’s go to IHOP, I’m hungry as fuck.”
“I’m not really hungry but you could eat if you want.” I said quietly.
He sighed, “Alright, we’ll just eat later.”
“Okay.”
We made our way to the car and we began to drive off.
I couldn’t help but feel as though he was disgusted by me knowing what I did to myself. It wouldn’t be the first time that would happen.
“Where are we going?” I asked after about 10 minutes of nothing but silence.
He looked over at me and suddenly pulled over into a dirt road where no cars seemed to be passing by and unbuckled his seat belt.
“What are y-“ I began, until I was cut off by a pair of lips on mine.
After getting over the initial shock that Tony Perry was kissing me, I began kissing back hungrily, suddenly in need of his lips. My hands tangled themselves in his hair as his tongue licked my bottom lip, asking for entrance. I parted my lips and our tongues began a battle for dominance. He bit my lip and I moaned in response. I pulled away feeling that if I didn’t stop now, I’d probably faint from the lack of air.
He settled back into his seat as we both panted and waited for the air to fill our lungs once again. He started the car and continued to drive to wherever we were headed. My heart was beating in an erratic pattern and although my breathing returned back to normal, my mind was racing. I know Kelly thought he liked me, but hell, that was very forward of him. But maybe he actually doesn’t like me. Maybe he just wants a good fuck. But then again, I wouldn’t exactly be a good fuck seeing as thought I haven’t had sex since I was 18. Well, at least I’d be tight, right? My thoughts were interrupted as the car stopped and there were several cars surrounding us.
“Um, Tony, where the fuck are we?”
“We’re in a driving movie. Except we have to walk closer if we want be able to actually see the movie.”
“I wasn’t made to do anything physical.” I sighed.
“What, so you’re never going to have sex?”
I blushed, “Let’s just walk, yeah?”
“Whatever you want, babe.”
“Oh, so we’re calling each other generic pet names now?”
“Shut up, you know you like it.” He replied rolling his eyes.
After about 15 minutes of walking in what seemed was no direction, I saw a huge screen with dozens of cars and people with people lying on blankets on the floor.
“Wow.” I breathed.
He grinned, “Yeah, this place is pretty awesome. Now let’s go find somewhere to sit before the movie starts.”
The movie started as we found a spot and I couldn't hold in my excitement realizing we were going to watch The Empire Strikes Back. During the movie I’d glance at him every once in a while taking in his tattoos, his piercing, his hair, and just everything about it. He was gorgeous, and I couldn't help but feel happy knowing he was using his time to spend with me. The movie ended and we made our way back to the car.
“So, I’m guessing you didn't enjoy the movie?” he asked sarcastically.
I rolled my eyes, “Of course I did!”
“You’re cute, you know that?”
I blushed, “Just unlock the door Tony.”
He gripped my hips and pushed me up against the door of his car. My arms snaked around his neck as he slowly began to lean forward but stopped about an inch away from my face and smirked. I rolled my eyes and closed the space between us, crashing our lips together. I moaned as he slipped his tongue in my mouth, exploring every part of it. I swear, this boy is going to be the death of me.