And in the Meantime I'll Fight Dragons, Just Like Any Knight for His Lady

(my pov)"The piees of my broken heart can pass through the eye of a needle"I read the letter Will had sent to me with the rose.I looked at Wat,who had been the 1 to give me the letter"He writes as though I had died...as though I am not even in the same house as him"I said annoyed with this"Yes Miss Jessica...He dies as well"Wat said.I looked at him"Have I been wrong then?...To...to ignore him until his feelings are sought out?"I asked with sadness"Keep reading My Lady"Wat said smiling.I sigh"I miss u like the sun misses the flower...like the sun misses the flower in the depths of winter. Instead of beauty to direct it's light to..the heart hardens like the frozen world your absence has banished me to"I sighed sitting down.This was breaking my heart...he wants to be with me so badly...but how can I ever trust him so long as Jocelyn is only a call away?"I next compete in the city of Paris....if I do not find u there...I will find it cold and empty. Hope guides me.It is what gets me through the day and especially the night.The hope that after you leave my sight,it will not be the last time I look upon you"I started to tear up. Even Wat was tearing up.He gave me his hankerchief and i wiped my eyes"With all the love that I possess...I remain yours...The knight of your heart..William"I finished and took a moment of silence...how could I ever walk away from him now?When he was so much in love with me...and I...in love with him"W-William hoped you might have something to send him in return"Wat said.I smile and got up"Send him this"I said and kissed Wat's lips.He was shocked,but as soon as he realized what happened(only 3 seconds)I pulled away and smiled...and went off.I packed my things for Paris and left alone.It was only a days trip.I'd arrive a day Will and the others would get here.I had saved a lot of money so with out a doubt,I went and bought a dress,one that was similar to Jocelyn's..as in a see through part in between my breasts but it was white and a halter dress.I wore a sholl as well and I sat quietly in one of the boxes where the high class sat.I had the money for it...I had also bought Will a present....I hoped he liked it.....When I saw Will arrive and looked very frustrated.Probably found out Adhemar wasnt here.Then Wat came riding on my present to Will...it was worth every last penny I had....a black stallion horse...My jaw dropped seeing Wat kiss Will!"That is not what I meant...with my responce to Will"I said turning my head in embarassment but I saw Will freak out with a smile.I guess he understood the meaning...that I was going to kiss him.I was laughing the whole time.Kate saw me and waved.I waved her to come up to me.She smiled and went up"You are a naughty girl"Kate said making me laugh"Thankyou.I appriciate that"I said smiling"Are you going to give yourself to him?"Kate joked but I took her seriously"I think I might...tonight"I said with a big smile"Seriously?!Oh well good luck to you!Im sure it will be amazing!"She said giggling.I hugged her"I think I love him"I said smiling"Im back in love with Geoffery"She said smiling"Oh yes!Im glad!"I said...but little did I know we were being listened to.....(later that night)Kate pulled me along to where the guys were and I saw Will and Geoffery waiting for me"Hello beautiful"Geoffery said kissing her.She giggled as they walked in.I looked at Will"Will I-""Im sorry....I love you Jessica.Do you realize that?"Will asked but it only made me smile"I do realize that...and...I love you too"I said wrapping my arms around his neck.He smiled kissing me.I kissed back just as deep.Soon enough we were in the bar with every one else"Wat....I hope you realize you didnt have to kiss him..you could of just told him"I said laughing"I...I didnt know"He said scratching his head but then geoffery sat down"Alright,the wager they wish to make is that frenchman,not Sir Ulrich,we will win the tournament"Geoffery said"You're betting again?!"I whispered in an angry tone"No no no.Its just a small bet.Dont worry..we only need..50"He said.I glared"But thats all we got"kate said"Jess?"Geoff looked at me"I spent my last on the horse for Will and no,I dont regret it because it was for good not for gambling"I said annoyed"Ulrich against every Frenchman here?"Roland said siding with me.FYI Will went to go get us a few drinks"Come on,he's won 4 tournaments in a row.And Adhemar isnt here"Geoffery said"I check shields too.John Beaumont's here.Count Theobald,Philip of Burguny-all French champions"Roland said but then some man got up"And Englishman will not win this French tournament.English legs are unsteady on French soil"Said some french guy.I gasped"Excuse you sir?!If that be the case fine but atleast we ENGLISHMAN know the word hygene!"I said blowing a rasberry.Kate laughed"Shut your mouth!Alright?!"Wat said to the Frenchman but they were making chicken noises at us"Come on Roland it's a good bet.Win and I can buy my own tavern"Wat said"I could write full-time"Geoffery said"A forge for me""I could take my singing to a whole new level"I said starting to have second thoughts"Yeah and because French win is too much for English bellies"Said a Frenchman"Alright!Im about this fonging close,mate!I swear to god Quasimodo!"Wat yelled but Roland made him sit back down"Look,all I want is to go home,and I've enough to make that trip a hundred times"Roland said"And most importantly,because the pope himself is French!"Said a different Frenchman.We all looked at Roland with annoyance "Well the pope may be French,but Jesus is English.You're on!"Roland said.We all cheered"He wont lose not with the princesses watching him"Roland said"He's blond!He's pissed!He'll see you in the lists!Lichtenstein!Lichtenstein!He's blond!He's tan!He comes from Gelderland!He comes from Gelderland!"all the guys sang as Kate and I laughed our asses off(Will's pov - - next day)I decided on going to the church to tell Jocelyn once and for all that I did not want to be with her any more..but she was being difficult.No matter what I said to her she still thinks I wish to be with her"What do I have to say to make you believe I love Jessica and not u?I wish only to be with her why can you not understand that?"I asked but she only smiled and turned around"If you truely love her and not I,then do your worst"Jocelyn said"My worst?"I asked confused"Do your worst and act against ur character and do badly"Jocelyn said"Do badly?"I questioned"Lose"Jocelyn said"Losing proves nothing,accept that I am a loser"I said angry"Wrong.Losing is a much keener test of your love.Losing will contradict your self-love.And losing will show your obedience to your lover and not yourself!If you lose I will no longer bother you"Jocelyn said as she shoved me out the doors of the church and closed the door.....I glared"I will not lose"I said and left(My pov French tournament)I was sitting in the crowd with Kate,more beautiful clothing on,both of us today.Geoffery was presenting Will...I saw Jocelyn there"What is she doing here?"I asked bitterly"I heard Will went to the church to tell her off and end everything he had with her.I have also heard Count Adhemar and Jocelyn have been seen together just before he left.Strange isnt it?"Kate said.I glared"She could be here for Adhemar's sake"I said suspiciously but watched the tournament now as people cheered for Will.Then the opponent came at Will and he stopped dead in his tracks...and lost.I glanced at Jocelyn and saw her smirking....Will threw the entire tournament!"You blood idiot!Why is he doing this?!"I said standing up.Jocelyn called to me"Because he love u" She said laughing.This was a set up...that Jocelyn started.I noticed Wat start to beat my brother up...probably because of the gambling thing....I shook my head"It's very romantic though..he's doing this for you"Kate said.I smiled a little"I know he loves me though...Jocelyn has ruined everything for him"I said sadly.So break time had come and I went right to Will"Will you didnt have to lose for me"I said as Roland and Wat were helping him with his arm that was injured"I had to otherwise Jocelyn would have kept coming back to me and I dont want her-ow!"Will said.I sigh going on my knees to get to eye level with him"Well it was a very sweet thing you did"I said kissing him.He kissed me back with a smile"Im glad you think so"He said but flinched at the pain"Well have you proven your love yet?"Wat asked pulling the lever to stretch Will's arm further.He yelled in pain"Wat you remember the churches?The fear that passion?Thats what she makes me feel"Will said looking at me.I blushed"Will"I said smiling he smiled at me"I for that I saw my rosary to Jessica and no one else"Will said"William that's blasphemous"Wat said pulling the lever again making Will yell in pain again but this time his bone was put back into the right place and Wat let the leaver go"And may I burn in hell"Will said in pain"Withdraw"Roland said.We looked at him"Lose that way just dont take no more punishment"Roland said "Oh Roland.Ah"Will said but I sigh looking at Will"Will listen to me...if you love me...you will not lose another match.Listen to me not Jocelyn"i said smiling.He smiled"Ahh this is why I love you"He said kissing my lips"How I hate that woman"Will said looking in Jocelyn's direction as he put on his helmet.The match began and he was already starting in a good term.They went again and this time,Will knocked the man off his horse"Yeah!"I yelled rooting for Will"Woman eh?"Geoffery said smirking but Kate and I both glared at him.He smiled looking back but then looked again frowning at our glares"Im sorry..I didnt-""Shut up Geoff"Kate said"Right"He said putting his head down.Will did another match and sent the dudes helmet flying!...So that night Will and I were actually cuddling in the tent we had"Jessica...are you...ready tonight?"Will asked.I smile looking up at him "I couldnt be more Will.I...I hope you know you...will be my first"I said blushing.He smiled"And you will be mine...oh we need some wine"Will said"I'll get it"I said smiling at him"Oh no you dont-""It's alright.I'll be right back"I said giggling.He smiled as I went to get up but he pulled me down and kissed me"Dont take too long.I can hardly wait for whats going to happen tonight"He said smirking.I laughed"Me too"I said kissing him once more before getting up.I walked to my brother's tent"Brotherrr do you have any wine on you?"I asked looking at him and Kate snuggling"Here you go.We had two"He said smiling.I smile back"Thankyou guys"I said"Hey"I stopped to look at Geoffery"Im happy for you sis...you fell for someone i actually like"He said with a smirk.I giggled"Im so glad I have my elder brothers approval.Well carry on"I said laughing.I walked back to my tent with Will but when I opened the tent door,I saw Jocelyn and Will...kissing.Will pulled away seeing me"Jessica I swear-""Save it...here's your bloody whine!"I threw the bottle at them,hitting Will in his chest"Ow!Jessica this is a set-""I dont care!"I said and ran out.Geoffery came out"Jess what happened?!Jessica!"Geof said but I hopped on the black horse and rode off.I didnt know the areabut I went anyways.I was crying on the horse.He rode really fast then he halted to a stop,there was a stream.I fell in it.I was now soaking wet.....I only cried more"Stupid horse!"I said out of frustration