Age Is Just a Number

~Olive's point of view~
its been almost a year since i was with Ben.
i moved back in with Brian for awhile.
i kept in touch with the rest of AA, Bmth, and Bvb.
i tried talking to Ben but when ever i tried i would break down.
or when i wanted to talk to him i he wouldn't want to talk to me.
i really hurt him.
but i have been thinking about it
he did over react.
people do stupid things when they are drunk.
well anyway.
i'm with Oli.
yes, i know.
i'm not exactly i'n love with him.
i just wish i could love him as much as he loves me.
but he was there for me when i need someone to talk to.
i'm still in love with Ben, and i always will be.
i've tried getting over him.
it's just not going to happen.
and i think Oli knows that.
but everyday i learn something else about Oli.
he is a really great guy.
i think i'm starting to fall for him..
can i be in love with 2 people at once?
i dunno...
we're not there yet anyway.
oh yeah i started my covers again.
i even write some now.
i'm even going on tour.
i'm going on warped.
with Asking Alexandria and Black veil Brides.
and yes Juliet and Andy are back together.
me and Juliet are friends again.
buttttt on this tour i'm sharing a bus with BvB.
i miss my guys.