It's All Lies

Going to school the next day was complete and utter hell. My arm still stung and ached like crazy, but I kept forgetting the feeling with Alex walking beside me going into the school. He held my hand and we walked through the halls, earning a few stares. I heard whispers from some different students.
“Is he with her?”
“That poor girl, she’s just going to get tossed aside like us.”
“She’s such a freak.”
I tried to ignore the comments but I could feel tears in the corners of my eyes. Alex seemed to notice I was upset and squeezed my hand.
“Don’t listen to them, okay?” He smiled and kissed the side of my head. I smiled slightly and we continued to walk to first period. We took our seats once we were in the room and I laid my head down on my desk.
“I don’t want to be here.” I mumbled. Alex chuckled and ruffled my hair.
“I don’t either, but if I skip again my parents will kill me.” I looked up, mostly to fix my hair but when I saw him smiling at me I couldn’t help but blush. My mind started to wander to memories of last night.
“I’ll never leave you.” Alex said. “I promise.” He held me as I cried and we stayed like that for a few minutes. He pulled away first and looked at me. “Jenna…” he started to close his eyes and lean in and before I knew it his lips were on mine. They were soft and warm and welcoming and I couldn’t help but kiss him back instantly. Our mouths moved perfectly in sync and his tongue begged me for entrance, which I granted him. His hands ghost trailed down my sides and rested on my hips, while my hands were entangled in his hair. I pulled away seconds later, just as breathless as he was. I couldn’t help but be frustrated though. I sighed and sat on my bed, grabbing a pillow and throwing it across the room.
“What’s the matter, Jenna” he asked, sitting next to me. I looked at him.
“What’s wrong? What’s wrong is that I don’t know if I’m just another fling for you, Alex. I do like you, genuinely like you. I hear all of the stories, of you and just about every girl at Dulaney. We’ve been getting closer every day, for the past two weeks, but how do I know you’re for real? How do I know that you aren’t just going to pull a hit and run and leave me? You are the only other person who has seen my arm and scars besides Kara and Rian. Why are you still here? Why aren’t you running off, telling everyone about it? You could be doing that right now, yet you’re here, still next to me.” I looked down only to have my head lifted back up by Alex’s finger on my chin.
“Because I like you, Jenna Winchester. I have never been more serious about someone before; you’re different and I like that. You make my stomach flip and my head spin. You’re so beautiful, and way out of my league, yet you like me also. I’m just a screw up. I don’t want to be that anymore. Yes, I’ve fucked a lot of girls, even some older ones. I’m a teenage boy for crying out loud, sex is amazing. With you, though, I don’t think about trying to get into your pants. I just want to know you, and make you happy. If you were to let me, if this, us, grew into something more serious, than it will happen. I can tell you one thing right now though,” He looked at me with such a serious look it made me look away. “If we were to ever go that far, it wouldn’t be sex or a casual fuck.” I looked at him. “It would be making love; pure, sweet, love.” I bit my lip. Did I want to take this chance? Did I want to risk being hurt again? Alex’s voice broke my thoughts. “Jenna, I really like you, more than any girl I have ever liked. All I’m asking if for one chance. Will you be my girlfriend?”

I smiled to myself. I was Alex Gaskarth’s girlfriend. Deep down though, I had a feeling I would be getting hurt at one point. Whether when he’s at a party drunk or something, I just knew something was going to happen.
“Hey babe, do you want to go to a Halloween party with me? It’s on Halloween for once, thank god for it falling on a Saturday this year so we can actually party on Halloween.” Alex smiled at me.
“I don’t know, Alex.” I said.
“Please?” He looked at me with his big brown eyes, like a puppy. I blushed and mumbled my yes and he quietly cheered. “I won’t leave your side, I promise.” And with those words, I knew he would end up getting drunk and leaving my side anyway. I just nodded, smiling slightly. I pulled out my phone and texted Kara, being careful not to get caught by the teacher. I’m surprised she hasn’t shushed Alex and I for talking.
To: Karakins
Hey, are you going to that Halloween party? Alex invited me so I’m going
From: Karakins
Of course I am! We need to get you a sexy costume for your man ;)
To: Karakins
Oh whatever. Meet me after school? We can go shopping.
From: Karakins
Count me in!
I rolled my eyes and put my phone away. Of course Kara would say that. Sexy? Me? Nah.
~_~_~_~
It was finally Halloween. This was the first party I would be going to with Alex as a couple. I sighed as Kara came into my room.
“What’s up, hun?” She asked, putting her bag with her costume down.
“This is the first party I’m going to with Alex as my boyfriend.” I said. “Plus, I’m still not too comfortable about my costume.” Kara laughed.
“You and Alex will be fine, and you’re sexy Ice Queen costume will leave the boys drooling over you, including Alex. He won’t bother to look at another girl, not even one in a bunny girl costume.” I rolled my eyes and tossed a small pillow at her head. I decided to get up and put on my costume. It consisted of a black and blue corset, black and blue tutu, silver strap heels, a garter with spikes, fish net stockings, and a lot of jewelry. I carefully put on everything, taking my time considering we had a half hour before we needed to be there. Once I was finished I brushed my naturally wavy hair and put on some black eye liner and mascara, putting on a little shimmery dark blue liquid liner. When I turned around from the mirror, Kara was finished getting ready as well. She wore a black, white and pink tutu with a black and pink corset, pink and black corset gloves, white garter and stockings with a pair of pink heels. Her hair was pulled back into a ponytail and she had put on fake pink wings. Her make-up was the same as mine, but in pink and black instead of blue and black. We grabbed our phones, which were incased in matching cases. Hers was pink and mine was blue. We managed to get to the party just in time and once inside, I immediately started to look for Alex. Kara laughed as she followed me. “He’s probably not here yet.” She said before walking into the kitchen. I sighed and followed her into the kitchen, to see her talking to Rian.
“Hey, Rian,” I said with a small wave as I walked up to them.
“Hey, you and Kara look great! I’m still not sure about the whole tutu thing though. Doesn’t really fit either one of you.” Kara and I both were giving him a playful shove when I heard a familiar voice ring through the room.
“JenJen!” Jack yelled as he nearly knocked me over, hugging me.
“Hi, Jack.” I said, hugging him back after regaining my balance. “Where’s Alex” I felt a pair of arms come from behind me and pull me into a hug.
“Right here, babe.” He whispered into my ear, making my face heat up with blush. I turned around in his hold and placed a kiss on his lips. He let go and examined me. “Damn, you look amazing.” I bit my lip and I continued to blush. “You want to dance?” I nodded but it was Jack who whisked me away.
“I’m gonna dance with JenJen!” Jack pulled me onto the dance floor, me nearly falling over due to my heels. Jack caught me and when I looked in his eyes I swore I saw longing in them, even if it was only for a second. I decided to ignore it and dance with him, him mostly looking like an insane person with weed whacker arms. I just laughed. I felt someone turn me around and kiss me softly.
“Well hello there,” I giggled as Alex started to dance next to me. We danced together for what seemed like hours, but in reality was only a good ten minutes. Exhausted already I decided to sit on the couch and watch everybody else. Alex had a few beers, I could tell. He was already drunk, but so far he hasn’t done anything. Then I saw her. A girl with blond and pink hair in a bunny girl costume; she danced her way to Alex and started to grind on him. It made my stomach drop and all I wanted to do was throw up. I looked at Alex, who made a face of disgust and he walked away, making his way to me.
“Babe, I swear I wasn’t dancing with her. She just came up to me and started grinding on me.” He said, sitting next to me and lacing his fingers through mine. I smiled and kissed his cheek, thankful he wasn’t drunk enough to actually dance with her. She looked our way, without me knowing, and anger was shown on her face.
~_~_Renee_~_~
That fucking slut, I thought. She was getting all the attention from that piece of eye candy. I sighed to myself. I didn’t actually think she was a slut, I thought she was gorgeous. To the point of if I could get her drunk enough tonight, I would fuck her. By the way, I’m Renee. I’m the girl in the bunny girl costume, who decided to grind on that one’s boyfriend. Maybe if I was lucky, I could fuck both of them. Not at the same time of course. Oh, if you haven’t figured it out yet, I’m pretty much bisexual. I decided I would put on an act, the thing I do best. I walked over to where they were sitting and I saw her tense up.
“Hey, sorry about that, I didn’t know you two were an item. Let me get you a beer.” I said as I pulled on the girls hands to get her out of the seat. She reluctantly followed, still on guard and no doubt pissed off I had danced with her boyfriend. I poured her a cup of beer, secretly spiking it before giving it to her. “Seriously, sorry about that.” I smiled. “I’m Renee.” She sipped her beer, calming down a bit.
“I’m Jenna, and it’s alright. You apologized so it’s all good.” Was this girl a saint? Ugh. My eyes drifted from her face to her boobs, which looked amazing in the corset she was wearing. Her legs were showing a lot as well, which turned me on even more.
“Well why don’t we dance together a bit, get to know each other a bit?” I asked, holding my hand out for her to take, which she did with a nod. We went back out to the dance floor, drink in hand and I learned that she was a straight A and B student. I saw some cuts on her arm that looked like they were almost completely healed. Does she harm herself? She doesn’t seem too ashamed of it if she does. Oh well. By the time the second song we were dancing to was over, she was completely wasted. I smiled and grabbed her hand. I pulled her up the stairs and into a bedroom. “Here sweetie, have the rest of my beer and sit here for a while okay?” She nodded. I turned around for a moment to grab my beer off the night stand I had placed it on. I spiked it, a little more than I had done with hers, to make sure she stays awake long enough for me to fuck her boyfriend and then get to her. I left her with the beer and went downstairs to find her boyfriend and another girl grinding on each other. Typical. I pulled him away from her and placed my mouth on his. I winked when I pulled away and lead him upstairs to the next bedroom over. Thankful that no one was in that one, I locked the door.