Dedication Takes a Lifetime but Dreams Only Last for a Night

Jack POV:

They actually liked us. They actually cheered. I, lame weird pathetic me managed to make someone smile and cheer. I just couldn't believe it. It was so surreal. It felt like a dream. But I knew I was awake. Alex was so happy he was practically glowing with joy. And that made me happy.

We left the stage with cheers following us. Alex and I sat outside the stars twinkling. He curled up in my lap and said "This is just perfect." I couldn't agree more.

"You were wonderful out there. You're really talented." I said.

He blushed slightly and said "I'm surprised they didn't throw tomatoes or something. But thanks. I know Tom would be proud of me. He always told me I'd be a singer. I always feel closer to him when I sing."

He smiled and soon our lips met. He tasted so good. I can't explain it. His hand cupped my cheek as my hand held the back of his head.

Just then someone said "Gay fags." Alex whipped his head back his expression so angry. He opened his mouth about to retort back when someone beat him to it.

"Shut up!" I turned around and saw Blake.

"Yeah shut the hell up. What the matter with you?" Ben added.

Then Zack said "Can't you see how happy they are together?"

The random kid backed off. I smiled and thanked Zack Ben and Blake. It felt so surprising and wonderful to think how much everything's changed since the beginning of the year.

I looked at Alex the broken boy I met in the beginning of the year and knew he was thinking the same. He was so cute! I can't explain it. His light brown messy hair his cinnamon eyes his dimples his adorable eyebrows. His awesome sense of humor and his personality. I couldn't help myself.

I leaned in and soon we were making out again and it was just magical. "Wanna head home?" Alex asked between breaths.

"Sure."

Zack was supposed to drive us but after looking for him for awhile we found him with Blake their lips connected we knew we couldn't interrupt them.

"They're so adorable together!" Alex slightly squealed.

"You're adorable." I said smiling.

"Well you're hot."

"Yes I am." I said jokingly.

"You have a knack with ruining romantic. I changed my mind. You're not hot at all." He smirked as I pouted.

"Ok let's walk home. It's pretty close." Alex suggested.

It touched me he called it home. When we arrived home it was completely empty. My parents left a note saying they were invited to an opera and took Joe and May with them.

"Looks like we have the house to ourselves." Alex said mischievously.

"You are such a pervert." I said as he leaned in.

"You know you love me." And I did.

His kisses were so addictive and sexy. I needed them. I wanted them. I wanted him. Soon we moved to his bedroom.

"Alex are you sure?" I asked as he lied on the bed.

"I've never been more sure in my life. I love you Jack."

"I love you too. "

"Jack I'm a virgin." He was a virgin?

"It'll hurt. Are you ready for it?" I asked worriedly.

"Yes. I want it to be with you."

I kissed him again as I took off my shirt.

He hesitated as he said "My body isn't all that pretty."

"I don't care. I love you." I said immediately.

He took a deep breath as he removed his shirt. I tried to hide my gasp. His body was full of numerous scars and burns, covering his entire upper body,crisscrossing angry lines. It was so beat down. I gave him a hug when I saw his ashamed face, looking down and embarrassed.

"Alex I really don't care.You're perfect." He smiled slightly,showing me his adorable smile. I slowly took off my pants, excited to do it with Alex.

He was so hot and sexy. He did the same and I could see the lust in his eyes. I was just dying to do it. Looking down, I was we both had erections. Alex looked embarrassed but I just gave him a small relaxing smile.

I gently removed his boxers and then did the same. I quickly put on protection. He took a deep breath clearly nervous.

"Lex. Relax. Just take a breath and let the rest come easy." He smiled.

"Lube?" I asked.

He shrugged so I spat on my fingers. I slowly entered the first one. Alex's face contorted in pain, but he nodded. I entered the other three, leaving for him time to adjust. Finally he nodded for me to go on.

As gently as I could I entered him. His smile turned into a grimace as his back arched. I hated hurting him. It made me feel awful. He was so tight.

I began to thrust harder desperately searching for his sweet spot. And when he yelled fuck Jack I knew I found it. I continued to thrust faster and faster letting euphoria take over. Everything was hot and sexy and perfect.

Soon we both relaxed and laid side by side on the bed breathing heavily.

"Jack. That was just perfect."

"You don't regret it?"

"Of course not! Jack I love you so much."

"Alex I love you too. So freaking much."

He snuggled into me and we cuddled. Our bodies just fit perfectly like our personalities.

I loved him with all my heart and more and I knew we'd be together for a long time.