Status: Hiatus~
Those Ocean Eyes
Beau
I slammed my fists into the bag without feeling or regret. Noah would occasionally stand behind me and fix my violent blows. Memories of how Beau hurt me flashed through my head as tears began to slowly drizzle down my cheeks.
"Woah, you okay Amelia?" Noah asked, standing in front of me holding my fists.
I let out a shaky breath before I spoke. "It's just- just thinking about Beau kills me," I confessed.
Noah tugged on my arms and led me to the bench. I gladly sat down and removed the gloves from my hands. Noah's eyes were filled with concern, but from his posture I could tell he wouldn't push me to talk if I didn't want to.
"So, Beau and I met when I was about 17, and he was 19. My dad had just remarried and I was so angry and bitter. I started getting into some pretty hardcore shit, then I met Beau. And he helped me quit all of that, he even helped me get over my anger. Don't ask me how, I could never tell you," I let a soft laugh leave my lips. I stole a glance at Noah to see that he was staring at me intently. God, he is so beautiful I thought before continuing my story.
"Anyways, flash forward about 7 years. I was 24, thought I knew everything. Well, little did I know Beau was not only cheating on me, but he also got this woman pregnant. Even worse, she was my best friend. I didn't find out until about two years later," I wiped a tear from my eye. "And there's my fucked up love story."
I couldn't look Noah in the eyes. I didn't want his pity. Pity made me feel weak and fragile, after everything I went through I was far from either.
"It's not that fucked up. It's life, it's love. You just need some bloke who can make you forget about the pain, someone who reminds you how great it is to be alive," Noah softly spoke.
"But I- I already have," I mumbled, looking at my now interesting tennis shoe.
My chin was pulled up by delicate fingers, my chocolate colored eyes meeting his saltwater blues.
"Tell me?" He almost begged.
I let out a shaky laugh and told him my biggest secret yet. "It's you, Noah."
"Woah, you okay Amelia?" Noah asked, standing in front of me holding my fists.
I let out a shaky breath before I spoke. "It's just- just thinking about Beau kills me," I confessed.
Noah tugged on my arms and led me to the bench. I gladly sat down and removed the gloves from my hands. Noah's eyes were filled with concern, but from his posture I could tell he wouldn't push me to talk if I didn't want to.
"So, Beau and I met when I was about 17, and he was 19. My dad had just remarried and I was so angry and bitter. I started getting into some pretty hardcore shit, then I met Beau. And he helped me quit all of that, he even helped me get over my anger. Don't ask me how, I could never tell you," I let a soft laugh leave my lips. I stole a glance at Noah to see that he was staring at me intently. God, he is so beautiful I thought before continuing my story.
"Anyways, flash forward about 7 years. I was 24, thought I knew everything. Well, little did I know Beau was not only cheating on me, but he also got this woman pregnant. Even worse, she was my best friend. I didn't find out until about two years later," I wiped a tear from my eye. "And there's my fucked up love story."
I couldn't look Noah in the eyes. I didn't want his pity. Pity made me feel weak and fragile, after everything I went through I was far from either.
"It's not that fucked up. It's life, it's love. You just need some bloke who can make you forget about the pain, someone who reminds you how great it is to be alive," Noah softly spoke.
"But I- I already have," I mumbled, looking at my now interesting tennis shoe.
My chin was pulled up by delicate fingers, my chocolate colored eyes meeting his saltwater blues.
"Tell me?" He almost begged.
I let out a shaky laugh and told him my biggest secret yet. "It's you, Noah."
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Just a stupid little filler. Please give feedback! It really does help keep me motivated to write :) It doesn't need to be good, just constructive! I might start giving out shoutouts to those who are extra kick ass :) Oh! If you have any ideas, please let me know! I have the main parts in mind but I need some good ideas to get from point to point! Okay, thanks!! :)