The Sky Under the Sea

Can we make this a life time

'DID I JUST. AM I REALLY!'
'He's using you.. Do something don't just sit there!'
'SHUTUP!'
The same thoughts kept running through my mind. I was fighting with my self at what was happening right now. This kiss.
This beautiful boy, kissing me?
As our lips began to move together I could feel his arm wrapping around my lower back to pull me closer to him, being ever so gently just as the kiss. He now had the other holding my hand as I was holding onto my knee to keep it from shaking violently from the exciting party my brain was having from what I feel right now.
'I want to stay here forever'
As the thought came he pulled away to soon. Leaving both of us breathless and lost for words. He bagan to stand up pulled me close to him. Oh my god he looks short like my height but as he began to wrap his arms around me I felt so secure in his amazing hug. Like as if he were surrounding me,protecting me from the horrible world we lived in.
"That was amazing Kate" he said in a low voice.
"Vic. You're amazing, I bet you have all the girls chasing after you."
At this he stiffened a bit.
'What?' I was kidding.
' you just ruined a perfectly good thing dumbass' great the voices were back in my head.
"Kate um, no girl around here is ever gonna try to get at me. No one talks to me I'm pathetic waste of space! Here at school I'm the short Mexican who listens to the devil's music. An outcast in a place where looks and popularity matter most. I'm a good for nothing loser Kate and honestly I don't know why your here with me, I'm pathetic.."
He began to trail off and I could tell he was thinking about all these things. What everyone told him and now made him believe he was worthless. This boy is hurting inside.
Just like me..
"Vic, don't think about that. I know i just met you but i like you. alot.. And how the hell do they hate you? You're amazingly nice, cute, Heck! i listen to that death music too. and if they never gave you the chance to show them who you are then that's their fucking loss. Who ever thinks That bullshit about you is stupid and are missing out having you as on amazing friend. And don't feel bad Hun. You have Tony and Jaime, and now you have me."
I want to say so much more to this boy. I want to know everything about him and tell him about me. I want to be with him. Forever..

The sun was starting to set.. Leaving beautiful long shadows of the buildings and trees along the road. We started to walk after just sitting there on the bench for another hour, talking about the music we listened to. I found out we both loved Of Mice and Men, All time low, yellowcard, and you me at six. He even had a great fascination in the Beatles. Listening to them since he was young and always looking to them to find comfort. Same here.
'Too good to be true'
Urgh! I hate the negativity.
"We're here" he told me distracting me from myself. Taking me inside to the elevators.
"Well I had a great time Vic."
He began to grin at me and I couldn't help but giggle at how adorable he looks.
" same here, Kate. Um, I-I was wondering if we could do this again sometime. Maybe bring the guys and we can all hang out?" Aww Vic!
"You don't have to if you don't I understand if you wouldn't."
'Honey I'd be with you any day!'
Thank god I didn't say that.
"We'll since it means so much to you"
I started, groaning and acting like a total bitch. He started laughing rolling his eyes at me as we entered an elevator.
"I'd love to see you again." My pice cracked at the end.
"Great! And even if you said no I'd probably bug the shit out of you all the time until you said yes, or if you ran out a window"
At this we started laughing So hard that our laughs bounced off the walls.
Like I would ever deny another chance to see Vic.
'He will deny you soon. No one wants an ugly loser'

We were walking out the elevators and were soon in front of my door when I felt him tense up next to me as he leaned back to the wall opposite of the door.
"So beautiful"
"Who?" confused I turned to see if anyone else was in the hallway. He began to chuckle at my reaction and held his phone in front of my face. Front camera aiming directly at me. The screen had me looking at an ugly face. Acne and scars that came from it since i was 12. The makeup i had put on this morning had almost completely came off, showing where I had marks and how hideous I looked. With my bangs uneven and split ends with the blue tips on my black hair fading away. Why did he call me beautiful? Am I?
'Of course not fatass!' Stupid voice.
He noticed a hint of sadness on my face and started to make sassy faces and wink at me. Forcing a blush on my cheeks I couldn't deny he made me happy as I smiled. With that I was blinded by the flash and he shoved his phone in his pocket,saving the photo he just took of me.
"Kate your beautiful.. If anyone's told you different they must be blind!"
I couldn't help but just stare into his eyes and smile. I'm not the beautiful one here..
"You are". Oops I let my thoughts slip.
He gave me a questioning look, wondering what I meant.
"Sorry I just remembered something I read before. But um thanks for today. You really did make my day great."
As I was saying this he began to come closer to me until our faces were inches away and I was now leaning against the wall next to the door. I felt my heart pounding against my ribs and my stomach turning in nervousness as his smell came in and god does he smell fantastic or what!

VIC's P.O.V.

How fucking lucky am I!? I still can't believe I was opening up at being myself with this girl. this beautiful girl with such beautiful brown eyes and such a gorgeous smile. How she pulled off our matching shirts and everything was percect. even the blue tips in her hair were pretty cool as well. Other girls could never pull it off like Kate does. My Kate. Oh Kate. I couldn't help but fall for her the moment I saw her. I won't let her think this way about herself, she is not ugly.. But oh Can I just kiss her again? I guess I should try again and see if she's okay with that. As long as I'm with her..

Kate's P.O.V.

He pressed his lips to mine for the second time today, being the second time ive ever been kissed in my entire life! i could tell he was trying to be gentle but after a few second I felt his right hand holding mine and the other cupping my face. We wanted more.
My free hand was soon tangled in his hair as the kiss heated up more and more with every passing second. His lips left mine and began to trail down my chin to my neck, leaving my skin burning where his lips touched me.
As he kissed my neck his hands moved from where they were and he grabbed hold of my hips rocking his into mine as he shuffled himself over me. Oh god do that again.
A light moan escaped my lips from the movement and I could feel my legs going weak. As if he knew what I was thinking he held me up and wrapped my legs around himself as I wrapped my self around him, not wanting to ever let go of my beautiful Vic.
Pushing me against the wall I couldn't help but moan softly into his ear, causing him to roll himself onto me again, making me go crazy!
Our lips met eachother once again and he began biting my lower lip, pulling it with such ease as I parted my lips. letting him take the lead in the dance our tongues were creating, making both of us never wanting to let go of the moment.
As we finally came to an end in desperate need of air I couldn't help but feeling so happy. I've never felt this way and it felt so good, full of happyness.
He finally set me down and planted one last kiss on my lips moving away too quickly.
"Please don't be a dream"
I heard him whisper to himself as he stepped back to give me space.
I hope he's right. Please don't let this be a dream..
♠ ♠ ♠
I was listening to 40 days by bless the fall when i was writing this. so title credit goes to them.
If you're reading this thanks it means a lot I hope you liked it