Darling, You'll Be Okay

I arrived to the hospital 7 hours later it being 9pm on Satrday and the tour bus was leaving Mondy and rushed to the room I knew the boys would flip out but it's my bet friend I had to.
I saw his oarents outside rhe toom and they said hed be fine he was goig home in 2 days and jut regained conciouness and has been asking for me ran to the room to see Justin with 5 needles in his arm faintly smiling at me as I walked in.
"Justin!" I ran to him kissing his cheek.
He slid over " get over here slut"
I got in with him and cuddled with him
" Justin why did you do this I can't live without you you should talk to me next time."
" I know Jess it's just things got tough when you left and I felt alone" I rolled over to look at him
" your never aloe il be here for you Justin. I'm sorry I can only stay till12 tomorrow I met amazing people and I'm going on tour with them"
He frowned
" but one of the dates is in Boston and me and you can fuck shit up when I'm there just me and u" I said he smiled and hugged me
" I love you Jess"
"I love you too Justin"
"Now go get me some real food and we can talk al about those boys and gave me a ten from his moms purse knowing shed be okay with it and I went upstairs.
I came back with one chicken salad sandwich for us to share, two Pepsis and 2 pieces of chocolate fudge cheesecake. Our favorite
I sat on his bed acros from him and we ate.
" so tell me about these boys " he said eating his sandwich
" well there's 4 vic Jaime tony and mike. Mikes my boyfriend he asked me out like a week and a half ago " I said smiling
"Aww! Jess has a boyfriend" he teased. So how old are these guys
" mike is my age and Jaime tony n vic are 20."
"Do you have a picture?"
"Actually I do I have one from a few nights ago my mom took ."
I pulled out my phone and showing him the lock screen which had te picture it was outside when we had the water fight. Me in the middle and them al around me smiling
"Aww Jess they're cute " Justin said taking a bite of cheesecake
"Yeah. Oh shit." I said
He looked confused.
"I just left didn't tell them where I was going !" I took out my phone 100 new messages.
All the same .
" Jess where r u?
Are you safe
Wered you go
We miss you
Please come back"
Also 100 missed calls
I was just abiut to call vic back when my phone died.
" shit" I said oh well ill see them tomorrow. Ill be in big trouble"
We laughed and I cuddle back to him and fell asleep.
I woke up at 11 and had to get my flight in a hour. I hugged Justin and kissed his cheek
" I love you Justin call and text me ."
" I love you Jess call when you land"
I got out of the sanding I air port at 7pm i called justin to let him know then I drove to my house and told my mom everything . She kissed me and then I went to walk across the street.
I was goig to be in big trouble I ran out 2 days ago not saying I was going and where I was going
I noticed that one of their cars were gone meaning they were out probably out to eat.
I turned around to leave when I saw the car parked not even in the drive way yet and all four boys running for me.
" mike was first and kissed me and picked me up.
"Jess I was worried sick!!"
Then Jaime vic and tony wraped around us.
Tey were crying .
We walked inside and sat on the couch.
"Jess where the hell did you go? You ran out two days ago you could have texted called!" Mikey said upset
"Guys I can explain"
They were silent.
" I got a call from my friend Justin's mom. He had attempted suicide and was in the hospital not breathing n I was told to come right away., I was so scared I ran and got on a plane I got there and he was awake. He's okay now but when I went to call u my phone died."
"Im sorry" I said sniffling
"Jess it's okay. We just didn't know. We thought you.. We thought you were hurt somewhere that all."vic said
"Lets watch a movie, your still coming tomorrow right?" Jaime said they all looked at me
"Of course I am! " I said they cheered and lifted me.
We spent the night watching Star Wars . I was snuggled next to mike when I fell asleep.