Confession

-Phils POV-

I sat on the sofa with my legs under me watching Dan play with Skye in the mirror making random animal noises and calling her beautiful, he kissed her soft round cheek and made her giggle in delight ecstatic that she was once again the centre of uncle Dan's affection, I smiled to myself watching as his cute peachy butt moved slightly, I bit my lip fighting the temptation to go in for a cheeky grope, his voice snapped me out of my thoughts

"I know you're looking Philip Lester and its inappropriate in front of the princess"

I laughed

"what are you psychic?"

"Nope I'm stood in front of a mirror I can see you, you twit! I can see you"

I laughed knowing I couldn't lie my way out of this one when from behind me the bathroom door clicked open

"Phil!"

Lucy called out

"Yes babe?"

"I've paid the deposit on an apartment, I used your card I hope thats okay?"

I glanced at Dan Heart break was written across his face

"Yeah thats fine"

I replied not taking my eyes off of dan he glared back at me

"Such a fucking prick!"

"Oh and I'm going out with the girls tonight"

"Okay"

Dan marched towards me and put skye in my arms walking away with tears in his eyes he slammed his bedroom door.

I choked back tears and the next few hours passed in a blur Lucy was flitting around me getting ready leaving behind clouds of perfume and hair spray, I sat there numb not even noticing Lucy kiss me on the cheek as she went, I looked down at Skye she slept soundly totally oblivious to her fathers heartbreak, I stood up slowly and placed her in to her cot switching her teddy bear bed lamp on so she wasnt left in total darkness.

I walked through to the front room and back towards Dan's bedroom I knocked on the door, I pushed the door open and poked my head round the door, Bile rose in my throat at the sight I was met with, Dan was sitting on his bed crying dark crimson slashes covered the soft tanned skin on his arms, he still had towels around him caked with dry blood, his head was in his arms as he sobbed silently, I rushed over to the bed pulling him in to my arms

"Dan, I'm sorry please tell me you're okay, please let me help you"

he didn't reply he went limp in my arms and cried quietly in to my shirt, I spent the next hour allowing my own silent tears to fall and kissing dans forehead attempting to make him feel better

"I'm not leaving Dan I'm not I'll stay I need you"

He looked up at me with bloodshot puffy eyes

"Please don't go Phil I love you"

"I love you too"

Out of no where his lips crashed in to mine and his tongue began to explore my mouth, he began to rip at my clothes as his desperation and lust taking over him and me, he ran his hands through my hair as I broke away and began to lace kisses and light nibbles on his neck and collar bone I pulled his t-shirt off and ran my hands over his smooth toned chest, gently flicking his hard nipples with my tongue making him let out a small muffled moan, I danced my way down his abs using the very tip of my tongue and undone his jeans fumbling around to pull them off, I began to palm his crotch feeling his member growing more and more solid under my firm grip, in one swift movement I whipped off his boxers and threw them across the room, only to be met with his large stiff member, my heart raced as I took his whole length in to my mouth and teased him with my tongue, he began to cry out my name digging his nails in to my shoulders, i snaked back up the bed and he pulled the rest of my clothes off hungrily unleashing my raging hard on, he looked at me, his deep brown chocolate eyes locking with mine filled with lust and desire, he spat in his hand and lubed himself up flipping me on to my front roughly, he pulled me up by my hips and thrust in to me

"Fuck Dan!"

I cried out consumed by pleasure as he repeatedly thrusted in and out of me hitting my sweet spot every time making me cry out louder and louder until I came to a quivering climax closely followed by Dan, nothing felt better than his warmth filling me up.

I flopped down on to my front Dan laying next to me resting his head in the crook of my neck, I pulled the blankets over us and placed my hand gently on his warm thigh, I gently planted a kiss on his forehead, this moment was heavenly,

"PHILIP!"

My heart jumped out of my chest as I looked over to the door and saw Lucy's horrified face

"Lucy I can explain!"

"Don't fucking bother you heartless prick!"

I sprung up to stop her leaving only to be embarrassed by my nudity, the apartment door slammed loudly causing Skye to let out a shrill scream, I grabbed my boxers and picked her up, looking in to her big blue eyes it suddenly dawned on me I was now a single parent.