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In The End (Andley)
Secrets Revealed
Andy:
Me and Ashley were close friends. But I wanted to be closer. I am gay, yes, and I wish Ashley was too but hes a ladies man, an outlaw, straight.
I walked out to the main part of the bus to see everyone hanging out. "Hey Andy!" I turned to CC and gave him a fake smile. "Hey CC, whats up?" "Nothing much." I sat by him and Jinxx on the couch while Ashley was in the kitchen and Jake was in the restroom. As I sat down I felt a pain in my side and winced a little to loud.
The truth is I feel like I can't do anything right in this world. Ashley will never love me, I will never be worth anything, and all those haters are right. I have no purpose, I'm a faggot, and I should just kill myself now. So I turned to something noone should ever do, cutting.
"Andy you okay?" I turned to Jinxx and nodded. "Yeah my side." "Let me see." I shook my head and winced again. I had made cuts last night and I guess they were a little too deep. "Please Andy, what happened?" Ashley walked over and sat on the other couch. "Yeah Andy what happened?" "Not--" "Hey gies whats this?" My heart stopped and tears sprouted from my eyes a mile per minute as Jake came out of the bathroom, holding my box.
It was a black box and on the top it said 'Worthless'. It contained 3 razors that I used to feed my horrible habbit.
"What is that?" Ashley asked him across the room. Jake started to open it but I jumped up, ignoring the pain, and grabbed it. "Why are you going through my shit Jake?!" "I wasn't dude calm down! I just saw it under the sink when I was looking for my soap." "It wasn't under the fucking sink! You were snooping through my things!" "No Andy." He sighed. "All your stuff fell from your basket and when I picked it up I saw this. Whats in it anyway?" "N-nothing.." I headed back to my room when I felt someone grab my shoulder. It was Jinxx and he looked furious. "Andy what the hell is in that box?!" I knew I was in deep trouble. "Andy your bleeding!" Ashley ran up to me and my side was bleeding from the cuts, before I could object he rose my shirt and jumped back. "Andy are you cutting youself?" He whispered and everyone fell silent gathering around me. Jinxx grabbed the box and I screamed and pleaded. "Jinxx! Jinxx not funny! Give it back please! Please Jinxx!" He opened it up and looked inside before staring at me. "A-Andy...." I cried again and fell to the ground. "I'm sorry..." I kept apologizing and saw Jinxx sit by me rubbing my back. The other gies took the box and looked inside before gasping too. "Andy why...?" I grabbed the box and threw it down before pointing to the lid. "I'm so stupid..." I wept in my hands and Ashley ducked in front of me. I heard him mumble something to the gies before picking me up and carrying me to the bed. "Andy why do you feel so worthless?" I looked at him before whispering. "B-because I can't get you..." "What?" I couldn't control what I was saying but since I was caught with my box I decided to just spill everything. "I'm gay and I love you Ash." "I love you too!" I was going to respond but next thing I knew I was hitting the celiling and everything went black
Me and Ashley were close friends. But I wanted to be closer. I am gay, yes, and I wish Ashley was too but hes a ladies man, an outlaw, straight.
I walked out to the main part of the bus to see everyone hanging out. "Hey Andy!" I turned to CC and gave him a fake smile. "Hey CC, whats up?" "Nothing much." I sat by him and Jinxx on the couch while Ashley was in the kitchen and Jake was in the restroom. As I sat down I felt a pain in my side and winced a little to loud.
The truth is I feel like I can't do anything right in this world. Ashley will never love me, I will never be worth anything, and all those haters are right. I have no purpose, I'm a faggot, and I should just kill myself now. So I turned to something noone should ever do, cutting.
"Andy you okay?" I turned to Jinxx and nodded. "Yeah my side." "Let me see." I shook my head and winced again. I had made cuts last night and I guess they were a little too deep. "Please Andy, what happened?" Ashley walked over and sat on the other couch. "Yeah Andy what happened?" "Not--" "Hey gies whats this?" My heart stopped and tears sprouted from my eyes a mile per minute as Jake came out of the bathroom, holding my box.
It was a black box and on the top it said 'Worthless'. It contained 3 razors that I used to feed my horrible habbit.
"What is that?" Ashley asked him across the room. Jake started to open it but I jumped up, ignoring the pain, and grabbed it. "Why are you going through my shit Jake?!" "I wasn't dude calm down! I just saw it under the sink when I was looking for my soap." "It wasn't under the fucking sink! You were snooping through my things!" "No Andy." He sighed. "All your stuff fell from your basket and when I picked it up I saw this. Whats in it anyway?" "N-nothing.." I headed back to my room when I felt someone grab my shoulder. It was Jinxx and he looked furious. "Andy what the hell is in that box?!" I knew I was in deep trouble. "Andy your bleeding!" Ashley ran up to me and my side was bleeding from the cuts, before I could object he rose my shirt and jumped back. "Andy are you cutting youself?" He whispered and everyone fell silent gathering around me. Jinxx grabbed the box and I screamed and pleaded. "Jinxx! Jinxx not funny! Give it back please! Please Jinxx!" He opened it up and looked inside before staring at me. "A-Andy...." I cried again and fell to the ground. "I'm sorry..." I kept apologizing and saw Jinxx sit by me rubbing my back. The other gies took the box and looked inside before gasping too. "Andy why...?" I grabbed the box and threw it down before pointing to the lid. "I'm so stupid..." I wept in my hands and Ashley ducked in front of me. I heard him mumble something to the gies before picking me up and carrying me to the bed. "Andy why do you feel so worthless?" I looked at him before whispering. "B-because I can't get you..." "What?" I couldn't control what I was saying but since I was caught with my box I decided to just spill everything. "I'm gay and I love you Ash." "I love you too!" I was going to respond but next thing I knew I was hitting the celiling and everything went black
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