Diary Entries

I spoke to Lucy today.
It was fine.
I felt a lot of weight off of my shoulders for some odd reason, though.
That'll probably end up being the last time I talk to her until school comes around.
I'm hanging out with some old friends tomorrow and I'm a bit nervous.
They were my best friends freshman year.
I'm sure it'll be fine, but of course, my social anxiety is kicking in.
Lights.
Now I talk about Lights, well...
I'm constantly thinking about her.
She makes me happy without even really doing anything.
She can say a few words and my day is made because she spoke to me.
Still hasn't messaged me back on tumblr, but I don't mind.
As long as I'm a part of her day in some way.
I really hope she likes me and I hope she tries to do something to make it known.
But I also know that she's still in love with Hayley.
I'm nothing close to Hayley.
We are literally complete opposites.
I don't know how to feel.
All I know is that I cannot fucking wait to see Lights again.
I'm going to hug her soooo tight.