Diary Entries

Today was surprisingly good.
When I woke up, all I kept saying was "you'll have a good day, you'll have a good day"
and it looks like it worked.
Lately, I've been praying a whole lot, so maybe that's why good things are happening.
If so, thank you God.
Because today was almost perfect.
Lights gave me goosebumps today.
She's so fucking wonderful. Just...wow.
I made so much...contact with her and it was perfect. I hope I don't freak her out.
All she does is complain about her girlfriend, and I sorta like it... It's horrible, but it's true.
I can't wait to see her tomorrow. Why the fuck do I like a girl?! I'm so confused, but happy. For at least today.
She touched my thigh and I touched her hand and looked into her eyes and we kept smiling and laughing and I think we were flirting, but honestly I don't know...
But tomorrow I'll wake up and keep saying "you'll have a good day, you'll have a good day" and hopefully, it'll be just as great as today was.
Please God.