I Know I'm Not That Perfect...

I was sitting in my second class thinking about Alan. Or what he had done.

I was kind of nervous about what he would say or how he would react when he saw me.
The kiss had been absolutely perfect, but he ran away so quickly...
After fifteen minutes the bell rang and everyone made their way out.
I was walking down the hallway. My eyes were searching for an orange cat or ginger hair or something, but he wasn't there.

I sat down next to Shay and the others, still looking for Alan.

"Hey, Aus. What are you looking for?", Tino suddenly asked.
"Erm, Nothing."
"Alan is outside. Just sayin'", Michael grinned.
"Okay, you're starting to get creepy."
He gave me an innocent look. "I just want you to be happy, you should be a bit mor thankful!"

"Thank you.", I snapped sarcastically.
"You're welcome."

I stand up and walked out, looking for him.
And I found him.

He was sitting under a tree, reading in his english book.

I felt myself smiling and my heart beat rising when I came closer. But I was still nervous.

"Hey, Alan. What are you doing?", I said, when I stand in front of him.
He quickly looked up and immediatly blushed.

"Oh, erm, hey A-Austin. Just studying f-for my English class...", he answered. "You wanna sit down?"
He pointed on the ground next to him.
I nodded and sat down next to him.
He smelled so good...
"Hey, erm...I-I wanted to say s-sorry because of w-what I did yesterday...", he stuttered while fumbling around with his bracelet.

"It's okay, I was just surprised because I hadn't thought you'd like me this much...", I said, my eyes fixing the ground.

"Oh, erm, no I mean, I'm sorry because I ran away so fast.", he told me.
I looked at him, his eyes were sparkling a bit.
He was so fucking beautiful.

And oh my god. He meant the kiss.
He didn't regret anything.

I smiled at him, but didn't know what to say.

"So...you like me, too?", He suddenly asked and my smile got bigger.
"Yes, I definitely like you too, Alan.", I said happily.
"Can we kiss again, then?"
"I guess..."
Whithout another word he grabbed my face and kissed me again with even more passion than the last time.
Okay, like I said, I'm not gonna survive this.

I kissed him back and we ended up making out under the tree for another five minutes until the bell rang again.

"I think we should go to class now.", I said, completely out of breath.
"Good idea.", he nodded.

^(*u*)^
"Hey, Aus. We are all going to the cinema tonight. You wanna come?", Shay asked me when I was leaning against the wall next to his locker, thinking about Alan and his perfection.
"Huh? Er...sure."
"So, you and Ginger are in love?", he asked smiling.
I rolled my eyes.
"I don't know what we are.", I said.
"But you made out at lunch."
"How do you...?"
"Michael."
"Oh. Okay."
We both laughed.
"You could bring him to the cinema tonight, you know?", he said while locking his locker.
"Really?"
"Why not? Ty and Mike are a couple, too. You won't be all alone.", he grinned.
"We aren't a couple."
"But something like that."
"A bit...Maybe."

~('.',)~
Alans POV
"TONYTONYTONYTONYTONY!"
"WHAT?!"
I was jumping around my best friend, acting like I was the happiest person in the universe.
"Austin and I made out under this weird tree next to the building!"
"Why is the tree weird?"
"I don't know! Didn't you hear me?! Austin and I..."
"...made out under the tree, okay, I got it.", he said rolling his eyes.

I stopped jumping.

"Why are you mad at me?", I asked confused.
"I'm not mad at you,Alan. I'm very happy for you two. It's just...", he sighed. "I don't know, everything seems to have someone..."

oh, that's the problem.

"Oh...then we should find a date for you."
"Hey Alan!", I suddenly heard someone saying behind me.

"Austin!", I said happyly and turned around.
He was standing in front of me now, biting his lip.

Oh god, I want to kiss him again.

"I wanted to ask you something.", he told me. "Shay and the others are planning on going to the cinema and asked if we would like to join them..."

My heart skipped a beat at the "we".

We are a "we".
yay.

"Erm...sure."
"You could come too, Tony.", he said looking at my best friend.
Tony looked up. He seemed surprised.
"Ehr...I don't know."
"Aw, come on, Tones!", I said, pushing him with my ellbow.
"Yeah, okay. I'll be there.", he finally answered rolling his eyes.

"So...I'll see you in a few hours?", he asked.
"I guess."
He gave me a quick kiss befor he left again.

"This is going to be perfect. And maybe you will meet someone, Tones!", I shouted happyly.
"Yeah, maybe.", he murmured.

"Oh god, I can't wait for tonight!!"