Inside Her Body
14- Confession of a broken heart
Ok so ibabalik ko ang focus ng story na to kela Jill and Dave. Si Miles and Matt gagawan ko sla ng sariling book prang kela Ella and Dave.
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Jill P.O.V
Kakauwi lng nmn ni dave sa Quezon, napaaga ang uwi nmn lahat dahil may problema dw sa work si Dave, ang pinag tataka ko wala namang nainform skn na problem sa work, im his secretary i should know.
Sumama na dn smn ang barkada, the boys are also part of the company, they are dave's team. Kaya pati sila ella, miles at mase sumama na dn.
Nasa condo ako ngaun kakagising ko lng ng
*krrrrriiinnng*
"hmmmmeloow?" -_____-
"where r u rachel?" O_O
"Dave? nsa condo bakit?"
did he just called me RACHEL?!!! OK I KNOW SOMETHING'S REALLY UP! HE NEVER CALLS ME WITH THAT NAME UNLESS SOMETHING'S WRONG!!
"where in ur condo exactly?"
"my room, on my bed, honey what's wrong?"
nagulat nlng ako ng buglang bukas ang pinto ng room ko at
"DAVE?! WHAT ARE YOU-HMPPPPP"
he kissed me right away. May mali tlga, ang bigat ng halik ni dave, i can see sadness in his eyes nung nakatayo cia. sa mga hawak nia skn, prng ayaw nia akong mawala.
"Dave-hmpp, anong problema?" i stopped him and i looked directly in his eyes, kitang kita ko ang takot sa mga mata nia.
"dave what is it?" biglang tumibok ang puso ko ng mabilis, kinabahan ako sa mga kinikilos nia, he's very quiet in a weird way.
he kissed me again, this time hnd nko lumaban pa at tumugon nlng ako, i know he needs me more than i need him.
he sat me up and took my clothes off, prng huminto ang tibok ng puso ko, he didnt ripped my clothes off, i not saying i want him to, pero hnd ito si dave, he just taking my clothes off when he's teasing me at once in a blue moon lng manyare un.
Im going to talk to him about it later. we kissed as he lay me down on my bed. he took my panties off and licked me
"AHHHHHHH!"
he licked me faster and pushed 2 fingers inside me.
"AHH DAVE!! UHH! FASTER BABY! AHHH THATS IT! SUCK ME THERE"
"AHHH AHHHHH HARDER DAVE! DEEPER! AHH UHHH! UHHH"
he sucked me and moved his fingers in and out much faster
"baby im cumming faster! ahhh uhhhhh"
"AHHHHH!" i reached my climax.
he stood up and took his pants together with his boxer and gripped my hand and placed it between our chest and hugged me tight.
he slammed his cock inside me
'AHHHHH DAVE!! AHHHH! UHHH! UHH! HARDER BABY!"
"JILL UHHH!!"
"UHHH UHHHHH DEEPER! I WANT IT FAST"
lalong humigpit ang yakap nia skn at binayo ako ng sobrng bilis!
"AHHHH UHHHHH UHHH D-DAVE! UHHH UHHH! HARDER UHHHHH!
"DAVE IM CU-CUMMING AHHHHHHHHH!!"
"AHHHHHHHHH/ JILL I LOVE YOU!'' sabay nmng cgaw.
paran huminto ang mundo ko, did he just say???
"I LOVE YOU JILL! SO MUCH! IM AFRAID TO LOSE YOU....AGAIN" he buried his head on my neck. and i felt water dripping on my nec.
is he? is he crying? i heard him sob
hindi ko alam kung bakit cia umiiyak but i also found myself crying. he hugged me tight and i also hugged him back.
dahil alam kong may mali, natatakot ako, am i going to lose him again? hnd pa ba sapat ang 10 taon na pagkawalay nia skn?
IM AFRAID TO LOSE YOU....AGAIN
IM AFRAID TO LOSE YOU....AGAIN
IM AFRAID TO LOSE YOU....AGAIN
IM AFRAID TO LOSE YOU....AGAIN
umi-echo sa utak ko ang word na again? what does he mean again? nasasaktan nko ngaun plng ayaw kong magkahiwaly ulit kme. natatakot akong icpn na cguro hnd tlga kmi para sa isat isa. pero kng hnd nga bkt pa kmi pinag tagpo ng tadhana?
"JILL MAHAL NA MAHAL KITA. I DID EVERYTHING, I STUDIED HARD, I WORKED HARD TO BE WITH YOU AGAIN, I TOLD MYSELF IM GOING TO GET U BACK KHT NA MAABUTAN KITANG MAY ASAWA KA O WALA, IM WILLING TO GAMBLE EVERYTHING. AND I DID, I FOUND U, IM THE LUCKIEST BASTARD WHEN I SAW U AFTER 10 YEARS. FOR THE PAST 10 YEARS, EVERY SECOND I KEEP WORRYING, WONDERING, THINKING IF U FORGOT ABOUT ME, IF U HAVE MOVED ON AND BURIED ME IN UR PAST, THE THINGS THAT WHAT I SHOULD DO IF U DID, WHAT IF U WONT GIVE ME A 2ND CHANCE, AND WHEN I GOT THE CHANCE TO PROVE MYSELF WRONG, THAT IM STILL YOURS,
THAT U GAVE ME A 2ND CHANCE, I KNEW FROM THAT VERY MOMENT THAT IM THE LUCKIEST SON OF A BITCH. AND NOW FROM THE THOUGHT OF LOSING U AGAIN IS LIKE A FUCKING NIGHTMARE, A NIGHTMARE I WISHED TO END, A KNIFE THATS STABBING ME EVERY SECOND WITHOUT EVEN GIVING ME A CHANCE TO HEAL. I LOVE YOU JILL SO MUCH! SO MUCH THAT IM WILLING TO SACRIFICE MY EVERYTHING I WORKED HARD FOR,FOR U TO BE HAPPY TAHT IF LEAVING ME WILL MAKE HAPPY, IM WILLING TO STEP BACK. I JUST WANT U TO KNOW THAT THERE'S NO YEAR,MONTHS, HOUR,MINUTE,SECOND FOR THE PAST 10 YEARS THAT I DIDNT THINK OF U, U'VE ALWAYS BEEN IN MY MIND AND IN MY HEART. AND WILL ALWAYS BE.
I LOVE YOU BABY! TOO MUCH!"
i cried myself so much, sa lahat ng cnbe ni dave, sobrng sakit! sobrng sakit dahil alam kong may pinag dadaanan cia, na makakapag hiwalay nnmn smn. i hugged him tight as much as i could and we cried ourselves out.
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Jill P.O.V
Kakauwi lng nmn ni dave sa Quezon, napaaga ang uwi nmn lahat dahil may problema dw sa work si Dave, ang pinag tataka ko wala namang nainform skn na problem sa work, im his secretary i should know.
Sumama na dn smn ang barkada, the boys are also part of the company, they are dave's team. Kaya pati sila ella, miles at mase sumama na dn.
Nasa condo ako ngaun kakagising ko lng ng
*krrrrriiinnng*
"hmmmmeloow?" -_____-
"where r u rachel?" O_O
"Dave? nsa condo bakit?"
did he just called me RACHEL?!!! OK I KNOW SOMETHING'S REALLY UP! HE NEVER CALLS ME WITH THAT NAME UNLESS SOMETHING'S WRONG!!
"where in ur condo exactly?"
"my room, on my bed, honey what's wrong?"
nagulat nlng ako ng buglang bukas ang pinto ng room ko at
"DAVE?! WHAT ARE YOU-HMPPPPP"
he kissed me right away. May mali tlga, ang bigat ng halik ni dave, i can see sadness in his eyes nung nakatayo cia. sa mga hawak nia skn, prng ayaw nia akong mawala.
"Dave-hmpp, anong problema?" i stopped him and i looked directly in his eyes, kitang kita ko ang takot sa mga mata nia.
"dave what is it?" biglang tumibok ang puso ko ng mabilis, kinabahan ako sa mga kinikilos nia, he's very quiet in a weird way.
he kissed me again, this time hnd nko lumaban pa at tumugon nlng ako, i know he needs me more than i need him.
he sat me up and took my clothes off, prng huminto ang tibok ng puso ko, he didnt ripped my clothes off, i not saying i want him to, pero hnd ito si dave, he just taking my clothes off when he's teasing me at once in a blue moon lng manyare un.
Im going to talk to him about it later. we kissed as he lay me down on my bed. he took my panties off and licked me
"AHHHHHHH!"
he licked me faster and pushed 2 fingers inside me.
"AHH DAVE!! UHH! FASTER BABY! AHHH THATS IT! SUCK ME THERE"
"AHHH AHHHHH HARDER DAVE! DEEPER! AHH UHHH! UHHH"
he sucked me and moved his fingers in and out much faster
"baby im cumming faster! ahhh uhhhhh"
"AHHHHH!" i reached my climax.
he stood up and took his pants together with his boxer and gripped my hand and placed it between our chest and hugged me tight.
he slammed his cock inside me
'AHHHHH DAVE!! AHHHH! UHHH! UHH! HARDER BABY!"
"JILL UHHH!!"
"UHHH UHHHHH DEEPER! I WANT IT FAST"
lalong humigpit ang yakap nia skn at binayo ako ng sobrng bilis!
"AHHHH UHHHHH UHHH D-DAVE! UHHH UHHH! HARDER UHHHHH!
"DAVE IM CU-CUMMING AHHHHHHHHH!!"
"AHHHHHHHHH/ JILL I LOVE YOU!'' sabay nmng cgaw.
paran huminto ang mundo ko, did he just say???
"I LOVE YOU JILL! SO MUCH! IM AFRAID TO LOSE YOU....AGAIN" he buried his head on my neck. and i felt water dripping on my nec.
is he? is he crying? i heard him sob
hindi ko alam kung bakit cia umiiyak but i also found myself crying. he hugged me tight and i also hugged him back.
dahil alam kong may mali, natatakot ako, am i going to lose him again? hnd pa ba sapat ang 10 taon na pagkawalay nia skn?
IM AFRAID TO LOSE YOU....AGAIN
IM AFRAID TO LOSE YOU....AGAIN
IM AFRAID TO LOSE YOU....AGAIN
IM AFRAID TO LOSE YOU....AGAIN
umi-echo sa utak ko ang word na again? what does he mean again? nasasaktan nko ngaun plng ayaw kong magkahiwaly ulit kme. natatakot akong icpn na cguro hnd tlga kmi para sa isat isa. pero kng hnd nga bkt pa kmi pinag tagpo ng tadhana?
"JILL MAHAL NA MAHAL KITA. I DID EVERYTHING, I STUDIED HARD, I WORKED HARD TO BE WITH YOU AGAIN, I TOLD MYSELF IM GOING TO GET U BACK KHT NA MAABUTAN KITANG MAY ASAWA KA O WALA, IM WILLING TO GAMBLE EVERYTHING. AND I DID, I FOUND U, IM THE LUCKIEST BASTARD WHEN I SAW U AFTER 10 YEARS. FOR THE PAST 10 YEARS, EVERY SECOND I KEEP WORRYING, WONDERING, THINKING IF U FORGOT ABOUT ME, IF U HAVE MOVED ON AND BURIED ME IN UR PAST, THE THINGS THAT WHAT I SHOULD DO IF U DID, WHAT IF U WONT GIVE ME A 2ND CHANCE, AND WHEN I GOT THE CHANCE TO PROVE MYSELF WRONG, THAT IM STILL YOURS,
THAT U GAVE ME A 2ND CHANCE, I KNEW FROM THAT VERY MOMENT THAT IM THE LUCKIEST SON OF A BITCH. AND NOW FROM THE THOUGHT OF LOSING U AGAIN IS LIKE A FUCKING NIGHTMARE, A NIGHTMARE I WISHED TO END, A KNIFE THATS STABBING ME EVERY SECOND WITHOUT EVEN GIVING ME A CHANCE TO HEAL. I LOVE YOU JILL SO MUCH! SO MUCH THAT IM WILLING TO SACRIFICE MY EVERYTHING I WORKED HARD FOR,FOR U TO BE HAPPY TAHT IF LEAVING ME WILL MAKE HAPPY, IM WILLING TO STEP BACK. I JUST WANT U TO KNOW THAT THERE'S NO YEAR,MONTHS, HOUR,MINUTE,SECOND FOR THE PAST 10 YEARS THAT I DIDNT THINK OF U, U'VE ALWAYS BEEN IN MY MIND AND IN MY HEART. AND WILL ALWAYS BE.
I LOVE YOU BABY! TOO MUCH!"
i cried myself so much, sa lahat ng cnbe ni dave, sobrng sakit! sobrng sakit dahil alam kong may pinag dadaanan cia, na makakapag hiwalay nnmn smn. i hugged him tight as much as i could and we cried ourselves out.