Inside Her Body
15- Telling Her
Sean P.O.V
After I confessed my feelings to her, we got up and got dressed. I'm waiting for her in the living room.
Kinakabahan ako sa pwedeng .mangyare. The possibility of losing her again.
*flashback*
Nsa bonfire kmi stealing kisses from our partners when
*kriiiiinggg*
"Hello?"
"Missed me"
"The fvck do u want?!"
"Uhm how about destroying your life?"
"Look Jannet I don't wanna play game with--"
"I just arrived here baby, I need u tomorrow at 12 pm for my check up or else I'll be the one visiting you there in the paradise with ur lovely gf.". Then she ended the call
FVCK! Kelan pa cia naka darting dito!
"U okay bro?" Matt
"She's here"
"What?!" Rick
"Since when?!" Cris
" I don't know, my investegators didn't report to me about this."
"what r u gonna do now?" Matt
I looked at jill while she's sleeping, the mere thought of losing her again is just like another nightmare.
"I'm gonna tell her tomorrow."
" But bro-- I mean, r sure its yours? Why don't u--"
" I did cris, and they have nothing, my only option left is the DNA testing, unfortunately I can do that after the baby's born."
*end of flashback*
I went back to reality when I felt jill"s hand wrapped around my body.
"What's bothering you dave? Tell me. Ur scaring me too much."
"After I tell u, promise me jill u won't leave me"
She didn't answer back, she's just looking at me intently, jill doesn't make promises, bata pa plng kmi ayaw nia ng promises dahil alam niang hnd dn natutupad yon.
"I had a fling jill, back in NY, it was just a one night stand, I don't even know her name that time. I woke wearing my boxers, I thought knothing happened to us. After 5 months, she called me and said she's pregnant.... With my child"
I almost whispered my last statement. I lookep and saw jill crying
"Jill im-"
"NO!"
Jill P.O.V
"NO!". He walked towards me and touched my hand
"NO DAVE!! Tama na. Ang sakit sakit na. Akala ko ang pnaka masakit mo nang gnwa skn ay ang pag alis mo ng 10 taon. Ito pala"
Hagulgul nko sa iyak, ang sakit! Kelan ba ko magiging masaya?? Kelan ko ba makakasama c dave ng masaya?
"Let's end whatever we have dave! I had enough"
I turned around and I felt him hugged me tight
"Jill please don't! Jill I don't wanna lose u again please!"
"U should've thought that before u got her pregnant dave".
Pareho na kming umiiyak ni dave
"Jill please! Please! I hired an investigator, I don't wanna be selfish but I know that's not my child she's caring, alam kng wlang nangyare smn, I'm just plain drunk that night, I have to wait for the baby to be born and have the DNA tes. Jill please!"
Hindi ko alam kung matutuwa ako dhl may possibility na hnd kay dave un, na ako pa din tlga. Pero pano pag siya nga? Icpn ko plng na sknya un nasasaktan nako ng sobra! Sobra sa pag iwan skn ng 10 taon.
"And if its yours dave? What now? You wouldn't want your first born to be a bastard. Its 9 months dave! 9 FVCKING MONTHS!!"
I turned around to face him and punch him in his chest.
"I HATE YOU DAVE!! I HATE YOU SO MUCH!! SANA HINDI MO NA LANG AKO BINALIKAN!! PiNALANO MONG BALIKAN AKO PERO GUMAWA KPA NG KAGAGUHAN! KAGAGUHAN NA HINDI KO PWEDE BALIWALAIN!! BUHAY NA ANG NAKA TAYA!"
Niyakap nia ako pero nag pumiglas ako.
"sana di mo na lang ako binalikan, sana hinayaan mo nlng ako kalimutan ka. Para mo na rin akobg sinaksak sa ginawa mo sean. Ayoko na."
Pumasok ako sa kwarto ko at binuhos ko lahat ng iyak ko. I left him there. I felt sleepy. and I let myself sleep. Sana panaginip na lang lahat to.
After I confessed my feelings to her, we got up and got dressed. I'm waiting for her in the living room.
Kinakabahan ako sa pwedeng .mangyare. The possibility of losing her again.
*flashback*
Nsa bonfire kmi stealing kisses from our partners when
*kriiiiinggg*
"Hello?"
"Missed me"
"The fvck do u want?!"
"Uhm how about destroying your life?"
"Look Jannet I don't wanna play game with--"
"I just arrived here baby, I need u tomorrow at 12 pm for my check up or else I'll be the one visiting you there in the paradise with ur lovely gf.". Then she ended the call
FVCK! Kelan pa cia naka darting dito!
"U okay bro?" Matt
"She's here"
"What?!" Rick
"Since when?!" Cris
" I don't know, my investegators didn't report to me about this."
"what r u gonna do now?" Matt
I looked at jill while she's sleeping, the mere thought of losing her again is just like another nightmare.
"I'm gonna tell her tomorrow."
" But bro-- I mean, r sure its yours? Why don't u--"
" I did cris, and they have nothing, my only option left is the DNA testing, unfortunately I can do that after the baby's born."
*end of flashback*
I went back to reality when I felt jill"s hand wrapped around my body.
"What's bothering you dave? Tell me. Ur scaring me too much."
"After I tell u, promise me jill u won't leave me"
She didn't answer back, she's just looking at me intently, jill doesn't make promises, bata pa plng kmi ayaw nia ng promises dahil alam niang hnd dn natutupad yon.
"I had a fling jill, back in NY, it was just a one night stand, I don't even know her name that time. I woke wearing my boxers, I thought knothing happened to us. After 5 months, she called me and said she's pregnant.... With my child"
I almost whispered my last statement. I lookep and saw jill crying
"Jill im-"
"NO!"
Jill P.O.V
"NO!". He walked towards me and touched my hand
"NO DAVE!! Tama na. Ang sakit sakit na. Akala ko ang pnaka masakit mo nang gnwa skn ay ang pag alis mo ng 10 taon. Ito pala"
Hagulgul nko sa iyak, ang sakit! Kelan ba ko magiging masaya?? Kelan ko ba makakasama c dave ng masaya?
"Let's end whatever we have dave! I had enough"
I turned around and I felt him hugged me tight
"Jill please don't! Jill I don't wanna lose u again please!"
"U should've thought that before u got her pregnant dave".
Pareho na kming umiiyak ni dave
"Jill please! Please! I hired an investigator, I don't wanna be selfish but I know that's not my child she's caring, alam kng wlang nangyare smn, I'm just plain drunk that night, I have to wait for the baby to be born and have the DNA tes. Jill please!"
Hindi ko alam kung matutuwa ako dhl may possibility na hnd kay dave un, na ako pa din tlga. Pero pano pag siya nga? Icpn ko plng na sknya un nasasaktan nako ng sobra! Sobra sa pag iwan skn ng 10 taon.
"And if its yours dave? What now? You wouldn't want your first born to be a bastard. Its 9 months dave! 9 FVCKING MONTHS!!"
I turned around to face him and punch him in his chest.
"I HATE YOU DAVE!! I HATE YOU SO MUCH!! SANA HINDI MO NA LANG AKO BINALIKAN!! PiNALANO MONG BALIKAN AKO PERO GUMAWA KPA NG KAGAGUHAN! KAGAGUHAN NA HINDI KO PWEDE BALIWALAIN!! BUHAY NA ANG NAKA TAYA!"
Niyakap nia ako pero nag pumiglas ako.
"sana di mo na lang ako binalikan, sana hinayaan mo nlng ako kalimutan ka. Para mo na rin akobg sinaksak sa ginawa mo sean. Ayoko na."
Pumasok ako sa kwarto ko at binuhos ko lahat ng iyak ko. I left him there. I felt sleepy. and I let myself sleep. Sana panaginip na lang lahat to.