Riverside Girl

we spent our last few days with my family nonstop the sadness in their house kept increasing because everyone knew we were leaving soon but we constantly repeated we would be back and do this again no one wanted to leave but we had no choice we had lives back in riverside that we needed to continue we were leaving for the airport we had my family drives us there because we returned the rental back the ride there was silenced no one wanted to say anything we finally got there my step dad helped Travis with taken the luggage out the big SUV i said goodbyes to my nephew and my niece and my step dad then my sisters then finally it was my mom the tears came down..hard it was true sadness leaving my mom for such long periods of times but i knew my step dad would take care of her which is what he has been doing since they moved there i loved them together i hugged her she cracked jokes so we both could stop crying it worked we hugged and then it was Travis's turn to say his goodbyes we heard the intercom come on saying our flight number was ready and that we needed to the plane we said our goodbyes once more and threw kisses until they couldn't see us anymore finally we are boarding the plane so we can go back home to riverside as much as i loved these 2 weeks in Florida with everyone that i loved especially Travis for making this whole thing come together so perfectly it was time to get back home to my babies and my friends and back to my job i mean i am a video girl but i also like my normal job for my passion i just missed being home in general and i could tell he was excited to go back home to the YF's since he has been without weed for about 2 weeks which means a lot actually because if i smoked as much as he did and had to stop for 2 weeks because he was on vacation i would have left but that shows a lot about his character as well i was excited that we finished the video to pillow talk we watched the playback on some of the shoots we had taken it looked amazing it blew my mind how the chemistry me and him had really showed on camera there was so much sexual tension while shooting the hotel scenes best believe once we had finished production we went back to the hotel and had crazy sex that lasted for about 4 hours the most intense and amazing sexual experience I've ever had in my life i never knew one human being could make me cum so many times and motivate me to continue to keep going until i finally reached my climax it was insane it was already i kept trying to put my headphones in and fall asleep but i just couldn't do it i was just so excited to see everyone but i didn't disturb Travis he needed all the rest he could get cause i know once he gets home he will be partying with the boys which i don't mind i fully 100% trust him with my life 3 hours into the flight i was getting pretty annoyed that i could not calm myself down and go to sleep it was frustrating that i was basically the only one up except for the business men that were typing away on their laptops about nonsense to which i did not care about Travis woke up couple times to check to see if i was okay and nodded quickly back into sleep i didn't mind that as well since he looked so peaceful in such a vulnerable state of mine i grabbed a hold of his hand and started rubbing it with my thumb it always helped me fall asleep i guess it worked since i quickly fell asleep and woke up to him shaking me to wake up since we landed i quickly woke up and took my seat belt off i just wanted to get off the plane and see everyone we finally grabbed our luggage and went towards the exit into the car we decide that we should go shower before we do anything we finally let the airport in the suv of course i drove while Travis broke up the weed he always kept a jar filled of kush in a secret place in his SUV i seen him split the blunt in half and continue to roll it 2 mins later he was finished with the whole thing cleaned up the passenger side that was filled with weed and the guts from the dutch he got a phone call he looked at the caller id and answered it i wasn't trying to be nosy but i wanted to know who it was he kept mumbling softly to which i really couldn't hear him all i could get out of was couple of mhm's and no's after he ended the called he asked me if it was alright if he dropped me at his house so i can shower and put clothes on and do whatever else i had to do while he went to go meet a friend i was suspicious but really didn't think nothing of it i agreed on the way to his house it was a quiet drive i was just let my mind drift off into different directions maybe that wasn't the greatest idea ever because once we parked i just went straight out the door and walked inside didn't even bother taking my bags or anything i just didn't know what the big deal of talking so secretive maybe i was just being a girl and just over reacting but it wasn't fair to me i decide i needed to take a shower and get my mind of this nonsense cause i was just in no mood what so ever maybe its cause i thought we would just spend some time together before seeing everyone its been a couple days since we've had sex not saying i needed it i just loved the sex we always have i guess i just missed it i wanted it i craved for him but i wasn't feeling this sneakiness its whatever i jumped into the shower the warm water helped me relax while the steam filled up the whole bathroom


i could tell Ashton was pissed at me for what i didn't know i mean yeah i was speaking all secretive but that's because i didn't want her to that we were throwing the a welcoming party/coming home thing before the tour starts and i wanted her to be moved into our own home that i provided for her i dropped her off at my house she quickly ran out the SUV before i could say my goodbyes and ask for a kiss i just stood there looking stupid i was like fuck it just let her cool down because once she founds out the surprise was for her she would feel like an asshole for over reacting i had the movers come move her stuff into the house before we arrived i wanted everything to be perfect truthfully i was scared yeah i knew she was going to say yes but the fact how i'm going to ask her to move in with me is going to be the hardest thing cause everyone who knows me knows i am not this person i don't fall in love or let girls move in with me this was a whole new process for me the guys knew i was anxious so they made me smoke couple blunts with them after that passed i looked at the time holy shit it was almost time i told they guys i had to go get ashton and get myself ready i quickly sped to my house i got there and seen that she was still in the bathroom getting ready i decide i would go see how her mood is and shower i walked up the stairs to where the sound of her singing came from i knocked on the door said babe its me and opened it she was naked still instantly felt myself get hard she saw my boner through my pants and giggled she came next to me and started stroking it through my pants i suddenly forgot why i had came upstairs for her it was hard trying to get the words out but i told her we needed to stop and save it for late because we had to get going soon she pouted and said fine i told her to get ready cause by the time i get out the shower it was time to go she nodded and went to go get dressed i took a quick shower that only lasted for 5 mins i ran into my room threw on some jeans and a tank top and a hat i called out to my girlfriend she was no where upstairs i'm assuming she was done stairs i walked down and there she was in a black skin tight dress that i was insanely craving to slip it off her she looked beautiful she could have a trash bag on and still look flawless i was a very lucky man i couldn't wait to spend the rest of my life with her i kissed her cheek and whispered into her ear that she looked amazing but that dress look better on my bedroom floor i grabbed her by her ass and gave her a quick gentle squeeze she gasped she pushed me onto the wall and started kissing me we were going at it for about 10 mins i was sliding my hands up and down her inner thighs about to go to her center when panda called me asking me where i was i let out a loud sigh i just got cocked blocked i shook the dirty thoughts out of my mind grabbed her hand and told her we had to leave now because we would be late to the party and that i pinky promised her we would continue this whole thing later cause i was definitely was not done with her ass i grabbed my keys and we headed out the door into the suv i quickly pulled out of the drive way and headed to our new place and she had no idea i couldn't wait to surprise her after 30 mins we arrived into the place i haven't seen it since i first bought it everything looked amazing it was lit up and i could see tons of people inside we parked the car and i came to her side and opened the door we walked in holding hands we opened the front door and everyone screamed "welcome home! we all were so happy and excited to be around our friends everyone came over and hugged us asked us how our vacation was so many pictures were being taken it felt good to have my friends around for this important moment in my life i didn't want to rush the party i felt that i would wait until everyone got settled in having a good time before i did this whole thing it would also give me time to sneak couple drinks into my system so i'd be less nervous i lost Ashton in the crowd of people in our brand new living room dining room area everyone was eating drinking smoking laughing talking it was fucking awesome to be back i was outside smoking with the guys they were telling me how proud they are of me actually taken this step with a girl they actually really liked how me and her were together we completed each other I've been so positive with life and the tour will be amazing then i started thinking about it the tour.. i completely forget i mean its been on my mind but I've been trying to keep it in the back of my mind as long as i can but it has to come out sometime tours next week i hope she isn't mad at me i just don't know how i'm going to tell her the guys knew that my mood completely changed i just got so serious they playfully punched me and told me to cheer the fuck up before they throw me in my damn pool i pushed them and we all started laughing couple hours go by i decide it would be good time to make a toast i walked back inside i grabbed a drink that was filled with champagne i started to speak up "attention everyone i would like everyone who came out tonight to welcome us back i know it doesn't sound serious why i wanted to throw this party but the actual reason i wanted you all here is to say Ashton i love you and I wanted to take this next step with you and ask you would you move in with me into this house.. I bought this house us I wanted to show you I am completely serious about you and I want you wherever I am what do you say baby?!"


we were surrounded by our greatest and closest friends I was happy to be back in my city I kinda forgot all about the whole thing with Travis earlier I was just cranky from being on that flight I cut him some slack off I was pretty bitchy we were having such a fun time at this party at Travis's friends house I admit I had a couple drinks in me but I wasn't wasted nor drunk but I was feeling it I let him do his thing with his boys cause he deserved all the weed he would be smoking tonight he always takes care of me I forgot how late it was getting we were having fun dancing and just having a good time with everyone then Travis came in he spoke.. my mouth stood wide open he asked me to move into this house that he bought for us holy shit it was beautiful I was speechless all I could do is shake my head I would never expect him to actually want me to move on with him especially in a HUGE expensive house like this I grabbed his face and kissed him repeatedly I was so excited everyone congratulated us and continued to party for about 3 more hours when it was already hitting 2-3am everyone decide to go home we said our final goodbyes to our friends and started cleaning up I looked at him and he kept saying what I asked him how he managed to do this whole thing without even me suspecting him I was just so excited to be moving forward with my life I kept thanking him over and over then I started to think that it would be a good idea if my parents moved into my house it I ran it by Travis asking him if it would be a good idea and such he was completely for it ! he thought it would be an amazing idea that they live close to us it would be easier for all of us to spend time with each other and bond I jumped in happiness and kissed him I promised myself I would call them tomorrow and tell them the great news but right now all I wanted to do was thank him for what he did for me tonight we finished cleaning the kitchen and living room area I grabbed him by his shirt and pulled him closer to me I started kissing his neck and everything just led to another our clothes all on the floor making a trail towards the bedroom door and there is where we made love for the last 3 hours we watched the sun come up it was the most beautiful thing I ever seen since the view from our master bedroom was indescribable I can't believe that we live in this house its insane he would do that but its not something I wouldn't expect from him since I knew him and maddie lived together but it was always in his apartment or hers but like this is a house I decide I would cook us some breakfast to get the day started to move in his shit and sell his place and whatever else we needed so I kissed him on his cheek and went to go to the kitchen I decide to whip up some bacon , scrabbled eggs , toast , freshly squeezed orange juice and pancakes I set up the counter table so we could eat down here without making a bigger mess in the bed room than it already is from last night/this mornings events I screamed out telling him the food was ready and its downstairs I started cleaning up the mess I made while I waited for my sexy boyfriend to come down in nothing but a towel wrapped around his waist he licked his lips which basically meant he liked what he saw we sat and ate for an hour when he got a call it was his manager she asked him if he would come down to the studio so they could talk business of course leaving me with the dishes and the huge mess in this house I sighed out loud I thought today would be just about us hanging around in bed and getting his stuff out his house guess not.. he went upstairs and got ready there was a ring at the doorbell wondering who it could be I screamed "I'M COMING HOLD ON A MOMENT PLEASE" I quickly went and opened the door it was a sweet lady in her late 40's early 50's she introduced herself as Rosa and that she was the maid I was confused on when we decide to get a maid but I let her come in we had a little chitchat then Travis came downstairs and greeted Rosa and explained to me he had hired her since we both would be busy and this house is way too busy to clean myself that she would help he quickly kissed me goodbye and left out the door I apologized her Travis not saying a little longer to show her around but since I was alone I showed her where everything is Madelyn decided to stop by her little bump was so cute it was noticeable but barley we sat around and talked for a couple hours I had Rosa fix us some lunch since Travis still hasn't returned from the studio it kinda made me annoyed I decide to text him asking him is everything alright Madelyn knew I had my annoyed face on and asked me what was wrong I told her Travis has been at the studio for about 6 hours now and hasn't showed any sign of life her face felt like she was hiding something from me so I asked her what did she know she kept trying to change the subject I raised my voice at her I was already pretty annoyed at the point I swore at her "Madelyn tell me right fucking know what you know" she let out a sign and began to talk "I didn't want to be the one to tell you I promised to Tony and Travis I wouldn't say anything cause they knew I would eventually spill to you but Travis is leaving for tour next week for 6 months he doesn't know how to tell you cause he didn't want you to react this way I'm so sorry Ashton I really wanted you to wait til he told you" by the time she was done my face became solid and angry my heart beat was racing I was breathing heavy she knew I was beyond pissed the fuck off I decide to call Travis of fucking course he would not pick up I decide to leave him a voicemail "TO THE FACT YOU ARE GOING ON TOUR NEXT FUCKING WEEK AND YOU HAVEN'T EVEN TOLD ME IS PRETTY FUCKING SHITTY TRAVIS TATUM MILLS DO YOU NOT THINK I WOULDN'T FIND OUT? THE FACT YOU WERE GOING TO WAIT LAST MINUET TO TELL ME BLOWS MY FUCKING MIND DO NOT BOTHER COMING INTO THE BEDROOM TONIGHT I THINK YOU SHOULD SLEEP OUTSIDE WITH THE DOGS YOU ARE A JOKE SERIOUSLY" I told Madelyn I wasn't in the mood to see anyone I needed time to think about everything she apologized for telling me and repeating it I told her it wasn't her fault she didn't do anything she told me like a good friend I Kissed her cheek and her baby belly and closed the door quickly headed upstairs and locked my door I put on some mac miller and decide I wanted to get high I took out Travis stash and started rolling up and that was that..