Riverside Girl

*THE NEXT DAY*

I woke up with a smile on my face knowing today was the day I was actually going to take Ashton on a date I dont know something about her makes me want to actually try to do cute shit for her just so I can see her smile I'm not used to this I'm T.Mills I do not fall for anyone I barley know this girl and the feelings I have for her keep growing I shook my head in disbelief I got up from my bed and walked to the bathroom to take a piss I went brushed my teeth styled my hair and threw on some cameo shorts and red tank top , and red vans went in my kitchen made myself some breakfast hung around the house smoking out of my bong got high really high so I called up josh to see where he was at he told me come by the studio so I did I said wassup chilled for few hours smoked a couple blunts with the crew It was already 3 o'clock I figured I need something to wear for tonight so I decide to head to the mall and buy some things I grabbed my car keys and headed towards the suv.. 10 mins later I'm pulling up to the parking lot in the mall I park and lock my doors and head towards the entrance of course I get stopped by bunch of screaming fans so of course asking for pictures and autographs I sign a couple and tell them I have to go I have things to do they all aw'd I waved and entered the mall I went to the vans store picked up 4 pairs of vans then headed to the hat section got a pair of snap backs leather strap hats then payed at the register and left the store I headed towards another store I got couple flannels and jeans I decide I should text Ashton to see whats going down tonight with me and her I took out my phone Me: "hey :) can't wait for tonight what do you want to do lil mama? anything ! pick we'll do it all" I pressed sent and left the store I got want I needed from the mall I left and went to the florist and picked up 1 dozen was pink another dozen was white and another dozen was red the lady told me who ever the girl is was lucky I gave her a smile and replied with a thank you but I'm the lucky one I left hopped back in the suv my phone started vibrating it was her Ashton: hey handsome! uhm I have no idea I'm kinda hungry can we go out to eat? maybe a movie i don't care anything will be nice as long as there is food around I laughed as I read the text shortly after I replied Me: Dinner it shall be and movie as well I'll sweep you over your feet don't worry lil mama I will pick you up at 7 so be ready she quickly texted me back saying I am prepared to be amazed by the one and only T.Mills cant wait! xoxo I smiled as I read it and looked at my watch it was already 5:15 I hurried home and got into the shower washed myself and my hair 20 mins later I step out the shower wrap the towel around my waist brushed my teeth styled my hair I went grabbed one of the bags I have gottten today and picked out a blue flannel and some dark jeans.. I went into the closet grabbed out a pair of white new vans and I checked the time I figured I would smoke a blunt and replied to some of my fans on twitter I clicked the camera app on my phone and took a picture for twitter "ready for my date tonight with a cutie"
I just hung out until it was time to go get her.



Today was the day me and Travis were going on a date I haven't been this nervous in so long since I met my ex boyfriend I don't want to gain feelings for Travis I know how he works and how he thinks its a typical boy thing I felt my stomach turn as I became more anxious I was still in bed I did't come home til 4 am last night it was a busy night at the strip club my phone started vibrating it was travis asking me what I wanted to do tonight I wanted to keep it simple get to know him a little more so I said dinner maybe a movie? well see where the night takes us he agree'd and told me he would sweep me off my feet that made me blush I felt my cheeks turn bright red and become hot I bite my lip as I was thinking of something clever to say I sent it decide its already 5:15 I should go get ready for my date with Travis I put on a hot shower washed the sweat and stupid glitter off my body once more I kinda felt guilty because Travis didn't know that side of my and I'm scare to make him think less of me I washed my body and repeated the steps on my hair after everything was clean I wrapped a towel around my body and decided I would curl my hair first because that would take longer to do it sucks having thick hair cause this takes forever 45 mins go by its already going on past 6 I hurried into my room and picked out my outfit it was a white crop top and a pink skirt with some nude pumps I decide to do my make up light Madelyn thought it was a good idea to come in my room while I was putting on makeup and take a picture for her twitter " my babygirls growing up and going on a date #proudmommymomet" I rolled my eyes at her and ask her to post that on my twitter she nodded and I continue to get ready I decide I would text Travis my address since it totally slipped my mind that he didn't know where I lived after that was sent I headed towards Cassie's room because I could smell weed so I decide I would smoke a lil so I wouldn't be as nervous when he comes it came 7 o clock and my door bell rang I ran downstairs and greeted him I stopped dead in my track he looked so cute I was still short compared to the 6'3 lanky tattoo'd boy he gave me a sweet smile told me I was insanely beautiful he I started blushing as held out his hand for me to take I said bye to the girls and he opened the side of my door to his suv he was adorable he entered on the drivers side I asked him what was our plan for tonight he told me it was a surprise I huffed and said fine I asked him if it would be rude if I rolled up a blunt before we eat his eyes got wide he stood there surprised I would smoke and he said damn thats sexy to the fact I could roll I giggled and said thank you after rolling the blunt I asked him for a lighter and lit it up I took 3 long puffs and passed it to him I asked him how his day was and what made him want to take me out he told me I was different from the other girls in a good way about 15 mins later we finished the blunt and we parked near a busy street in California where there was tons of restaurants and he turned the suv off and told me to stay put he came around and opened the door he put his hands over my eyes and led me somewhere I didn't know where I was going after walking for about 5 mins he said ready on 3 open your eyes 1..2..3 I opened my eyes it was a candle light dinner it was honestly so freaking cute and on the side of the food there was 3 dozen roses he told me they were for me I blushed so bad I could feel my cheeks become red he reminded me that I was beautiful when I blush I replied and told him he was very handsome so we sat on the blanket and ate the food it was beyond amazing he pour me some wine I found out he does't really drink wine but he would make an exception for me it was cute we laughed and talked and just ended up smoking and drinking wine went for a nice walk on the beach talking about everything I wanted to know everything about Travis Tatum Mills by the end of it I was pretty tipsy we decide to get out of this place he asked me if I still wanted to watch a movie I was kinda confused cause everything was closed by the time we left the beach bout a 30 min drive we ended up at his house I told him I wasn't that kinda girl he told me trust me I don't want to fuck this up so he took my hand and we went inside he told me to pick a movie while he goes to roll some blunts I picked out White Chicks it was my favorite movie I found out it was his as well we popped in the movie and sat around during the credits and smoked the blunt I ended up getting pretty close to him I wrapped his arms around my waist and I inhaled his scent it was a mixture between kush and cologne I turned to him and told him I liked his cologne he giggled and said thank you I have the biggest butterflies in my stomach when he snuggled into my neck it sent shivers down my spine the whole night he kept rubbing my tummy and playing with my hair everytime we spoke he would whispear in my ear reminding me how pretty I was or how he liked cuddling with me we watched half the movie causse we ended up falling asleep he woke me up I asked him what time it was he said 2 I groaned he asked me if I wanted to stay the night and in the morning he would bring me back since he has to go talk to his manger and do some studio time I nodded and said alright thats fine I asked him if he wouldn't mind if I could borrow something of his so I wouldn't go to sleep in my outfit he nodded I followed him into his room he grabbed pair of boxers and a shirt for me he walked out of the room so I could changed once I was done I told him he could come back in he pulled off the blankets and asked if I needed anything else I said no we got in his bed I was so nervous first date and I'm already sleeping in his bed I turned to him and said "Travy"he looked at me with his chocolate brown eyes that made me melt he replied with a "hmm" I told him I didn't want him to get the wrong impression of me and that I usually don't do this and I don't want him to think I'm easy or just want a fuck I mean yeah he was attractive but thats not how I was raised he ensured me that he didn't think that of me and that he doesn't want to mess up what could potentially happen for us and he wouldn't pressure me until he knew I was ready.. see I told him I was basically a virgin because the only person I had sex with was my ex of 4 years he asked what happen I told him the whole story and he just listened he kept kissing my cheek and a few pecks on the lips and told me he would do his best not to hurt me like my ex did it made me happy knowing he actually cared we watched tv until I heard his voice fade away into a deep sleep I found his remote and shut the tv off and quickly went to sleep.



I woke up to a phone vibrating I look around replaying lastt nights events in my head I looked to my right and there was Ashton peacefully sleeping she looked so beautiful she made the cutest faces in her sleep I wrapped my arms around her and kissed her ear and whispered "wake up baby girl" she started waking up and she looked up at me with her hazel brown eyes she was the definition of perfect I asked her if she wanted breakfast she nodded and I told her get ready as I went to the bathroom to do what I had to do brush my teeth and change I walked back and knocked on the door to see if she was fully dressed she said yes I asked her what she wanted to eat she said how about some Starbucks so we hopped in my suv and headed out when we got there she ordered her food then i ordered mine of course couple fans came up to me asking for pictures I asked her if she minded she replied of course not do your thing I did what I had to do and told the fans I have to go my orders ready and waved goodbye we got out food and headed outside to sit on the tables we talked she asked me how the album was going and I told her I talked about the tour coming up when I finish this mixtape she gave me a weak smile I told her don't worry it will be a fast tour I looked at my phone and checked the time I had to be at my mangers house by 10 it was already 9 o clock I told her would if be okay if I brought her home now she sad "its fine my rommates are probably worried about me" I grabbed her hand and made our way towards the suv I headed to her house the ride there seemed shorter which made me sad I liked spending time with her she was something special I don't act like this towards girls its rare like rare haven't felt like this or acted like this since my ex girlfriend I just been fucking girls ever since we broke up but something about Ashton makes me want to be a different person she makes me want to show her the real me Travis I parked the car and told her we will hangout when I have sometime she said thats fine and I grabbed her chin and pulled her closer and kissed her passionately she kissed me back roughly but sweet I licked her bottom lip looking for entrance into her mouth we started making out my hands were all over her stomach making my way up to her bra but she slowly pulled away I gave her a confused looked she said " what can of girl would I be if I didn't leave you something to remember me by" she winked at me dam shes a tease I thought to myself I kissed her once more before she got out of the car and waved bye at me as she walked into her house I sat there amazed like she really did that to me I started driving away towards my mangers house to talk about the tours and business about 2 hours there we wrapped up what we were talking about I told crystal (my manger) I was leaving to go to the studio to lay down some more tracks not 10 mins later I pulled up to the studio I saw Panda & Josh were there and I dapped them out and they asked me how my date went last night so I told them that she slept over they asked me if I hit it I told them to chill out its not even like that with her she's different they all awww'd and told me I was in love I punched them and said shut up we have work to do I was about to lay down this track called "Just My Luck" it was based on what happen this past month with Ashton it basically how I'm was interested in her and how my feelings were real of course I couldn't make it too sappy I pulled out my iphone with the lyrics on it and once again as the beat kicked in I started rapping "I met a girl last night, had her stuck to my side drunk smokin' top flight. We was twistin up the papers too, I rarely drink nowadays but tonight's for you. Took her home said she loves my cologne, so she asked for my shirt, she put it on and I take it off. Skins baby soft. Let me fuck you rough. Trust me girl skinny dudes throw the dick tough.... I've got some medical that we can blow. You could be my nurse, my house is the hospital. Lock the door, rub me down. If we were high it'd feel better than it does right now. Better than it does right now. You see I always break her off proper. Sex and smokin getting higher than some helicopters. Keep it low key like a secret shoppers. I got the best trees, kiss me bitch, love doctor. So exquisite like that cigarette. Your sweet too, let me taste your licorice. Take a break for a minute we ain't finished yet
going till we pass out, let's see how fucking high we get." the song ended and I stepped out the booth and listened to the track with the boys and smoked a nice blunt