Love Will Bring Us Together Again

(flashback)I saw Loki going to fall down the bridge and be lost for ever"LOKI!"I yelled and slid down the bridge,grabbing his hands"What are you doing?!"Loki said"I wont lose you!I cant! I need you!Loki please hold on!"I said but gasped as I began to slide"Save yourself!Let me go!"Loki said"NO!We die together!"I yelled.Loki's eyes widened.I looked back seeing Odin had been the one to grab my ankle"I could have done it Father!I could have done it!For you!For all of us!"Loki said with tears"No Loki" Odin said.Loki looked hurt"No Loki please!"I said crying"I love you Jessica...forever.Take that with u and hold it...because you were the only one who understood me..and loved me for me...I'll die with that warmth in my heart"Loki said and then smiling he let go of my hands"LOKI!"I screamed at the top of my lungs.I saw him go further and further until he hit the worm whole and disappeared.I tried to break free of Odin"NO!No!No,no no no no!Please!Let me die!I dont want to live!"I sobbed as Odin held me. My love...he was gone..forever"NOOO LOKI!"I cried hard Angela& Thor were tearing up as well...they knew I more then anyone here was in the worst possible pain in my life...by no other choice,
Odin used his powers to put me in a temporary sleep so they could get me away from this edge where I would more then gladly jump to my death(week later)I was in my room crying..I just couldnt last without Loki...there was a feast going on right now...but I couldnt go..well I could but y would I go to celebrate the death of my lover?I wouldnt thats why.I heard my door open and close"Go away Angela.I wish to see no one"I said through sobs"It is I...Thor"I looked at him and he looked just as miserable as I did"I feel so dead inside.I have no purpose to my life any more...Loki was my life"I said through tears"I know...I am to blame for his death.I always gloated about myself and never gave him the spotlight.I know in my heart it is my fault you're suffering"Thor said sitting next to me.He hugged me as I cried some more. Thor kissed my forhead"I wish I could take the pain away my sister...if there was any way..I'd do it.Im so sorry"Thor said.I shook my head"It will take a month just to stop myself from crying.I loved him more then anyone will ever know...and now I will wake up every morning to an empty bed and wonder
...is he still here in spirit"I said sadly"Do you wish for me to leave you?"Thor asked.I smile sadly"Thats all i wish for now"I said and he nodded"As you wish my sister..I just wanted to see how you were"He said.I hugged him once more...I sighed closing my eyes....but as I did...I heard a voice inside my head ~Jessica.... can you...can you hear me?~ I gasped sitting up "Loki?!"I asked looking around ~Yes!I-I dont know where I am... or how I got here...but I am in one of the other demensions...I need u to know I am ok...and I love you...but you musnt tell the others alright?Not yet...I have to find a way home first..in order to do that..I must gain these peoples trust where I am...for now we will just talk.You and I...noone else will know...alright?~ Loki said.I sniffled"Is it really you though?"I asked and I heard his chuckle ~Yes my love..it really is me...get some rest......I love you~he said.I smile closing my eyes~I love you too~I thought and went to sleep(end flashback)

Start: I was starring out to the sky on the balcony, holding Loki's ring that he wore for our marrige.I would imagine he didnt want to lose it in battle.I heard my door open"Jessica?I have brought you dinner"Angela said sofly"Im not hungry"I said simply,not even looking at her"Jessica you havent eaten in 3 days. Do not make me force you again"She said sternly.I looked at her with annoyance"I'll eat.Get out"I said walking to the table in my room"I want to see you eat"She said.I glared slipping Loki's ring on my thumb.I began to eat the turkey breast with mash potatos.She nodded then went to leave before she looked back"You dont have to be bitter you know.Loki is the one that has past away.You are still alive.You should stop acting as if he shall return"She said then left.I glared and threw my food at the door.I had to sing..it was eating me alive.
"All my friends tell me I should move on
Im lyin in an ocean singin your song
Oh_______
Thats how you sang it
Lovin u forever cant be wrong
Even though you're not here wont move on
Oh_______
Thats how we played it
And theres no remedy for memory
Your face is like a melody
It wont leave my head
Your soul is haunting me
and telling me that everything is fine
but I wish I was dead.
(Every time I close my eyes
Its like a dark paradise
No one compares to you
Im scarred that you
wont be there on the other sideX2)
All my friends ask me why I stay strong
Tell em when you find true love it lives on
Oh________
Thats why I stay here
And theres no remedy for your melody
Your face is like a memory
It wont leave my head
Your soul is haunting me
and telling me that everything is fine
When I wish I was dead
(Every time I close my eyes
Its like a dark paradise
No one compares to you
Im scarred that you
wont be there on the other side
Every time I close my eyes
Its like a dark paradise
No one compares to you
But theres no you
accept for my dreams tonight
Oh Oh Oh Oh
Ah Ah Ah Ah
I dont wanna wake from this tonightx2
Theres no relife
I see you in my sleep
And everybodys rushin me
but I can feel you touchin me
Theres no release
I feel you in my dreams
Telling me I'm fine
(Every time I close my eyes
Its like a dark paradise
No one compares to you
Im scarred that you
wont be there on the other side
Every time I close my eyes
Its like a dark paradise
No one compares to you
But theres no you
Accept in my dreams tonight
Oh Oh Oh Oh
Ah Ah Ah Ah
I dont wanna wake from this tonightx2"I finished and I noticed Loki was there, transparent"Loki...what is it?Are you returning?"I asked with hope"How would you like to see how Earth is my love?I need you here"He said smiling"But...the bifrost-""I have a way just..get your armor and weapons"He said.I nodded and quickly changed into my armor,putting my sword at my side.I walked over to him and he smiled"Ready?"he asked.I looked at the door once more.Would I really do this?Betray my family...then I thought about this past 6 months with out Loki. Angela and Thor have acted as if it never happened.Laughing and enjoying eachothers company. Loving infront of me.As if I never was in love to begin with.I glared.I was tired of being that sad little girl.I was tired of being good.I then looked back at Loki"Im tired of being a good girl.Lets go"I said and then the portal opened. I slowly walked in and before I knew it...