Drank the Poison

Top of My Lungs

*Drug and Smut Warning*

The rest of the day was.. weird. From class to class, no one gave me dirty looks, no one snickered behind my back, hell no one even paid attention to me.

And it was Heaven.

That was all I had ever wanted. I was actually able to focus on the lessons, which was a good thing considering I’ve kind of let my grades slip ever since Vic and I started hanging out.

But I didn’t regret it. He made me ten times more happy than I was when I had straight A’s.

Speaking of Vic, I wonder what he’s up to. He’s always been the one in charge, so I never really feel like it’s my place to ask him what he’s doing or where he’s going. He’s a big boy, and I know that he can take care of himself, but I couldn’t help but worry.

Who’s to say that Vic wasn’t in jail right now after what he did to Mike? I’m still pissed that he was so brainless and would do something so reckless, but again, it’s not my place to tell him not to fight Mike, especially when he deserved everything he got.

I walked from my sixth period out to the front of the school, and was relieved to see Vic parked in the front. But standing outside the passenger’s side was an angry looking Mike.

It looked like they were having a heated conversation, but both were staying quiet so no one else would hear. After another minute, Mike stormed away from the car, and straight towards me.

I assumed he was going to ask one of his friends for a ride since Vic obviously wasn’t letting him get in, but I was wrong.

Mike really was heading straight towards me.

“Here.” He said stone-faced as he shoved a piece of paper towards me.

I took the note and peered behind him and saw Vic wink at me.

“I’m sorry for calling you a faggot.” He said with absolutely no emotion in his voice as he checked over his shoulder.

“I-it’s okay.” I said slowly. And without another word Mike turned around and stormed back over to Vic’s car. He tried pulling on the door handle but again it was locked.

Vic gave me a questioning look, and I just nodded my head. Finally he unlocked the door, and Mike jumped in and they drove away.

I unfolded the note and saw in adorably messy handwriting:

‘Sorry I couldn’t drive you today.. Promise I’ll make it up to you tonight ;) You, me, and Mary Jane tonight 9 o’clock. Be there or be square
-Love Vic

Ps finally got a new cell phone, call me when you’re home’

I quickly folded up the note and put it in my pocket. I walked home faster than usual too because my mind was racing.

Mary Jane? That’s code word for pot right? But it’s a Wednesday night, why does he want to do this now? I know it’s lame but I need sleep and I have a biology test tomorrow that I really need to pass. Why does he want to do this now?

A little while later I got home, but still had not made a decision. So I decided to just call Vic and see what happens.

“Hello?” Vic’s smooth voice sent my heart into overdrive.

“Hey it’s Kellin.”

“Oh hi Babe! Did you get my love letter?”

“I would hardly call that it that, but ya”

“And?”

“I don’t know Vic. I mean I have school tomorrow, and so do you. Speaking of which, did you go to school today? Are you in trouble? Do your parents know what hap-”

“Wow wow wow there Kells, everything is fine. There’s no need to worry your pretty little head. Just meet me at the end of your street tonight, and we can hang out. I miss you Kells.”

“You saw me this morning!” I groaned in frustration. “Fine. I’ll see you at nine, but I have to get some homework done now, so I’ll talk to you later.”

“Nerd..”

“Bye Vic.”

“Bye Kellin” He sang as I hung up the phone.

I grabbed my backpack and started on my first period work, calculus. Awesome. But I wasn’t getting very far with Vic constantly texting me.

From Vic: I can’t wait to run my hands all over you. I can’t wait to suck on your neck, and chest, then your shaft..

To Vic: Did you really just say shaft? Goss Vic. Gross.

From Vic: I’M JUST TRYING TO SET THE MOOD, GOSH KELLIN

To Vic: The only mood I need to be in is one where I’m motivated to do calculus. And you’re not helping. I’ll see you tonight.

From Vic: You’re no fun.. Love you <3

I rolled my eyes and threw my phone on my bed. Okay. Homework time. Seriously.

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Several unproductive hours later, I put the rest of my work aside and headed out the door. My mom had another late shift tonight, so I didn’t have to worry about her.

But just to make sure no neighbors were watching, I made the short trek to the end of my street. And like clockwork, Vic pulled up at exactly 9:00 pm, and we started driving towards the same park as last time.

“Are you sure this is a good idea?” I asked, getting that familiar nervous feeling.

“Of course Kells! I mean it’s a Wednesday, so I can guarantee no one will be sneaking around this time.” Vic explained, reaching out and grabbing my hand.

“Don’t you think there’s a reason no one is out tonight? Why don’t we go back to my place and hangout instead?” I tried to reason.

“But we’re already here. Come on, this will be fun.”

So we parked, got out, and sat on the hood of his car. It was a little chilly so Vic wrapped his arms around me for a while then placed his jacket over my shoulders as he began to roll the joint.

I flashed back to the last time where we were so close to getting caught, and I could feel my anxiety start to rise. But as soon as I looked a Vic and saw how calm he was, I instead shifted my focus to how good he looked right now.

I admit I like the feeling smoking gave me, but the guilt was worse. I honestly don’t think it’s worth the risk, but Vic definitely thought otherwise.

As soon as he was done, he put the joint in between his lips and lit it. And frankly I just wanted those lips on mine. That familiar smell wafted through the air, and he looked euphoric.

After taking a hit, he did it again for me. Our lips were so close as I breathed in the smoke. Then he took another hit, and passed it to me and I did it on my own.

Following a while of this we were both completely relaxed.

I leaned back onto his windshield, and Vic looked down at me, shooting me a cocky little smile.

And before I knew it, he was lowering himself onto me. With one hand on either side of me, he lowered his face so that he was just hovering above me.

I was not in the mood to be teased, so I lifted my head up and met his lips with mine. Vic leaned in too and we made out on top of his car for what felt like hours. I tried to slip my tongue into his mouth, but Vic was having none of that. Our tongues fought for dominance, but eventually I let Vic take over. Like always.

After a while of this, things were getting too heated, and the hood of this car was not doing it for us.

So eventually Vic pulled away and grabbed my hand, pulling me off the car. He ran around to the side of his car, and opened the back door for us to get in.

As I crawled in all the way, Vic got in and grabbed me by the hips, pulling me back to him.

I was already so relaxed and sensitive, I couldn’t wait to see what was coming next.

Vic flipped me over so he was on top again and grinded against me, and it drove me insane.

He leaned down and passionately kissed me. It was more sloppy this time, but I didn’t care. My hands traveled down his chest and to the edge of his shirt.

He pulled away and I ripped it off of him, throwing it onto the floor.

“A little eager are we?” He joked playfully.

I reached down and palmed him through his jeans. And sure enough he was just as turned on as I was. He tried to silence a moan, but couldn’t hold it back.

“Guess I’m not the only one” I flirted, biting my lip. I reached up and tucked his hair behind his ear so I could look into those chocolate brown eyes.

He rolled his hips down, and I couldn’t help but moan as he rubbed against me. The friction sent shock waves through the both of us.

But I wanted to make him feel good right now, so I tried taking control instead, and flipped us over. Before he could protest I leant down and kissed all over his neck, sucking on his weak spot just above his collar bone.

“Fuck,” He breathed, “I wasn’t expecting that.”

If that turned him on, then he was really going to like what was coming next.

I ran my tongue along his skin, and kept kissing down his body until I got to the top of his skinny jeans.

He lifted up his hips, and I unbuttoned and pulled down his pants and boxers, cutting right to the chase.

I wrapped my hand around him and started pumping him at a good pace. I leant down, and swirled my tongue around his tip. He was throbbing in my hand.

He moaned and I looked up to see him propped up on his elbows and looking down at me with lust in his bloodshot eyes. I smirked and flicked my tongue along his tip again, making him throw his head back.

I licked up his entire length, making him release a deep, shaky breath. I did it again and again, just to see him react the same way over and over. I had him moaning and moving his hips up and down, making him go wild, and I loved it.

“S-stop” He breathed as he tangled his fingers in my hair and lightly tugged up.

I wasted no time, and pounced on his lips again. He kissed back, flipping us back over and straight away slipping his hand into my pants as he stroked me. I couldn’t begin to describe how turned on I was right now.

“Lube?” I asked, breathlessly, wanting to get even closer to him.

Vic reached into the cup holder, and pulled out a little square bottle. Meanwhile I was taking off my pants with shaking anticipation. Vic leant back down, and continued playing with my tongue.

Moments later I felt a finger enter me. I gasped against his lips as he slowly moved it in and out.

Then he entered another, moving both fingers in and out fast. Suddenly he curled his fingers, and I couldn’t help the loud moan that left my lips. He stopped kissing me and looked at me smiling, as he did it again and got the same response. My whole body was on fire now, as pleasure coursed through me.

He kept moving his fingers, making me moan and squirm underneath him. Eventually he removed them though and I groaned in protest. He shifted around, not once letting his lips leave mine as our tongues glided against each other’s. Then I heard the tear of a condom packet.

Next I heard the sound of the lube bottle, and then I felt his tip push into me.

“Can I move faster now?” He asked once I had a second to adjust.

“Ya. Hard.” I demanded. And he did, pounding into me as well as he could in the backseat of his car. The little bit of pain that came with it was nothing compared to how good it made me feel.

He groaned and buried his face into my neck as he gripped my hips and pushed in harder, making me cry out in both pain and pleasure.

“Sorry.” He whispered and kissed under my ear. I wrapped my hands around his neck, and pushed my hips up letting him know that I liked what he was doing. It made us both moan in pleasure as he went in even deeper.

He changed his motion and rolled his hips against me, almost sending me over the edge. I moaned desperately as he gyrated against me.

“Oh yes, please faster.” I pleaded. He gyrated faster, making me a mess underneath him. I writhed around, and bucked my hips uncontrollably.

“Oh fuck…I thi-, I think” I gasped in between thrusts “I’m so close…”

He wrapped his hand around my dick and pumped it quickly. He was shaking now, trying to stay up on top of me. I couldn’t hold on any longer, no matter how much I wanted this to last. I moaned and gasped as I shot onto my stomach.

“Oh fuck.” He said in a deep voice. “That was hot.”

He thrust inside me a few more times until he let out a desperate moan, and came inside of me.

I was exhausted, but I shuffled around a little, so Vic could lay down here with me. We both panted as we tried to steady our breathing.

A minute later Vic sat up. He slipped on his boxers and so did I. Then he picked up his jeans and fished through the pockets, producing a pack of cigarettes and a lighter.

He put the stick in between his lips and lit it.

Then he pulled out another one.

“Here.” He offered me.