Legends

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She stayed at his all day. Then she went back to her dad's house.

For the following two weeks, their relation was great, they loved every second.

But in two days Avenged had to go back to tour. She was a bit afraid of what could happen. But she wanted to do something he wouldn't forget. Something really really big, so he would remember that for the whole tour.

She was in the bathroom, looking at herself in the mirror. That night alone had made her think about many things. How much she loved Brian, and he had showed her that he loved her back. She remembered what Daniel said. That Brian would cheat on her. That he was bad in relationship. And he had said, when she was changing, that all he wanted was sex. She frowned. When she had met him, he really only wanted sex, he was a douche with every girl. But now, he was so different.

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That night they had decided to stay at Brian’s apartment, to watch movies, and be together. Just together.

Romane sat on the couch as Brian was taking some candies from the kitchen.

" I’m up for some cartoon. " Romane said, with a smile. She knew he liked more actions films, or horror films.

He signed. " Please! I don’t want to watch your weird shit again! "

" Adventure Time’s not weird. It’s just… Random. "

She knew he was rolling his eyes. " How about Up?"she asked.

" Already seen! "

"See it again? " she asked, with a smile, and knowing the answer.

" No. " he walked to her, pulling some chocolate on the table. " I don’t want to watch it again." he smiled, and leant down to kiss her. She blushed a bit but smiled.

" So, what do you want to watch, Brian?" she asked.

" well… I’ll go for The nightmare Before Christmas? " he said, smiling gently at her. He knew it was one of her favorite, even if it wasn’t his. She grinned at him. He started it on the TV, and sat next to her. He looked at her. She was sitting with her leg against her, leaning on the arm of the couch.

" Come here " he whispered. She blushed and went closer, her head against his chest. He pulled his arm around her, then kissed the side of her head, to rest his own against hers.

They watched the film in silence, eating the candies. They didn’t want to let go of each other.

As the film ended, they didn’t moved. They stayed there, looking at the empty screen.

" I’m gonna miss you. " he whispered to her.

" me too. " She whispered back, even quieter.

He stroked her cheek, and smelled in her sent. She looked up at him, love in her beautiful eyes.

He wanted to kiss her. To really kiss her, not just peck her on her lips. Even if they had already did it before, it didn’t meant she was really comfortable with it. It only remained two night before he was going to go, and he didn't want to fuck up now. The tour was going to last for a little over three month. From middle September to the beginning of December. He honestly didn’t know if he was able to not do anything with any girl for all this time, but he was going to try his best. He cared about her. He really cared, and he wanted to stay with her, but he was a man, he also had needs. But he was going to try. With the help of the guys, it will probably be simpler. They would not let him do something stupid. He was going to control himself, he was able to do that, even for this amount of time… But once he would be drunk, he would stop thinking with his brain, and start thinking with his lower body. He knew it.

"Bri?" Romane asked, taking him back to reality.

"Yeah, sorry" he smiled.

"Something’s bothering you." it wasn't even a question.

"No, sorry, it’s just… I’m worried about what’s going to happen, in two days."

She looked away. "I don’t know neither." She whispered.

"How about we start worrying about it when the time come?"

She nodded.

"Wanna go to sleep?" He asked, and she nodded again. He smiled. "Come."

They walked to his room, where she took one of his shirt to use as pyjama, then went to the bathroom to change. He took off his shirt and jean, then went into the bed. How long am I gonna live like this? Yes, I love her, but… No sex at ALL? He shook his head. He felt pathetic for being so dependent on sex. But he missed it, even if he didn’t needed it.

She walked back into the room, only wearing his big shirt and her panties. He looked at her up and down. She was gorgeous. She laid down next to him, and put her head on his chest, blushing like crazy. He smiled at the small move, that was huge for her. He stroked her hair. She looked up at him. He stroked his cheek, then slowly, his hand went to her lips. His thumb slowly brushed them. She was looking into his eyes. He leant in, careful to not scare her, and brushed his lips against hers. He felt her breath on him, making him shiver. His eyes shut down.

" I love you " she whispered, as his eyes went open, to stare into hers.

" I love you too " he whispered. With that, he let his lips met hers. His two hands went on her neck and on the side of her face. His lips started to move against hers, as she followed his moves, her heart running. She felt his tongue linking her bottom lips. She slowly opened her mouth, and let his tongue examine the inside of her mouth. She was blushing hard, but didn’t pull away. One of his hand were in her hair, now, as the other was on her back. Hers were just by her side, she didn’t really know what to do with them.

Slowly, he moved, and ended up on the top of her, still kissing her. he had her pinned underneath him, his legs on the side of hers. He felt her body against his own, and started getting hard. He kissed her a little bit harder, holding her closer, when he felt her hands on his shoulder. That simple fact took him back to reality.

He quickly pulled away, apologizing. "I’m sorry, Ro.. I-I didn’t wanted to…" He turned, on his side, to leave some place to her.

"That’s… That’s okay" she whispered. She was confused. She hadn’t really been afraid. It had been something else. A feeling she couldn’t identify.

Her head went back to his chest. He smiled and stroked her face. Slowly, she took his hand in her own, and hold it against herself, like a stuffed animal. He smiled, and they slowly fell asleep.

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For the last night before the tour, they decided to go to a club, and to party. She had went back to her house, during he day, and Brian was now driving her to the party.

Her decision was made. She knew she had to do it, it was the right moment. She had called Mal, and they had talked about everything Romane would need to have and to do. She had decided: it was for tonight.

She took a deep breath, and spoke " I forget something at your house, can we stop by? " her voice was a bit shaking, and her restlessness was obvious.

He frowned but nodded.

Her hands were shaking. She took her phone off of her pocket, and send "Sorry, me and Brian won’t be to the party, sorry." to Kal. He answered , at the same time Brian was parking the car, with "Don’t worry, I know you want to spend the last time together :)".

Brian stopped the car, and walked to the door, Romane behind him. She was nervous, her hands were shaking. But he had no idea why. He opened the door, and walked to the kitchen, but was stopped by Romane’s hand on his arm. He turned around to face her. She took a deep breath, and her shaking hand held his own one. She intertwined their finger. Without a word, she walked inside, taking him with her.

She led him to the bedroom. She turned around to face him. His eyes went wide.

She walked closer, and pulled her free hand on his cheek. She was staring into his eyes. She had decided. In a slow motion, she went on her tiptoes to kiss him. He was a bit shocked by the way she was acting, but when her lips started to move, he answered the kiss without an hesitation. His free hand went to the back of her neck. The kiss was becoming deeper and deeper as the seconds passed by.

After some time, he pulled away, not wanting to lose control. He looked into her eyes, and saw something strange. She looked down, away from his eyes. She untied their finger, to take his hand with her took shaking ones. She was moving slowly, and her breath was really quick. His eyes went wide, as she pulled his hand against her breast.

"Romane, what are you…"

"I’m ready" She whispered to him.

He stared at her, not moving his hand.

"Are you sure, you’re so nervous…"

"I want it" He frowned. "Brian, do it. Please." She looked at him, and he saw in her eyes how decided she was.

He finally nodded. "If you’re sacred, of anything, tell me and I’ll stop, I promise."

She lightly nodded. His hands went to her face, cupping it. He stroked her lips with his thumbs. He leant in to kiss her. He kissed her deeply, like he wanted for so long. She answered the kiss the best she could, blushing a bit, and her heart running. Her hands were shaking. Slowly, his hands went away from her face, and brushed against her arms. She was nervous, wondering what he was doing. His hands took her own ones, and pulled them up, around his neck. He pulled away from her lips, her arms around him. He pulled his forehead against her own.

"Don’t be so nervous, love. Just breath and calm down. I’m not gonna hurt you, I promise."

She remembered how they always told her it wasn’t going to hurt. But it had hurt. She shook her head a bit. She swallowed her own saliva, then looked up at Brian who was frowning.

"Do you think I’m going to hurt you?"

She looked away. "Not you." She whispered "But what you’re gonna do" She looked at their feet, taking back her hands.

He took her chin between her finger. "I will never. I love you. I promise it isn’t gonna hurt. You trust me, right?" She nodded. "Then just believe me once more." He smiled to her. She stared at him. Then nodded.

He kissed her slowly, and let his hand travel from her chin, to the back of her neck. They took the hem of her dress. He unzipped it, never letting go of her lips. He rested his hand on her hips, not taking the dress off. Once he felt that she was a little bit more comfortable, with her unzipped dress, he pulled it off of her shoulder. She let her shaking hands fell to her side, allowing him to slide the dress to her feet. He pulled away from her lips, not being able to resist the desire to see her body. She covered it with her hands, blushing hard.

He pulled his head against neck, and whispered into her ear "You’re beautiful, love." He pulled away to throw his shirt away. She stared a bit at her chest. Then pulled the palm of her hands on it. He smiled. She was too concentrate on his chest to cover her body, leaving him the time to admire it. His hands went to her hips, and he felt her jump a bit. He froze, and stared at her eyes, searching for fear. She was just staring at his exposed skin. He pulled his tattooed arms around her small body, and huged her close as she tensed. He simply hugged her against his body, stroking her back. He kissed her on the side of her neck, as she started to relax. Her skin against his own felt so good. All he wanted at this exact moment was to threw her on the bed, and ravish her, but he knew he couldn’t. So he breathed her sent in. Etch it in his memory.

"Are you okay?" he asked.

She didn’t answered. She rested her head against his shoulder, closing her eyes, and breathing him in. then she nodded. "I love you so much."

He smiled and held her closer. He closed his eyes. He knew it was hard for her, to do simple things like that. He didn’t wanted to rush her. He didn’t wanted to make her do things she would regret after. He would rather stop now, than scared her for good by going further. "If you want we can stop now." he whispered. He didn’t know why he was asking: he really, really wanted to go further. He felt her hand slowly sliding down his chest. He bit his bottom lip. Her shaking hands started unbutton his jeans. Her hands were shaking way too much to be able to actually do it, but that move was what Brian needed as an answer. He slowly kissed her neck, as his hand went help her. He undid his pants, and slid them to the floor. He slowly pulled away, as he noticed that she was trying her best to avoid to look at his mid section. He kissed her forehead.

He made her walk backward to the bed, kissing her on her lips. He made her lay down on the bed, him staying on the top of her, his legs on each side of hers, never breaking the kiss.

He felt her tensing up. He pulled away from the kiss, to look into her eyes. "I’m not gonna hurt you." He whispered. His lips went to her neck, kissing from her ear, to the base, then he went along her collar bones. He kissed her all over the exposed skin of her chest, as his hands were on her sides. Once his kiss had calmed her down, he slipped his hand under her torso, and undid her bra. He took it off, looking into her eyes. He kissed her lightly, before looking at her now exposed chest. He bit his lip. Her tattooed breast was amazing. He kissed it, and played with her nipple inside his mouth, while he massaged the other with one of his hand. He heard her breath stop in her throat. He smirked. He let her nipple alone, only to trace the tattoo with his tongue, looking up at her. She was staring at him. And he saw it. The lust in her eyes. He pulled away from her chest, to kiss her deeply. He took her hands in his, holding them next to her head. His hands then, slid along her arms to reach her breasts and massage them for a bit. Then, his hands continued their travel, to her panties. Slowly he pulled one of his hand inside, rubbing her. Her hands went to his back, and he smiled at her reaction. He pulled away, to look at her face. He started playing with her clit. Her eyes went shut. As she breathed in in sync with the move of his fingers. He pecked her lips, then her cheek bones, and her chin. He pulled his hand away from her core, and her eyes shot open. He chuckled. He took her panties off, as she blushed hard.

He pulled away from her, and she frowned. What is he doing?

Slowly, and not breaking the eyes contact, he opened her thighs. Her heart started running. And he went down, to kiss her core. He sucked at her clit, then let his tongue discover her, as he licked her. He saw her crush the blanket in her hands, so he took one of her hands to his hair, and simply held the other. He allowed himself to put his tongue deeper in her. He heard her breath fastened as he did, as well as her held tightening around his hair and his hand. He continued, in a slow pace. Her taste surrounded him. He pulled away, to look at her. She was blushing hard. He smirked. The hand that wasn’t holding hers went to her core, rubbing her clit. Her eyes closed once again. He smiled, loving how her face was deformed by pleasure. She had the ghost of a smile on her lips.

Slowly, he slid his middle finger inside of her. Her eyes went wide open, her back arching a little. He smirked and leant in to kiss and suck on her breasts. He pulled his finger in and out of her in a slow pace, to not scare or hurt her. He was trying his best to not loose control. He needed to be slow, and to take care of her. Even if it was pure torture to not be able to ravish her at the second, he loved every second of it. He enjoyed every time he saw her eyes close in pleasure, or open for the same reason. He enjoyed every time her breath stopped, or fastened, in ecstasy. His finger went quicker. He wanted her.

He moved a bit his hand, and slid another finger with the first, and earned a almost silent moan of pleasure from Romane. Her cheek went bright red right after, as he only smirked, not stopping his fingers. After some second, he twisted a bit his finger, and her back arched way more. He smiled, knowing he had found her spot. He managed to hit it every time. His head went to her neck, as he kissed and sucked every skin he managed to reach. He finally found her soft spot here too, and started sucked on it, as his finger were still coming in and out of her, a little quicker. He knew he was going to leave a hickey there, but he didn’t cared at the moment. All he cared for was the fact that her legs were shaking, and her inside tightening around his fingers. He exactly knew what it meant, so he pulled his fingers away from her core, and licked them clean. She stared at him, a bit confused. She had never felt all of those feelings before.

He pulled away to take a condom for his bedside table, took off his boxer, then rolled it on. He looked at her. "Ready?" He asked. She nodded, looking away. He parted her legs, and he slowly entered her, looking at her for any sign that he needed to stop. Her eyes closed as he filled her. He pulled his head against her neck, closing his eyes. After some seconds, he started moving, the slowest he could manage, loving the feeling. Her breath was really fast, and he smiled. He started going a bit quicker, and groaned in pleasure against her neck. Her legs opened wider, wrapping themselves around his waist, allowing him to go deeper. And he did, making her eyes shot open, as a quiet moan escaped his lips. He went faster. Her hands went to the back of his shoulders. He managed to hit her spot, and once again, her legs started to shake, as he sucked on her soft post. He felt her tightening around him. He felt the knot forming into his stomach. She threw her head back. He nibbled on her lobe, and that’s when she lost it. She whimpered his name, in pure pleasure. The feeling of her releasing all over him, made him release as well. He exploded as he went deep inside of her. He moaned her name, as she did the same with his.

He pulled off of her, and collapsed next to her. She didn’t move.

He took the condom off, and pulled his boxer back on, before sliding under the cover. But she didn’t move.

"Romane?" He whispered, worried. She jumped and went back to reality. She stared at him. He frowned. "…What?" He asked.

She stayed silent. Then slowly, she leant in, and kissed him so softly, but with such passion and love. She pulled away, smiling. "I love you." Then, she realized, she was completely exposed, and covered herself with the cover, blushing really hard. Brian laughed.

"Want my shirt to sleep?" He asked. She nodded.

He stood up, and took his shirt and her panties off of the floor, and handed them to her. She took it but didn’t move. It took him some second to understand what she was waiting for. He turned around, chuckling. "You know I’ve just seen you naked?"

She was blushing "E-Even" He simply laughed. " You can turn around" She said, once she was changed.

He went back to bed, and pulled his arm around her, then kissed her forehead.

"It was so different" She whispered.

He frowned. "What you mean?"

"It’s just… before… it always was just pain… I don’t know…" She whispered.

"It’s because, this time we both want it." He said, stroking her cheek.

"That’s not just that… It’s also because of you…" She whispered quieter.

"I know, I’m the best" He winked at her. She laughed a bit. "But seriously, what you mean?" He asked.

She blushed hard. "It’s just… They never… did what you did, you know… With your… f-finger… or t-tongue" She whispered her voice becoming quieter and quieter as she spoke. She was bright red.

"I just know what to do" He winked, then froze. What she just said hit him. "THEY?!" he pulled away to face her.

She looked away.

"Romane. Who are you talking about?"

She was looking away, ashamed. "Do you remember, one of the first time we met, Ted talked about Tomas, my ex?" She whispered.

"He didn’t…" Brian whispered in disbelief.

"No" She answered. "Not really." She whispered.

"What happened?" He whispered to her.

"We were together for almost six month, and I was eighteen. He was the first person to have ever talked to me from high school. He had two years less than me, but we didn’t cared. I told him I couldn’t have sex, but I never explained why. I just… Couldn’t told him. And after six month, he wanted sex. And one day, he was… in the mood. He didn’t let me the choice. We were in a dark alley, behind a club he wanted us to go. He was about to… to… enter me… when Aaron, you know, my step bro?" Brian nodded. "Well… He found us, and kicked Tomas’ ass. He took me home, and told my dad who became crazy."

Brian’s jaw was clenched. "Normal reaction." He whispered.

"I asked them not to go to the police, and to let this secret. They agreed, and me and Tomas broke up."

He stared at her. Then suddenly he hugged her close.

"I promise you I will never let this happen to you again. Never. Nobody will hurt you, I’ll kick their ass before. I’ll protect you. Forever."
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