Miss Missing You
september 12, 2013
12:43 am
Mike,
On Tuesday I met someone who didn't make me feel like a bad person for clinging to your memory. I met a boy and something about him made the little ashes inside my heart glow a bit in my soul.
His name is Jaime; he's 23. But he acts like he's much older. I love it already.
But I feel like i'm cheating. It's weird. Jaime took me out tonight, and we just got home from dinner. I think he knows i'm not fully myself, but I don't think he really cares. He kissed me tonight, and I let him.
I think I talked about you, a lot. I don't really remember though, because I'd rather recall the way his lips felt on mine. How it felt when he held my hand. It felt almost like a piece of magic.
The only thing is, you were the master of that feeling.
Tony <3
Mike,
On Tuesday I met someone who didn't make me feel like a bad person for clinging to your memory. I met a boy and something about him made the little ashes inside my heart glow a bit in my soul.
His name is Jaime; he's 23. But he acts like he's much older. I love it already.
But I feel like i'm cheating. It's weird. Jaime took me out tonight, and we just got home from dinner. I think he knows i'm not fully myself, but I don't think he really cares. He kissed me tonight, and I let him.
I think I talked about you, a lot. I don't really remember though, because I'd rather recall the way his lips felt on mine. How it felt when he held my hand. It felt almost like a piece of magic.
The only thing is, you were the master of that feeling.
Tony <3