Suffocated

Chapter 8
Firsts
"Come on." Zack smiled, standing up & giving me his hand to help me up. I took his hand & stood up, grabbing my towel. I slipped back into my shirt & shorts & looked over at him.
"Ready?" I asked him.
"Whenever you are." he said, putting an arm around me.
"See you guys later." I said as we waved. We started walking down the street to his house & I finally asked him.
"So where are we going first?"
"My house. I'm going to grab some clothes, then we're going to Johnny's so that you can grab some clothes. We'll both get ready over there."
"Well, shouldn't I just head on home so I'll be ready by the time you get there?"
"I'd rather not. Gina's fucking psycho. If something were to happen to you, I'd never be able to forgive myself."
"Okay. If it makes you feel better." I smiled. I was so glad that I was finally able to through to him & that we were finally together again. Once we had arrived at Zack's, I waited in the living room for him to gather some clothes.
"You can come in here, ya know. You are my girlfriend now." he laughed, sticking his head out of the doorway, motioning for me to come in. I walked over to his room & it was really cool looking. He had three guitars hanging on the wall above his bed, a curtain covered window to the far side of the bedroom, & some pictures of him & the guys though the years.
"Wow. It's looks great in here." I said, looking around the room.
"Ya like it? Unlike Johnny, I actually decorated my house." he laughed, looking through his closet.
"Ya know the one thing that I always really liked about you a lot?" I said to him.
"What's that, babe?" he looked at me, curiously.
"You always dressed so cool. You are also the only person I know who can make a bow tie look hot." I grinned, wrapping my arms around his waist. He couldn't help but to laugh. I kissed his neck & went over to his bed to lay down.
"Your bed is so comfy." I said, surprised.
"Maybe we can test it out together later." he winked at me.
"Not a chance." I grinned.
"So let me ask you something."
"What's that?"
"So how many boyfriends have you had since you left home?"
"Like, 3 or 4." I said, nervously.
"What?" he asked me, worriedly, noticing my nervous answer.
"Nothing. I just don't like to talk about it." I shook my head.
"Well, I'm ready to head out. Come on." he said, taking my hand & leading me outside, locking his front door behind him. I started walking to the sidewalk when he stopped me.
"We're not walking. Not this time, anyway." he grinned, pressing a button on set of keys to his garage. Inside sat a black Audi R8.
"Oh. My. God." I said, shocked beyond belief.
"This, is what I drive." he smiled, unlocking it with the press of a button. He walked around to my side & opened the car door for me to get in. When he got in on his side, he put the key in the ignition & started it up. It roared to life, giving me goosebumps.
"Sounds wicked, doesn't it?" he asked me, smiling.
"Oh yeah." I grinned, putting my seatbelt on while he did the same.
"To Johnny's." he grinned, taking my hand in his & driving with his other hand.
We drove to Johnny's in silence & once we were there, Johnny walked up to the door at about the same time.
"Oh, hey guys. What's up?" Johnny smiled, unlocking the door.
"We have to change for my surprise."
"Ah. Pretty excited, huh?" he nudged me, grinning as I walked past him, shaking my head. Zacky walked back to the bathroom to change while I changed in my bedroom. I was putting on my red, off the shoulder dress that cut off just above my knee & my black sparkly flats. I was straightening my hair in the mirror when Zacky walked in.
"Oh, my!" Zack smiled, looking me up & down. I rolled my eyes & set my straightener down on my dresser, unplugging it.
"Is it too much?" I asked him, nervously.
"Not at all." he whispered, twirling me around & pulling me back into his arms, tightly. He pressed his lips against mine, cupping my neck with one hand & wrapping his other arm around my back. I loved his kisses. His lips tasted so good & he was such a great kisser.
"You look pretty handsome yourself." I grinned, looking him up & down. He was wearing a black sweater over a white button up shirt with an orange tie, black dress pants, & black dress shoes. His hair was slicked back, too, which I really liked. I wrapped him into a hug & breathed in the lovely smell of his cologne.
"You smell so good." I sighed, happily.
"Thanks." he chuckled.
"Well, are you ready to head out?" I asked him, pulling away from him.
"Yep. Let's go." he grinned, nodding to the bedroom door. We walked out to the living room & Johnny saw us.
"Whoa. You two look great." Johnny grinned, looking up from the magazine he was reading.
"Thanks." I blushed as Zacky took my hand and kissed it.
"Well, I will see you later, right or are you crashing with Zacky tonight?"
"I'll probably come back here." I said.
"Okay. You want me to wait up for you?"
"Nah, it's okay. I'll just see you in the morning. Love you, short shit." I laughed, wrapping my arms around his neck & hugging him.
"Surprisingly, I actually miss you calling me that." he chuckled.
"I'll see you later, Johnny." I laughed, walking out the front door with Zacky in tow. Zacky opened the car door door for me & when he got in the driver's seat, I didn't bother asking questions. He drove for a while & then pulled into Georgie's.
"No way. We're eating here?"
"Yeah." he grinned, getting out of the car.
"Zack, no. This place is impossible to get into. We don't have to eat here. I can't imagine how expensive it is here." I said, looking up at him.
"You do realize you're sitting in a car that's worth over $100,000, right? I don't care, Taylor. You're a special girl & I want to take you somewhere really nice. You're worth it. Every penny." he smiled, helping me out of the car.
"Are you sure?"
"Just hush." he laughed as I linked my arm with his. We walked inside & they sat us almost immediately. He ordered us a bottle of red wine to share & then we looked over the menu to figure out what we wanted. Once the wine came to our table, I ordered a steak & a salad while Zacky ordered some pasta dish & garlic bread.
"I love you, Taylor." he said, reaching his arm across the table for me to take his hand.
"I love you, too, Zacky." I blushed, taking his hand.
"I really hope you enjoy tonight."
"How long did you plan this?" I asked him.
"I, uh, I didn't. The reason we got in here so fast was because I called them earlier when I was in the bathroom. I paid a little extra for us to get in. That's one of the perks of being a rockstar, I guess." he chuckled.
"You really shouldn't have." I said.
"Taylor, please. You're special to me. I love you. Just relax & enjoy it." he pleaded, his eyes piercing my soul. I forgot how dreamy his big green eyes were.
"Where are we going after this?" I asked him, curiously, sipping my wine.
"Nice try, but no. No hints. No nothing until it happens." he said, taking a sip from his glass.
"Okay, okay. I understand." I sighed, knowingly. When our food arrived, we started eating right away. When we were done, we were both pretty full & a little tipsy from the bottle of wine we drank. After Zacky paid the bill, we left in his Audi R8 & once again, headed in a direction that I didn't know. We finally stopped at the beach. We both got out & I just left my shoes in his car so I wouldn't ruin them. He opened the trunk & pulled out a huge blanket. Shutting the trunk, he nodded towards the beach. We walked onto the beach & he spread out the blanket beneath the stars. He sat down & I did the same beside him. He laid down & motioned for me to do the same. I laid down, resting my head on his chest, wrapping one arm over his stomach. Both of his hands were behind his head.
"Are you cold?" he asked. I shivered a bit & that was enough for him to wrap the excess of the blanket around us. I snuggled closer to his body, smiling. He rolled onto his side & looked deeply into my eyes.
"What?" I asked him, confused.
"I just forgot how beautiful you were." he whispered, pushing a piece of hair from out of the way of my face.
"So tell me what's happened since I've been gone." I said, turning over so my backside was against him.
"Well, Avenged Sevenfold has obviously skyrocketed towards the top. Not much has been going on really. That's about it for us. What about you?"
"Not much, either. I've just worked a lot to get to where I was."
"So who were your boyfriends? How'd you meet them?" he asked me.
"Zacky, I have to tell you something. I lied earlier." I said, feeling nervousness wash over me.
"About what, baby?" he asked me.
"I never had any boyfriends. I was constantly working & I never had time for relationships."
"Why'd you lie about it?" he was confused.
"I really don't want to talk about this, but I have to tell you. You're my boyfriend now, so you need to know," I took a deep breath before continuing. "I'm still a virgin."
"Wait, what?" he asked me, shocked as I turned around.
"I never had a boyfriend. I've never done it. I was trying to make a life for myself. But then you came back & I feel so embarrassed."
"Baby, no. I'm sorry. I had no idea. I just thought that..." his voice trailed off.
"It's okay." I whispered.
"No, it's not. I was just messing with you when I was acting like I was trying to get in your pants. I was just being goofy. If I'd have known, I wouldn't have said or done that."
"Well, I've been thinking, though." I whispered, nervously.
"About what?"
"I want my first time to be with you."
"Taylor, I don't know what to say." he whispered, cupping my face with one hand.
"Well, it's a simple yes or no answer." I said, remembering him doing that to me years before. He laughed.
"If that's what you want." he smiled, hugging me. We laid there under the stars for a while longer before we decided to finally leave.
"So do you want to go home or do you want to crash at my place?" he asked, turning on the car.
"Can I crash at your place tonight?" I asked him.
"No, I'm going to kick you out here. Duh. You already knew that." he chuckled, driving away. When we got to his house, we went inside & he gave me a shirt & some pajama bottoms of his to sleep in. After I changed, I walked into his bedroom to see him in a pair of pajama bottoms & no shirt, playing with his phone. I had to stop my jaw from dropping. I walked over to the bed & laid down next to him.
"Do those clothes work for you?" he asked me, sitting his phone on the bedside table.
"Yeah. They smell like you, too. I like it." I grinned, scooting closer to him. He kissed my lips & I wrapped my arms around his neck, hugging him. We got under the covers & I turned over as he put his arms around me.
"Hey, Zack." I whispered as he turned off the light.
"Yes, love." he said, getting comfortable. I hesitated, but then decided to forget it.
"Nothing. Night, dear."
"No. What's wrong?" he asked me, sounding worried.
"Remember what I said earlier?"
"Yeah." he whispered. I didn't say anything. He propped himself up on his elbow & softly kissed my lips, cupping my neck with his hand. His tongue slipped through my lips gently playing with mine. Then he pulled away.
"Are you sure you want to do this? With me?"
"Zack, you're my boyfriend & I've been in love with you since forever."
"If this is what you want." he grinned, staring deep into my eyes. I ran my fingers along his arm, giving him goosebumps. He flexed his arm, showing off his muscles which made me grin.
"You like that?" he grinned, mischeviously. I just nodded, shyly.
"I forgot how incredibly beautiful you were until I saw you again." he whispered, lightly stroking the side of my face. He then slowly leaned down towards my lips & kissed me, lightly & then slowly forming into a passionate kiss. I wrapped one hand around his neck & rested my other hand on his bare chest. His one hand was on my waist, the other, tangled in my hair.
"I think this needs to come off." he grinned, tugging on my shirt. My heart was racing as I slid the shirt off.
"Oh my god." he whispered, running his fingers along my sides.
"What?" I asked him, confused.
"You have an amazing body. Come here." he growled, pressing his lips onto my neck, kissing & biting me. A small moan escaped my lips. I'd never done this before, but he was obviously experienced. His lips moved down to my pajama bottoms & within a few seconds, he'd pulled them off with his teeth.
"If I have to be bottomless, so do you." I told him.
"Completely?" he asked me.
"Yeah."
"You get naked & I will, too." he chuckled. I nodded in agreement, taking off my panties & throwing them on the floor, watching him slip out of his boxer briefs & tossing them aside. He slid over closer to me, wrapping his arms around me & pressing his lips against mine, sliding his tongue into my mouth to play with mine. He slowly slid his hand down to my chest & started caressing my breasts, then suddenly massaging them, making me gasp for air in shock.
"Too hard?" he asked, worriedly.
"No, not at all. It just surprised me." I chuckled. He did that for a few moments & then grabbed a handful of my ass, spanking me shortly after.
"Ooh. I kind of like that." I whispered. Then I felt something hard poking me just below my stomach.
"Oh, I see someone is anxious." I giggled.
"I can't help it. You're hot & you're turning me on & you haven't even done anything to me yet." he said, breathlessly. I hesitated, nervously before reaching for it.
"Do you know what to do?" he asked me.
"I think so."
"I can help you a little bit if you want."
"I think I got it. If I do something wrong, just tell me." I said, nervously. I wrapped my hand around his shaft & started pumping up & down slowly, squeezing every so often.
"Oh my god." he moaned. Then I decided to try something to drive him insane. Without warning, I slid it into my mouth & ran my tongue all over the sides & the tip.
"Oh, jesus christ, Taylor." he almost screamed. I let out a small giggle. I could almost get it all in my mouth, but he was a tad bit too long for me. I kept sucking on it for a few more minutes & then he pulled me up to him & shoved me down on the bed, crashing his lips into mine.
"You are so fucking naughty." he growled, sexily. I melted.
"Isn't that the point?" I grinned, mischeviously. Then his face grew serious.
"Well, I think we're, uh, both at that point now..." his voice trailing off.
"I'm ready when you are, baby." I sighed, nervously.
"I'll be right back." he said, walking over to his dresser & opening a drawer. I could hear him opening a paper box & then plastic crumpling. After a minute or two, he walked back over to me, hovering himself over me, positioned between my legs.
"You sure you're ready for this? We don't have to if you don't think you're ready."
"Zack! Stop! I fucking told you. Just fuck me already!" I told him, chuckling a little.
"Someone's a little demanding, aren't they?" he laughed, looking down at me.
"Here we go." he whispered. I could feel it getting closer & closer to me until it finally entered my body. We both gasped at the same time.
"Are you okay?" we both asked each other at the same time.
"I'm fine." we replied in unison, looking at each other. He started moving his hips slowly as his shaft slid in & out of me, causing a feeling of pleasure I'd never felt before. I closed my eyes as uncontrollable moans slipped out of my mouth.
"I take it you like that?" he smiled.
"Mmhmm." I nodded, eyes still closed. His lips crashed into mine again & I wrapped my arms around his back, scratching down with my nails.
"Oh, Taylor." he moaned, going a little faster.
"Mmm, Zack. Oh." I moaned as he did it harder, causing my moans to grow louder. I could feel something building up inside of me until finally it happened.
"Oh, Zack. Don't stop. Oh my god. Zack, Zack, yeah." I moaned until finally I reached climax.
"Oh, jesus, Taylor. Oh my god." he moaned, reaching his climax shortly after me. He collapsed on top of me, shortly after.
"How was that for ya?" he asked me, breathless, resting his head on my chest as I ran my fingers through his hair.
"Incredible." I chuckled, kissing the top of his head.
"I love you, Taylor."
"I love you, too, Zacky." I whispered. We laid there for a few minutes, eventually falling asleep.