Marshall and I

I left the bathroom not before check I was ok and I didn't look like shit even if that was how I felt , I made sure my make up was ok too

I just hoped I didn't feel the same nauseas and could finish to film the video

I was wondering what would happen happen after the video,I don't want to sleep with him I mean now that we're not together no more

2 h later.......

we were recording the last part of the video , thanks god!,it was very awkward for me Marshall and I have barely looked at each other or talk, just when we had to.. I've been fine tho, I didn't feel nauseous or anything so it was ok

I was with Rita changing my clothes and fixing my make up

I was a little nervous now it was the party in the beach when we are suppose to kiss ..

I hope that Marshall has talked to Paul or the director and changes it , after all he was "the star" and if he wants he can , right?

20 min later...

-"you're ready babe"- Rita says grinning

I was wearing a red dress, red shoes, and my hair was curly like earlier

-" wow, look at you, you look absolutely amazing,I bet Marshall won't want to stop when he has to kiss you huh?"-she says raising an eyebrow

I look at her through the mirror with a confused look, so he hasn't changed it?

-"ok, you can leave now before Paul comes again and yell at us"- she says with a small smile

I smile back and nod

I go towards the beach as soon as I start to walk I fall

-"shit"-I say and take off my shoes and go barefood with my shoes in my hand I couldn't walk with heels in the sand anyway

-"oh my god"-Paul says looking at me

-"what what happen? did I do something wrong?"-I ask confused why was he looking at me like that?

-"you look beautiful in that dress"

I feel how my cheeks turn red

-"thanks"-I say shily

I take a look over and see the cameras the people that will appear as extra in the video

and see Marshall he didn't know I was already there I saw him talking to the bimbo from before with a redbull in his hands while that fucking bimbo was laughing making a noise like she was a crazy horse seriously her laugh's sound was like a hyena's

I see how she's touching his arm and go closer to him

right after that I feel how my blood is boling and anger pour onto my body

no no no ! I shake my head , I don't care

-"hi Marina wow you look so beautiful "- the director say

-"thanks"-I blush

-"do you know what to do?"-he asks smiling at me

-"I do " I nod

I note how Marshall is now looking at me he looks at me like if he was inspecting me

he glances at me for a few seconds and then I see how he whispers something and leaves the bimbo all by herself

I smile at that

he comes towards me but I decide to ignore him so I start to talk to the director again and make like I didn't see him

-"so you think I look pretty?"-I sa seductively running my hand over his arm, I didn't know why I was doing this but I don't care, if he thinks I'm gonna be at home crying my hear out he thought wrong,

I see how he's glaring at us but I don't care I can play that game too

-"so you wanna go out later?"

but before he can reply me Marshall cut us off

-"Marina can we talk ?"- he says annoyed

-"no I'm busy at the moment can't you see?"-I say not looking at him

that makes him gets even more angry

-"so what do you say?"-I ask Zack(the director)

-"now!"-Marshall says almost yelling and grabs my arm hard and takes me to a corner

-" don't touch me!!"-I say and push him away wildy

-"what the fuck are you doing?"-he yells

-" none of your business!!!"-I yell back

-"you were flirting with him!!" -he spats

-"so? I like him. he's handsome "-I say with a grin

-"look, I know what you're trying to do and that's.."

I cut him off

-"oh really ? and tell me Eminem, what is it?"

he frowns when I say Eminem

-"you are trying to make me jealous, I've seen it before.. there were plenty of girls that have made it before you that have made crazy things to get my attention and let me tell you it didn't work"

-"excuse me? I don't want your attention, I was happyly talking to Zack when you came like a crazy man and took me away, I wasn't even looking at you,"

-"you're not going to go out with him!"- he says bossy

I let go a sarcastic laugh

-"who do you think you're to tell me who I go out with ?"

-"I'm your.. I'm your"- he says not finishing the phrase

-"you're nobody to tell me and now please let me alone and go with that fake bimbo"

I see how he lets go a smile

-"you're jealous of her, aren't you?"

-"pfff like I care.."

-"oh yes you care,"- he says coming closer to me, our faces are touching

-"Marshall .."-I say trying to pull him away... in vain

-"you go crazy when you see me with other women..you are jealous of her..admit it.."- he whisper in my ear

-"Marshall! let me go now!"

-"are you mad babe? good because you're fucking beautiful when you're"- he says with a grin

-"Marshall stop"

-"you don't know how fucking beautiful you're when you act like this,its like he's mine back off bitches and I love it, I love it that you want me only for yourself because I only want you for myself as well, because you're mine, always mine"-he says and I feel how he raises my dress a little bit and caresses my thigh

I close my eyes , my body is almost shaking with his touch

-"did I tell you how fucking sexy and hot youre in that dress?"- he raises an eyebrow

-" I didn't know you would care about my dress you were to busy with the bimbo"

-"Marina, she means nothing she is not .."

I cut him off

-"then why was she touching you? why were you talking her again when we just broke up because of her!"

-"that's why you were flirting to Zack ? because you saw me with her?"

-"payback is a bitch huh?"

-"Marina seriously stop bringing her out she has nothing to do with it"

-"excuse me? she has everything to do."

-"NO she hasn't ! you were the one who broke up with me"

-"yes because I saw you flirting with her and you let her sit on your lap"

-"your reaction was out of proportion tho"

-"what?"

-"yeah you don't break up with someone just for that "

-"Marshall that bitch has spent the whole day making fun of me with her friend, she told you she should be the one who kiss you and then you let her sit on your lap, how do you think I feel about it, would you like if I do the same? and then you got mad because I fight her"

-" I didn't get mad because of that , in fact I kinda enjoyed it"-he mumbles the last part with a small smile

-"what do you mean?"

-"it was sexy seeing you like that, like I said I love when you get jealous and fight for me and you only want me for yourself because Marina I only want be yours, like you're mine, only mine "

-"Marshall..."

he comes closer to me again our foreheads are touching his lips are touching my lips, his hand is touching my cheek,

ommg his touch just after that I feel how his lips crash against mine , I wrap my arms in his neck and respond to the kiss and we start to kiss passionately , out tongues dancing with each other

after a few seconds he slowly pulls away

we're trying to catch our breaths

he grabs my waist and push me against him, staring at me

-" babe say that you love as much as I do, say that you won't leave me ever,tell me that even when I'm an asshole you will stay by my side , that you will fight for me like I will fight for you till the end"

I smile at him and nod

-"of course I will stay by your side always ,you know I love you"- I say kissing his lips hungrily

after 3 seconds he pulls away

-"what happen?"-I frown

-" it was so easy for you..."

-" what?"

-"the way you left me, the way you said you didn't care about me anymore.. it was like it was really true you know that everythingyou said was indeed true and you didn't love me, it was like you really wanted to break up with me "- he says with sadness in his voice

-"shhh"-I say and hold his hand with my hands so he would look at me

-"Marshall look at me.., I made a big mistake and when I said that I didn't mean it at all I was just angry, I love you babe I do do do love you and I swear I won't leave you ever "

-"this is the second time you did it"- he whispers

-"Marshall."

-" this is the second time you say we are over but this time you even said you were happy you weren't pregnant.."

-"Marshall, I'm sorry I really am, I swear I will never never leave you and even when you're an asshole I will be by your side because I love you because even when I'm mad at you and want to hate you I can't because I love you so much , Marshall you're the one for me"

before he could say anything back I start to feel dizzy before I could even wink my vision got dark and collapse against the floor