Marshall and I

we arrived at the apartment trying to catch our breaths

-"oh my god, what the fuck did just happen?"- Alaina says still in shock

-"I don't know, I don't know"- I say sighing

-"Alaina I'm going to my room , I still need to pack more things for tomorrow "

-"ok good night"- she says and comes to give me a hug

I hug her back

-"night"- I say and walks off toward my room

......... Next Morning................

-"Marshall's here"- I hear Alaina say, I was in the bathroom, cleaning myself after being throwing up for the third time this morning

-"I'm coming!"- I say raising my voice so she will hear me while I brush my teeth and clean my face after I finish with that I look at myself in the mirror to see if I look decent enough, I didn't want to tell him about this or about what happened last night , I didn't want Marshall to see me like that or think I'm weak

call me estupid but that's how I feel, he has a lot to think about , I didn't want to cause him more problems

I open the door and walk off

I walk towards the living room and soon my eyes meet his

I couldn't help but smile, that's the effect he has on me, even if I feel shitty I feel happy when he's with me

-"hi babe"- he says and hugs me

I hug him back and bury my face in his neck closing the eyes enjoying the moment , smelling his cologne

I wanted to forget last night and I wanted to forget feeling like shit,

I'm lost in his touch feeling how he pulls me against him tight , I just wanted to be like we're now

is it too much to ask for?

-"are you ok?"- he asks me softly while he breaks our hug to look at me

-"yes"- I say nodding with a little smile

-"good, do you have everything packed?"- he asks me

-"almost, I just need to pack my shoes and I'm done"- I say looking at him

-"ok , give me the suitcase so I can take it to the car while you finish with the shoes"

I nod and walk off to the room to take my suitcase

3 seconds later I'm back with the suitcase and 2 bags more

-"are you sure that's all?"- he says sarcastically

I roll my eyes and look at him with a shut up look

I walk to the room again to finish with the rest of the stuff

-"let me help you"-I hear Alaina say behind me

I turn over to look at her

-"don't worry I almost finished anyway"- I say politely

-"are you going to tell him about last night?"-

-"no"- I say shaking my head in negation

-"I think you should"

-"what for? plus I don't want to worry him more"

-"I know but he has to know it, he can do something about it "

-"he will get mad"

-"good, the way they hunted you to find you , or when they put the fucking cameras on our faces those motherfuckers need to pay for that, you don't need that , you don't deserve that I wanted to fucking "

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-"everything alright?"

we were in the car on our way to his house

I was thinking about the convo I had wih Alaina a few minutes ago

I know he will get mad as hell but I know too that he will get mad at me if he finds it out and and I haven't told him

-"Marina?"

I turn over to look at him

-"hm?"

-"are you ok? you have been so quiet since we left the house, everything is alright?"

I start to get nervous should I tell him?