Marshall and I

I start to play with hands to calm down my nerves before I look at him nervously

-"yes , of course, I'm fine "- I say giggling

he looks at me suspiciously for a brief moment before he looks back at the road

I hate when he looks at me with that look

it's strange because he doesn't say anything back even if I can tell he knows I'm lying and hiding something

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the rest of the drive to home was quiet and silent

suddenly he stops in front of a big metallic door, there were two men next to the door that I presume they're security guards

-"good morning Mr Mathers"- I hear them say

one of them presses a button and then the door starts to open , reveling an enormous and beautiful house behind it

-"wow"- I say while opening my mouth unwittingly

once that door has been opened we get inside the plot

is there a lake?, Oh my god I can see a lake!!

we pass a kind of roundabout

then he stops the car again and grabs a remote control from the glove box opening another door reveling this time a garage

we get inside the garage then he stops the car besides another 4 cars!!

he switches off the motor

I undo my seatbelt and open the car's door

I climb out of the car while he does the same

-"you've got 5 cars?!"- I ask surprised

he nods with a smug smile while looking at me

he goes to the back of the car and opens the trunk taking my suitcases

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after we put the stuff in Marshall's room he showed me around

-"oh my god Marshall I need a gps or I'mma get lose in this house"- I say looking at him jokingly yet serious

his house is so big

he looks at me back with a tight lips smile and comes closer to me squeezing me against him

-"don't worry I'll show you around, we should start off by my bedroom "- he says seductively as looking down at my lips

I clear my throat and look away straight, nervous

before I could say anything I start to fell sick and feel like I need to vomit

I put my hands on my stomach and close my eyes as I feel pain too

Marshall must have seen my face as he asks me if I'm ok

-"everything's alright?"- he asks me in a worried tone and rubs his hands over my back

-"I need a bathroom "- I say while I put my hand on my mouth

I feel really really bad right now, I swear if I don't find a fucking toilet in two seconds I am gonna puke in the floor

*************

I open the door and close and lock it after me leaving Marshall out , he wanted to get inside with me but I refused to

when I'm done I clean everything and brush my teeth

I still feel pain and feel unwell but at least I feel a little better

slowly I open the door and find Marshall behind it who was looking at the floor as he hears the door opening he looks at me straight with a worried look while he has his right hand on his pocket

-"are you ok?"-he says worried

-"I'm alright"-I say with a little smile

-"I just want to have some rest if you don't mind"- I add

*************

-"Marshall, seriously go I'm fine"- I say while I get into the bed

he had to go to the studio but he didn't want to leave

-"but if I go at least let me call to Ashley so she can go and check on you while I'm gone"-

-"Marshall I.."

I try to reply him back but he cuts me off

-"or she comes by or I'm not going to the studio, it's up to you "

I roll my eyes

boy can he be stubbon

-"ok whatever"- I say giving up I know it's pointless arguing with him

I know very well that he won't give in

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I hear someone knocking the door

-"come in"- I say while I sit down on the bed

-"Marinaa"-

Ashley walks in before Marshall who is behind her

-"I'm sorry that Marshall made you to come over"- I say looking at Marshall

-" don't be silly , I don't mind at all"

-"girls I gotta go"-Marshall says while comes towards me

-"I will back at 5, if you need something call me"-

I look at him and he gives me a quick kiss

-"come on you need to go now or you're gonna be late, she's fine and I'm going to take care of her go now"- Ashley says pushing him away from me

I can't help but laugh a little bit

-" bye"

-"bye"- I say before he leaves and blow a kiss to him

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I was tired of being in the bed and felt so much better so we go to the living room to play with Lyam

-"are you sure you don't want to eat anything?"-Ashley asks me

I shake my head in negation

-"no thank you I'm not hungry at all"

in that moment Lyam comes towards me crawling and gives me his tiger toy to play with him

-"being pregnant sucks right?"

I nod

-"yes it really sucks but it's not only that" -I say while I'm playing with Lyam

-"huh?"

-"I don't know if Alaina told you but the other night some paparazzis followed us they knew I'm dating Marshall and I don't know how but they found out where I lived at"

-"oh my fucking god, she didn't say anything to me ,I can't imagine what Marshall said when he knew about it. knowing him I bet he already.."

I cut her off

-" he doesn't know it, I haven't say anything to him ..yet" I say mumbling

she looks at me wide -eyed

-"what? are you serious?"

-"well I tried this morning when he asked me if everything was ok but I didn't know how to start so I didn't tell him and you know him with the pregnancy he's overprotective "- I say defending myself

-"he's gonna get so fucking mad if he finds it out and you haven't tell him, you know that right?"

I open my mouth to speak but I just nod instead

-"you need to tell him as soon as he walks in for that door"-

I look at her and nod again

-"I will"