Marshall and I

wedding

I woke up next morning feeling really tired.My mum wasn't here yet so I decided to go and start to get ready I took quick shower while I looked at the jacuzzi remembering the day before when I had my bubbles bath.

-"not today babes" I signed

when I finished my shower I was hungry so I thought I could go downstairs to the hotel's restaurant and have something for breakfast but I didn't want to put on the dress I was going to wear for the wedding just yet so I dressed with a blue jeans and a white t-shirt

I did my way to the restaurant and took what I wanted to eat and put all in a tray and searched for an available table I started to eat when my phone started ringing I looked at the screen to see who is it -my mum

-"Hi mum"- I asked while I took a sip of my coffee

-"Marina where are you ?, we need to get reading or we're gonna run late.."

-"mum relax I'm in the restaurant . having my breakfast"

-"ohmmm ok don't take too long please"
-" I won't.. I'm about to finish"

-"ok.. bye bye+"

after 3 min I finished my coffee and did my way to our room, I opened the door

-"Marina, finally come on ,get dressed up !"

when I was dressing myself my phone started to ring again -

-"OH FUCK! who is calling you now?-said my mum angry

I didn't say anything just rolled my eyes and looked at the screen to say who was it but I didn't know that number

-"Hello?"

-"Hi Marina? it's Nate how are you?

- oh hi Nate , I'm not bad myself just getting ready to go to that wedding I told you about yesterday, you?

-"I'm fine thanks that's why I'm calling you the wedding is at the Waterview Loft Port?"

-"hmm yes , why?"- I asked confused not knowing why he was asking about the wedding

- "because I'm here in the studio with my bro and we were talking about you and his manager Paul Rosenberg is gonna be at that wedding too so my bro thought maybe he could take you off to my house after the wedding you know? because you don't have car , and Detroit cna be dangerous for a girl so we don't want anything bad happen to you"

wait ... they were talking about me? his bro thought ? we don't?

- "I don't know what to say I don't want to be a trouble , are you sure he won't mind? I can take a taxi.."

-" don't be silly, of course you're not trouble and my bro already talked to him

-"then ok I guess, thank you so much for thinking about me guys.."- I said guys because I thought it was sweet of Eminem too to think about it and call his manager

-"no problem, when you see Paul just introduce yourself, Paul already know about it I called him myself ok ? - a male voice said

-" ok.."

-" you see? no problem at all chicka, see u later bye ". Nate said and with that the line went dead

I was flipping, did i just talk to Eminem? and why did I feel like this?

anyway I finished to get dressed, and now it was time for the makeup and hair

I decided I would curl my hair with the heat-straighten then I applied my makeup and put on my dress

-"Marina, are you ready? Elton is outside waiting for us and..whoa honey you look beautiful"

-"Thank you mum, you too " - I said smiling

we took our purses, close the door behind us and made our way to the car

-"Ladies you look beautiful , I'm a very lucky man -Elton said,we laughed at his comment

-"no I'm the lucky one babe"- my mum told him as kissed him

I rolled my eyes here we go again.....

after a few minutes we arrived at the church.we sat down in our seats

the ceremony started 30 min later I looked at the groom he looked really nervous I thought he wanted to run away and was looking for a exit I smiled at my own joke

-"Marina why are smiling ?- my mum asked

I was going to reply but the music started playing and the bride did her way towards the aisle

-" awww she looks beautiful and so happy"

it was true she looked full of joy and happiness I looked at the groom his face was precious he looked really happy and like he was the happiest man alive

-" I can't wait to see you coming towards me as my bride".. said Elton

-"really babe? you wanna me be your wife?"-she said with a full smile in her face

-"Yes I do and I want to take you everything you have off later on in our first night as wife and husband and ripe your..

-" ahem ahem " -I said while I put a disgusted face

-"oh honey you can't be romantic not even in a wedding,can you?"

-"mum, I'm romantic but that's just gross..

-" love is not gross and if you think it is then I feel sorry for you because it's not love is the best thing that can happen it's the most important thing and I just hope someone can break that retaining wall you have and you can see what I mean"

I didn't reply back but was that true? was I a coldness bitch incapable of love?

maybe I deserve what David did to me maybe I wasn't that loving and affectionate with him and that's why he cheated on me

will I ever be able to fall in love again? to feel real love? will ever a man look at me with as love and happiness as this groom looked at his bride?

I noticed a hand rested on my shoulder

-"honey , let's go, we are going to the banquet"

yet? was the wedding already finished?