Marshall and I
Beautiful Pain
-"No wait mum I can't go to the banquet, I need to search for a person"
-"what? are you leaving? you didn't say anything "- asked my mum
-" I didn't because I didn't see you till this morning but I'm going to do a proof for a song with Eminem"
-"what?-asked my mum like If I was nuts
-" it's a long story but Peter is friends with his bro and we went with him and his girlfriend and niece I told them I was a singer and he said that his bro was looking for a girl to do a song and I have a meeting with him later today but I'm waiting for Paul Rosenberg"-I said trying to explain everything
-" Paul Rosenberg?"
-" he's Eminem's manager but I can't see him -I said while I had a look around the place in search for him
-"ok honey we're leaving if you need something or you need me to pick you up just call me ok? bye, I love you and good luck"
-"thank you I love you too mum"
where's him? there're only 5 people more besides me.
then I heard some voices getting closer and finally there he was with 2 guys
he looked towards my direction and smiled while walking towards me ..oh boy he was so tall
-"are you Marina?-he asked
I just nodded. he smiled and we shake hands
-"are you ready to go? "-I nodded-
-"it's soon so I bet they'll still be in the studio so we can go to the studio now and do the proof" - he said in our way to his car( I guess)
-"sure, no problem"-I said smiling we stopped in front of a black car (a beautiful car)
-"get in"-he said opening the door for me
-"thank you "-I sighed
-"so you're from Spain?-he asked
-"yes I'm from Granada , it's in the south of Spain "
-" hmm, that's cool,I've been in Spain a few times and I loved it we visited Barcelona a few times for concerts then I've been in Madrid too and Seville, good places, I loved the wheather especially in Seville it was so hot, we don't have that wheather in Detroit, I hate Detroit's wheather "
-"good places yes, but for me it's too hot so I usually spend summer out"
-"really? ok listen i tell ya we can swap houses you spend the summer here in Detroit and I go to Spain and then you tell me"..
I looked at him and then we both burst into laughter
-"How long are you gonna stay in Detroit?"
-"only 3 days more, why?"
-" maybe you need to stay longer if we finally record the song and everything it's possible we even do a video for that song so we'd need you "
-"hhm but I have.."
-"don't worry about it now just focus on do the proof
-"ok"...
-"we're almost here anyways..."
after 7 min more we arrived to our destination
we got off the car and arrived to the studio where there were 2 people which must be from security
-"Hi Paul"-said one of them
-" hi, she's with me guys, she's doing a proof " said while he looked at me and made a sign to follow him
-"another chick for Marshall,- said one of them
-"I'm sure he wants to fuck her and the proof is only a excuse, he always does that "-said the other one
I stopped right after that,that made me so angry that I just wanted to turn over and spit in their fucking faces
who they think they're to talk about me like that? they don't know me,I just wanted to sing and do the fucking proof,
-"Marina? why did you stop? come on!-said Paul waiting for me so I just let it go and walked following Paul
-"it's this room "-Paul said he opened the door and we came in I took a look at the room oh my god it was beautiful with the wood floor the windows with all those computers, the equipments for the recording I was on my thoughts when someone cut my thoughts off
-"Hi Marina, I'm glad you're here , how are you, nervous for the proof?-asked an excited Nathan
-"I'm fine thank you, yes a little to be honest , you?"
-"I'm ok thanks, look I wanna you to meet my bro, Marshall?-asked Nathan searching for him
then he showed up out of nowhere with Paul, he was talking with Paul smiling but as soon he saw me he got serious and started to look at me from the head to toe with fixedly and with such an intensity that he made my hear beat fast very very fast I must add
-"Hi I'm Marshall-said in a serious tone
-"Hii I I amm Marina"- said shaking as we shake hands
what the hell was happening to me? for the god's sake!!!
- "ok we are leaving to the spare room so you two can work together" -said Nathan
what? noo please ... I can't...
-"but I wanted you to hear me singing"-I said as excuse (well I did ) but it was more an excuse so we won't be alone
-"don't worries, we can hear you from there, - said Nathan while leaving with Paul and closing the door after them
great, just great I said while I sit down
-"are you ok?- Marshall asked
-" yes of course I am "- I lied
-"ok, cool, this is the song and that is your part "-he said giving me two pieces of sheets and sitting in the next chair to me so making that we were both really close , I could help but looking at him his blonde head and his beautiful blue eyes it's god he didn't notice it tho..
Marina stop!! you're not like this, you don't let your emotions take over you but boy he was sexy
nooo just stop!!
-... so I wanna you to sing this part over here (he said coming even closer and pointing at the sheet)
-"ok? so you're ready?"- he asked
-" huh? yes yes I'm ready -I said with a stupid smile on my face
-"cool , so go to that room( he said pointing at the room) and I'll play the music
-"Ok.."-I said while I went towards the small room but I remembered I forgot to take the sheet with me so I turned over when I found him staring at me and my ass?
as soon as he noticed he looked at some papers that he had next to them
ok... very keen Marshall.. but I didn't care I even would say I like it, wait, like it? no no, I meant it was ok -- just ok
-" ehh Marshall sorry to bother you but I forgot to grab the sheet with the lyrics"-I said like nothing pretending I didn't notice it
-"mm.. yeah , here .." he said giving it to me
-"thanks"-I whispered making my way to the room
I got inside the room and place myself in front of the micro
-"ok , ready?"
-"yes, yes "-I said while I put the headphones
the music started playing so I sang
*** ***
I'm standing in the flames
But it's a beautiful kind of pain
Setting fire to yesterday
Find the light, find the light, find the light
I'm standing in the flames
But it's a beautiful kind of pain
Setting fire to yesterday
Find the light, find the light, find the light
Feel the burn, watch the smoke as I turn
Rising, a phoenix from the flames
I have learned, from fighting fights that weren't mine, it's not with fists but with wings that I will fly
*** ****
then I stopped singing and looked at Marshall that did an ok sign so I left the room
-"what do you think, did you like it ?"-I asked shyly
he stared at me for a few seconds but before he replied me Paul and Nathan came to the room and Nathan hugged me
-"you're incredible, seriously , you had such a beautiful voice , bro she has to do the song with you
-"yes, girl, you are really good "-Paul said
-" thank you guys, I really appreciate it"
-" you sounds like my bro now, I think you're perfect for each other "-Nathan said and Paul and him burst into laughter
I was so embarrassed thanks a lot Nate!! why did he have to say that? I shyly looked at eminem's I mean Marshall to see him looking at Nathan like he wanted to kill him. which makes Nathan laugh even harder
-"he does that because he likes you, believe me,I know him.. Paul am I right?- he said Paul nodded and then Paul and him laughed more until the laughter finally ends and Paul talked and broke this awkward moment , thank's god
-"Marshall, what do you say man?"-asked Paul,"say something now, this poor girl is gonna have a heart attack if you don't say anything soon"
-"I was going to, but you two came and iinterrupted me .. but yes, I wanna her do the hook
-"really? -I said super mega excited -ommmgggg thank you thank you so much -I said leaping on him to give him a hug, of course when I realized it, I quickly pulled away even if I felt as he hugged me back
-"I'm sorry , I'm so sorry ,I was just so happy.."
-"it's alright -he said with a small smile, it was the first time I saw him smile , did he like the hug?
-"congratulations girl"-Nathan said hugging me again
but this time I heard Marshall let go a growl that made me pull myself away from Nathan
was he jealous because Nathan hugged me?
-" no need to be jealous bro, I've got my girl, plus I already told you she was beautiful and you were gonna like her " said looking at Marshall
-"Nate,shut the fuck up"
-"he acts like this because it's true, he gets nervous and shy when he likes a girl or he gets angry when I say how he likes comics , how he cried watching titanic the first time with Hailie , or how he likes to buy superheroes clothing oh! and I almost forgot he always is grumpy in the mornings and the last but not less he's insecure and jealous like you could see a minute ago and likes to control the girl that's why he doesn't have long relationships
-"Nate!!!"- he said yelling at him
-"what? she deserves to know it so she can consider it with all the pros and cons" he said with an innocent look
I couldn't help but laugh at that
-"don't push your luck!"-he said angry
why did he get that angry? it was true what Nathan was saying and he got shy?
-"ok, ok do you guys want to go home now? because you're still coming ,right Marina? don't let the grumpy of my bro ruin it , deep inside he's a good person, funny and romantic I've seen him doing crazy things for Kim, you see? I say good things about you too, and be a gentleman and ask her if she wants to go with you in your car "-He said very proud of himself and with a smile while leaving the room
I noticed Marshall staring at me, he cleared his throat before he said
-"I'm sorry about that, Nate is dumbass and asshole"
-"it's ok, I had fun"- I said while I couldn't hold a smile back, he came closer oh godd ..I was so tense
-"do you want to come with me in my car?" -he said looking at me in the eyes
-"suuuree"- I babbled
-"ok let's go then "-he said taking my hand.
I think he didn't do it on purpose because as soon as he noticed he looked at me with a worried look and then looked at our hands like he didn't know what to do but I squeezed his hand tightly to let him know I was fine with it more than fine I'd add ,he was surprised at first but then he looked at me and smile
we left the room with Marshall turning off all the lights and closing the door then we headed towards the Parking where Nathan was already waiting for us
-"finally,you guys took your time"-said a frustrated Nathan
we didn't reply, we just smile at each other and got into the car
note:
here's chapter 8
they finally metttttttttttttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
what do you think guys? did you like it? I hope you did and I'm sorry for the wait..
oh the song she sang is beautiful pain , I love that song so I thought it would be perfect
thank you so much
♥♥♥
-"what? are you leaving? you didn't say anything "- asked my mum
-" I didn't because I didn't see you till this morning but I'm going to do a proof for a song with Eminem"
-"what?-asked my mum like If I was nuts
-" it's a long story but Peter is friends with his bro and we went with him and his girlfriend and niece I told them I was a singer and he said that his bro was looking for a girl to do a song and I have a meeting with him later today but I'm waiting for Paul Rosenberg"-I said trying to explain everything
-" Paul Rosenberg?"
-" he's Eminem's manager but I can't see him -I said while I had a look around the place in search for him
-"ok honey we're leaving if you need something or you need me to pick you up just call me ok? bye, I love you and good luck"
-"thank you I love you too mum"
where's him? there're only 5 people more besides me.
then I heard some voices getting closer and finally there he was with 2 guys
he looked towards my direction and smiled while walking towards me ..oh boy he was so tall
-"are you Marina?-he asked
I just nodded. he smiled and we shake hands
-"are you ready to go? "-I nodded-
-"it's soon so I bet they'll still be in the studio so we can go to the studio now and do the proof" - he said in our way to his car( I guess)
-"sure, no problem"-I said smiling we stopped in front of a black car (a beautiful car)
-"get in"-he said opening the door for me
-"thank you "-I sighed
-"so you're from Spain?-he asked
-"yes I'm from Granada , it's in the south of Spain "
-" hmm, that's cool,I've been in Spain a few times and I loved it we visited Barcelona a few times for concerts then I've been in Madrid too and Seville, good places, I loved the wheather especially in Seville it was so hot, we don't have that wheather in Detroit, I hate Detroit's wheather "
-"good places yes, but for me it's too hot so I usually spend summer out"
-"really? ok listen i tell ya we can swap houses you spend the summer here in Detroit and I go to Spain and then you tell me"..
I looked at him and then we both burst into laughter
-"How long are you gonna stay in Detroit?"
-"only 3 days more, why?"
-" maybe you need to stay longer if we finally record the song and everything it's possible we even do a video for that song so we'd need you "
-"hhm but I have.."
-"don't worry about it now just focus on do the proof
-"ok"...
-"we're almost here anyways..."
after 7 min more we arrived to our destination
we got off the car and arrived to the studio where there were 2 people which must be from security
-"Hi Paul"-said one of them
-" hi, she's with me guys, she's doing a proof " said while he looked at me and made a sign to follow him
-"another chick for Marshall,- said one of them
-"I'm sure he wants to fuck her and the proof is only a excuse, he always does that "-said the other one
I stopped right after that,that made me so angry that I just wanted to turn over and spit in their fucking faces
who they think they're to talk about me like that? they don't know me,I just wanted to sing and do the fucking proof,
-"Marina? why did you stop? come on!-said Paul waiting for me so I just let it go and walked following Paul
-"it's this room "-Paul said he opened the door and we came in I took a look at the room oh my god it was beautiful with the wood floor the windows with all those computers, the equipments for the recording I was on my thoughts when someone cut my thoughts off
-"Hi Marina, I'm glad you're here , how are you, nervous for the proof?-asked an excited Nathan
-"I'm fine thank you, yes a little to be honest , you?"
-"I'm ok thanks, look I wanna you to meet my bro, Marshall?-asked Nathan searching for him
then he showed up out of nowhere with Paul, he was talking with Paul smiling but as soon he saw me he got serious and started to look at me from the head to toe with fixedly and with such an intensity that he made my hear beat fast very very fast I must add
-"Hi I'm Marshall-said in a serious tone
-"Hii I I amm Marina"- said shaking as we shake hands
what the hell was happening to me? for the god's sake!!!
- "ok we are leaving to the spare room so you two can work together" -said Nathan
what? noo please ... I can't...
-"but I wanted you to hear me singing"-I said as excuse (well I did ) but it was more an excuse so we won't be alone
-"don't worries, we can hear you from there, - said Nathan while leaving with Paul and closing the door after them
great, just great I said while I sit down
-"are you ok?- Marshall asked
-" yes of course I am "- I lied
-"ok, cool, this is the song and that is your part "-he said giving me two pieces of sheets and sitting in the next chair to me so making that we were both really close , I could help but looking at him his blonde head and his beautiful blue eyes it's god he didn't notice it tho..
Marina stop!! you're not like this, you don't let your emotions take over you but boy he was sexy
nooo just stop!!
-... so I wanna you to sing this part over here (he said coming even closer and pointing at the sheet)
-"ok? so you're ready?"- he asked
-" huh? yes yes I'm ready -I said with a stupid smile on my face
-"cool , so go to that room( he said pointing at the room) and I'll play the music
-"Ok.."-I said while I went towards the small room but I remembered I forgot to take the sheet with me so I turned over when I found him staring at me and my ass?
as soon as he noticed he looked at some papers that he had next to them
ok... very keen Marshall.. but I didn't care I even would say I like it, wait, like it? no no, I meant it was ok -- just ok
-" ehh Marshall sorry to bother you but I forgot to grab the sheet with the lyrics"-I said like nothing pretending I didn't notice it
-"mm.. yeah , here .." he said giving it to me
-"thanks"-I whispered making my way to the room
I got inside the room and place myself in front of the micro
-"ok , ready?"
-"yes, yes "-I said while I put the headphones
the music started playing so I sang
*** ***
I'm standing in the flames
But it's a beautiful kind of pain
Setting fire to yesterday
Find the light, find the light, find the light
I'm standing in the flames
But it's a beautiful kind of pain
Setting fire to yesterday
Find the light, find the light, find the light
Feel the burn, watch the smoke as I turn
Rising, a phoenix from the flames
I have learned, from fighting fights that weren't mine, it's not with fists but with wings that I will fly
*** ****
then I stopped singing and looked at Marshall that did an ok sign so I left the room
-"what do you think, did you like it ?"-I asked shyly
he stared at me for a few seconds but before he replied me Paul and Nathan came to the room and Nathan hugged me
-"you're incredible, seriously , you had such a beautiful voice , bro she has to do the song with you
-"yes, girl, you are really good "-Paul said
-" thank you guys, I really appreciate it"
-" you sounds like my bro now, I think you're perfect for each other "-Nathan said and Paul and him burst into laughter
I was so embarrassed thanks a lot Nate!! why did he have to say that? I shyly looked at eminem's I mean Marshall to see him looking at Nathan like he wanted to kill him. which makes Nathan laugh even harder
-"he does that because he likes you, believe me,I know him.. Paul am I right?- he said Paul nodded and then Paul and him laughed more until the laughter finally ends and Paul talked and broke this awkward moment , thank's god
-"Marshall, what do you say man?"-asked Paul,"say something now, this poor girl is gonna have a heart attack if you don't say anything soon"
-"I was going to, but you two came and iinterrupted me .. but yes, I wanna her do the hook
-"really? -I said super mega excited -ommmgggg thank you thank you so much -I said leaping on him to give him a hug, of course when I realized it, I quickly pulled away even if I felt as he hugged me back
-"I'm sorry , I'm so sorry ,I was just so happy.."
-"it's alright -he said with a small smile, it was the first time I saw him smile , did he like the hug?
-"congratulations girl"-Nathan said hugging me again
but this time I heard Marshall let go a growl that made me pull myself away from Nathan
was he jealous because Nathan hugged me?
-" no need to be jealous bro, I've got my girl, plus I already told you she was beautiful and you were gonna like her " said looking at Marshall
-"Nate,shut the fuck up"
-"he acts like this because it's true, he gets nervous and shy when he likes a girl or he gets angry when I say how he likes comics , how he cried watching titanic the first time with Hailie , or how he likes to buy superheroes clothing oh! and I almost forgot he always is grumpy in the mornings and the last but not less he's insecure and jealous like you could see a minute ago and likes to control the girl that's why he doesn't have long relationships
-"Nate!!!"- he said yelling at him
-"what? she deserves to know it so she can consider it with all the pros and cons" he said with an innocent look
I couldn't help but laugh at that
-"don't push your luck!"-he said angry
why did he get that angry? it was true what Nathan was saying and he got shy?
-"ok, ok do you guys want to go home now? because you're still coming ,right Marina? don't let the grumpy of my bro ruin it , deep inside he's a good person, funny and romantic I've seen him doing crazy things for Kim, you see? I say good things about you too, and be a gentleman and ask her if she wants to go with you in your car "-He said very proud of himself and with a smile while leaving the room
I noticed Marshall staring at me, he cleared his throat before he said
-"I'm sorry about that, Nate is dumbass and asshole"
-"it's ok, I had fun"- I said while I couldn't hold a smile back, he came closer oh godd ..I was so tense
-"do you want to come with me in my car?" -he said looking at me in the eyes
-"suuuree"- I babbled
-"ok let's go then "-he said taking my hand.
I think he didn't do it on purpose because as soon as he noticed he looked at me with a worried look and then looked at our hands like he didn't know what to do but I squeezed his hand tightly to let him know I was fine with it more than fine I'd add ,he was surprised at first but then he looked at me and smile
we left the room with Marshall turning off all the lights and closing the door then we headed towards the Parking where Nathan was already waiting for us
-"finally,you guys took your time"-said a frustrated Nathan
we didn't reply, we just smile at each other and got into the car
note:
here's chapter 8
they finally metttttttttttttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
what do you think guys? did you like it? I hope you did and I'm sorry for the wait..
oh the song she sang is beautiful pain , I love that song so I thought it would be perfect
thank you so much
♥♥♥