Razorblade Kiss
Ending #2
You sat on the couch waiting to leave to go get Ville. You flipped through the channels looking for something to watch. When you noticed a breaking news story. It was about a plane crash. Your heart almost stopped. Please let it be another plane not his. You thought as you stood up and watched intently. You listened to the reporter.
“Today at 7:34pm Flight 284 crashed. Officials say that it was due to engine problems. We are told that there are no survivors. We are also told that Ville Valo singer of the Finnish Band HIM was on this flight. We send out deepest sympathy to his family. Mr. Valo is survived by his wife Angelus and his son Brandon. Again Flight 284 has crashed and there were no survivors.”
You didn’t move for a second. You weren’t sure what you just heard. It finally hit you Ville’s plane had crashed and there were no survivors. Ville was dead. The love of your life the father to your children was dead. You let out a blood curdling scream and fell to the floor. You heard footsteps and Bam appeared in the room. He ran over to you asking what was wrong. You couldn’t way anything you just pointed to the TV. Bam turned his attention to the TV. He watched as replayed the reporters report on the crash. He fell to the ground next to you. A look of shock and disbelief on his face.
“No he can’t be. This isn’t real.” Bam kept repeating. He wrapped his arms around you holding you close as you sobbed. Suddenly you heard Brandon’s voice.
“Mommy what’s wrong?” he said looking at you. You grabbed him and held him close to you. He looked up at you with those green eyes. This made you cry even more. Bam left the room to find everyone. He came back with the guys and April. April saw you crying on the floor.
“Bam what’s going on is Angel okay?” April asked and everyone repeated. He looked at everyone with tear filled eyes.
“Ville’s plane crashed. There were no survivors.” Bam said bowing his head. Everyone stared at him in shock. April ran over to you crying and held you and Brandon. You were a wreck. You finally let go of Brandon and April took him to the kitchen. You looked up at Bam.
“Bam please tell me this is all a dream and that Ville is okay.” You cried.
“Angel I wish I could. But this isn’t a dream. It’s real and Ville is gone.” He said this and you started to cry even harder.
How could he be gone? I just talked to him a few hours ago. This cant be happening. My love is dead. How can I go on without him? He will never see his unborn child. This child will never know its father. You thought as you put your hand on the small bump that was your tummy.
~1 Year Later~
As you walked through the cemetery your 9 month old daughter in your arms 3 year old Brandon at your side. Your feet lead you to a place you had only been once. But they new their way like it was yesterday. They stopped in front of a grave. You slowly lowered your gaze to the stone.
Ville Hermanni Valo
Loving Husband and Father
There was a time
When I could breath my life in you
One by one
Your pale fingers started to move
And I touched your face
And all life was erased
You smiled like an angel
(Falling from grace)
We've been slaves to this love
From the moment we touched
And keep begging for more
Of this resurrection
You kissed my lips
With those once cold fingertips
You reached out for me
And oh how you missed
You touched my face
And all life was erased
You smiled like an angel
(Falling from grace)
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you stared at the stone for a while reading the lyrics over and over again. You sat down in front of it.
“Hello my love. I’m so sorry I haven’t been by to see you. I’ve been busy. Id like you to meet your daughter. Eveliina Elizabeth Valo. She’s beautiful Ville. She has your eyes just like Brandon. Brandon come say hi to daddy.” You said as Brandon took a seat next to you.
“Hi daddy. I really miss you. I love you.” he said crying. This made you cry. He slowly got up and started to walk towards Bam. You didn’t follow it was a lot for a child to handle and you knew Bam would take care of him. You turned your attention back to the tombstone.
“Ville my love. I miss you so much. It’s so hard not having you here. I miss your smile. I see it in Brandon everyday. He is so much like you. I wish you could be here to watch them grow. Ohh god Ville I want to be with you so bad. I can’t stop listening to ‘Join me in Death’ I want to so bad but I can’t. I hope you understand. I have our children to think about. Ville I love you and I always will. Every time I look at our children I will think of you and your love for me ad them. I love you sweetheart.” You said crying.
You slowly got up. Eveliina sleeping in your arms. You blew a kiss to the stone and started to walk towards Bam. Suddenly the wind blew causing your hair to play in the wind. As the wind passed by your ear you heard Ville’s voice whisper ‘I Love you my Beautiful Angel’.
“Today at 7:34pm Flight 284 crashed. Officials say that it was due to engine problems. We are told that there are no survivors. We are also told that Ville Valo singer of the Finnish Band HIM was on this flight. We send out deepest sympathy to his family. Mr. Valo is survived by his wife Angelus and his son Brandon. Again Flight 284 has crashed and there were no survivors.”
You didn’t move for a second. You weren’t sure what you just heard. It finally hit you Ville’s plane had crashed and there were no survivors. Ville was dead. The love of your life the father to your children was dead. You let out a blood curdling scream and fell to the floor. You heard footsteps and Bam appeared in the room. He ran over to you asking what was wrong. You couldn’t way anything you just pointed to the TV. Bam turned his attention to the TV. He watched as replayed the reporters report on the crash. He fell to the ground next to you. A look of shock and disbelief on his face.
“No he can’t be. This isn’t real.” Bam kept repeating. He wrapped his arms around you holding you close as you sobbed. Suddenly you heard Brandon’s voice.
“Mommy what’s wrong?” he said looking at you. You grabbed him and held him close to you. He looked up at you with those green eyes. This made you cry even more. Bam left the room to find everyone. He came back with the guys and April. April saw you crying on the floor.
“Bam what’s going on is Angel okay?” April asked and everyone repeated. He looked at everyone with tear filled eyes.
“Ville’s plane crashed. There were no survivors.” Bam said bowing his head. Everyone stared at him in shock. April ran over to you crying and held you and Brandon. You were a wreck. You finally let go of Brandon and April took him to the kitchen. You looked up at Bam.
“Bam please tell me this is all a dream and that Ville is okay.” You cried.
“Angel I wish I could. But this isn’t a dream. It’s real and Ville is gone.” He said this and you started to cry even harder.
How could he be gone? I just talked to him a few hours ago. This cant be happening. My love is dead. How can I go on without him? He will never see his unborn child. This child will never know its father. You thought as you put your hand on the small bump that was your tummy.
~1 Year Later~
As you walked through the cemetery your 9 month old daughter in your arms 3 year old Brandon at your side. Your feet lead you to a place you had only been once. But they new their way like it was yesterday. They stopped in front of a grave. You slowly lowered your gaze to the stone.
Ville Hermanni Valo
Loving Husband and Father
There was a time
When I could breath my life in you
One by one
Your pale fingers started to move
And I touched your face
And all life was erased
You smiled like an angel
(Falling from grace)
We've been slaves to this love
From the moment we touched
And keep begging for more
Of this resurrection
You kissed my lips
With those once cold fingertips
You reached out for me
And oh how you missed
You touched my face
And all life was erased
You smiled like an angel
(Falling from grace)
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you stared at the stone for a while reading the lyrics over and over again. You sat down in front of it.
“Hello my love. I’m so sorry I haven’t been by to see you. I’ve been busy. Id like you to meet your daughter. Eveliina Elizabeth Valo. She’s beautiful Ville. She has your eyes just like Brandon. Brandon come say hi to daddy.” You said as Brandon took a seat next to you.
“Hi daddy. I really miss you. I love you.” he said crying. This made you cry. He slowly got up and started to walk towards Bam. You didn’t follow it was a lot for a child to handle and you knew Bam would take care of him. You turned your attention back to the tombstone.
“Ville my love. I miss you so much. It’s so hard not having you here. I miss your smile. I see it in Brandon everyday. He is so much like you. I wish you could be here to watch them grow. Ohh god Ville I want to be with you so bad. I can’t stop listening to ‘Join me in Death’ I want to so bad but I can’t. I hope you understand. I have our children to think about. Ville I love you and I always will. Every time I look at our children I will think of you and your love for me ad them. I love you sweetheart.” You said crying.
You slowly got up. Eveliina sleeping in your arms. You blew a kiss to the stone and started to walk towards Bam. Suddenly the wind blew causing your hair to play in the wind. As the wind passed by your ear you heard Ville’s voice whisper ‘I Love you my Beautiful Angel’.