My Teacher

the ride was quiet to the hill.
A hill is a hill. Well not really, basically people come here to screw and drink but it does have an amazing view of our town. At night all the lights go on and it looks amazing, romantic even.

Andy was not nervous, i mean why should he be, he is a twenty four year old man with a job and he did have sex, plenty of times so i have heard from sources... I have not. its actually a shocker that an eighteen year old in this generation is not a virgin. I am meaning every one is slutting around why can't i. At least i am doing it with the man i love.
are you hearing yourself now. 'the man you love?' you might love him but he does not love you. My subconscious yells. I really don't care if hope, destiny and fate or who ever screw me over, i am going to get screwed now. Literally.

The sweet sound of Robert Johnson played in the background as Andy kissed my neck in the back seat. I thought 'My heart will go on' would be perfect song but no. Robert damn Johnson. The singer who is dead and who was crazy singing about hellhounds and crossroads, kinda reminds me of supernatural. "Princess?" Who? oh me.
"Yeah Andy?" i turn my head with a soft elegant smile. Don't break a sweat you slut.

"You are so beautiful," His hand reach up to my glasses pulling it off, he placed it on the front seat and return his focus on me. The girl who is now blind because i did not wear my stupid contacts. "Like i said in class, condoms does not always work." So what you gonna take my butt virginity? No please don't. "But i am willing to take the risk with you."

Morning after pills, i got it. Andy's cold hand placed on my back as he zips down my dress. "Lift up your arms." Where do you look when you are having sex? The ceiling, oh the ceiling my favorite place to look. I do as i am told and lift my arms. He slide it off me and threw it also on the front seat. AND now i am just in my underwear. My hello fucking kitty underwear. Shoot me. Now. Please.

Andy removed his shirt and there i think i just exploded. The saliva in my mouth had dried and ran to my vagina, everything is wet down there even my panties with that fucking cat's face is. Ugh. I lay down without any orders wanting to get a perfect view of this man next to me. My breath hitched as he pulls out a condom from his jeans. He just assume i will say yes? Or did he just carefully planned this making me into saying yes? Smart fucker this one is.
he unbuckle his jeans and zip it down so i can only see his... oh you have got to be kidding me. Really Batman again? I close my eyes wanting to savor this painful moment i am going to have.

Sweet hell. My panties slides down slowly as i feel his finger is at the mouse, doughnut, vagina thingy. "Already wet." He whispers. He slowly lifts up my leg so it rests on the seat. My head crammed to the door. I really thought it would be romantic but its not. Oh i am such and idiot. And its official i am going to lose my v-card in a Black mustang with batman watching me.
Fear turns into lust and streaks trough my body as he presses his lips to mine. I clasp his face running my fingers down his side burns. Come on Inner goddess take control you son of a bitch.

Andy groans at my response as i bit his lip. My belly tighten as i feel something wanting to get in my sex. His hand moves down my body, brushing my breast,squeezing it tightly.
Andy stills, his one hand on my back the other one on my behind. He releases the temptation kiss looking me into my eyes. "You nervous?"
"No." i whisper trailing my finger down his cheek. I am really in love with this man.

The scrutinizing pain creep up behind me and send a hot flame down my legs. There it was, but his dick his not that small but it hurts.... "Its just the tip princess. I am not in yet." Oh thank god for not giving him a small penis. Praise the mother. He slowly pushes in inch for damn inch.
A gasp escape my lips feeling this man is in me now, his dick is in me. Are we gonna get stuck like dogs do?Just shut up.
"Ah." he says breathless.
"Whats the matter?" i ask as he pulls out than in.

"You are just so-" there he pulls back out. I am screaming in the inside but i do not want to scream on the outside reason being i will sound like a banshee. its a terrible sound. My head yanks back as i feel the pain escalating, than increasing.
"I wanted this for a long time." he breaths into my ear through his gritted teeth. He did? since when? Andy lift up self up but still in me. He pushes my bra down and the next thing i know his mouth his around my nipple tugging it with his teeth licking it.

"Oh sweet salvation." I breath, he sure knows how to pleasure girl. He pulls himself up yet again pulling me along.

"Come on princess." He whispers. "Let me hear you say it."
"Say what." i groan as he twirls me quickly around so i am on top. How the hell did he do that? My legs now around him like a snake ready to destroy him, but he is destroying me now. Which is hot. Andy's erection pushed deeper in to my sex, all of him is in me now and i can feel his balls brushing against my ass cheeks.

"Say how much you want me, say how much you need." He push me down so i am now in control. I don't want to me in control!! Than the flashback came back to me. The way the girl sat on the pizza man in the porno i and Kellin watched. But it just so sore, and i swore i saw blood dripping out of my vagina.

"I want you Andy. I need you." I moan loudly. gathering all my strength to go up and down with the rhythm. I shut my eyes trying to suppress the urge not to cry from this unknown pain i am experiencing.

My phone blasted on the front seat but i can't even reach for it, that's how much enjoy the pain. I open my my eyes seeing Andy's mouth is an O as he reach for my phone. "Answer." He breaths taking control once again of my body and of the movement we are going.
"What!" i moan.
"Answer it princess, come do it for me." Do it! My inner goddess yells. I grab the phone from his hands and press it against my ear.

"Hello," I whisper in a low tone.
"Sweetie where are you." Oh sweet Jesus.
"Uh, hi mom. I will be home in....in... oh my god." The oh my god gave Andy a huge smile on his face.
"Are you okay Sammy?" No! i am currently getting fucked mom!
"I just saw a bird fly into a window. Be home in twenty." i press the red button as the phone fell from my hand and i on Andy.

One more push and something literally burst in my body, ten seconds later in counting i reach the one thing i wanted most in the words. an Orgasm. Andy as well exploded around me like a bomb. He cries my name as he comes in me, filling me with his juices, no not orange juice but white juice. Now i can say i have something in me. Well he did come in the condom, i think.
He gingery pulled out of me and sighed. "You are so fucking magnificent my princess."iI can't talk. I literally can't talk. "Out of words?" He smirks.

i roll my eyes grabbing my dress from the seat, my legs still jelly jolly from what happen not a few minutes again. "Next time, my classroom, than my bed and maybe even in the library." What? Is he joking. Oh i am to tired to think all i need now is a hot bath and my bed.

The drive to my house took eight minutes and forty three seconds. Yes i counted. For me its awkward now, but for him, Andy. Its not he is holding my hand while he drives. Does this mean we are official?

"Are you taking a date Friday to the spring formal Samantha?"
I turn to him shaking my head. "No. Me and Danny and a bunch of our friends are going in a group. why?" i inquire.
"nothing, i am going to be chaperoning with the guys," he says dryly rolling his eyes.

A small giggle escape my lips."You in mask?"
"Sam," he turn to me with a soft smile. "I am going to dance with you at the formal. Come what may, Now go."
He leans in giving me a quick kiss. "Text me when you go to sleep."
"I will." i mutter between the soft kiss.
I release him and climbed out walking to the door- i wish i could run but my vagina hurts.

Oh god why do i feel like crap? And what about the formal? He is going to dance with me at the spring formal is he nuts? Well we all are going to be in masks. but still i wanna have fun with my friends and not let my teacher stalk me all night. After all i wanna get high and do something stupid. And Andy is not gonna make or let me do something stupid, but still i - "Oh fuck vagina hurt."
Sigh.

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I had sex... with my biology teacher and now i am eating breakfast with my family... can you see what is wrong with this picture. I have never done something so cool... yet so gruesome.

"Juliet sweetie, you have not touched you eggs, are you okay?" My father asks pointing his fork to her plate. Maybe she does not have an appetite because of a certain math teacher. She is not honestly going to run away with a twenty something man right? That is just stupid. Oh what am i saying i had sex with my teacher in a back of a car, who am i to judge what my slut sister do or who she is doing.
Juliet quickly pulled her hand to her mouth and barged out the kitchen like a cat getting wet. I am not good at metaphors, maybe i should stop doing that...

I wonder what is up with her, than it hit me. Pregnant maybe? Does she have a bun in the oven? Really Sam! "People are throwing up in our school like non stop, looks like Jules got it." And still protecting my sister for some reason.
"She should stay home." My mom spoke sipping her horrible diet tea. My nose wrinkles as she sips it through her teeth. Oh god.

"I am okay." Juliet mummers grabbing her jacket. "I have to go. Sam you want a ride?" Why do i want a ride with her? Is this what i think it is? Is she going to kill me and throw my body in woods so the animals can eat my organs? That would be cool.
"Uh, yeah." i nod taking my place next to her with a soft smile. "Dad, can you like make pasta?" i ask giving the puppy dog eyes.

My dad laughs picking up his daily paper from the counter. "I was thinking we go out to eat, that fancy sushi place."No, not fish! i ate raw fish.
"Juliet you like fish right?" Mom asks.
"I am not in the mood for.." she pulls her hand up to her face again beginning to gag. "Fish." she breaths. she twirls around and walked out the back door.

"Mexican?" i inquire pulling my shoulders up.
"Mexican." Both my folks agree.
"Okay, Juliet is waiting bye parents!" i bellow running out.
i climb in the car eyeing my sister dramatically. "You hate me?"
"No." she whispers putting her keys in the ignition, she pushes the gas pedal and drove off, "Why are you covering for me Sam?"
I pull down my beanie and shrug down in the seat. "You are my sister, even though we have our differences i will still protect you."

She turn to me with her eyes narrowed. "my period is late."
Period... right the bloody stuff coming out of your thing... i really hate it. "I was late once, sometimes it happens." i breath.
"No. i think i am pregnant." She spats out irritably.
uh...... i have nothing. "You sure?" That's all i can say, what should i say? 'Congrats! who is the baby daddy? Jock strap or math teacher?' No that would not work.

"No. i am not sure Sam. I can't go the the doctor reason being that fucking ass is gonna tell mom and dad."
"Uh, you know we can go to a clinic. There is this awesome doctor." I sing with a smile. Why did i do that? "we can go after school."
"You would do that for me?" She asks as a single tear escape her eye.
"Uh, yeah."
her hand came from the steering wheel into mine. "Thank you."
being the weird uncomfortable person i am, i just give a thumbs up.

I really hope it is just a false alarm; but crap i gosta know! "Uh, is it Ashley's?" i ask biting the bottom of my lip.
Her head turn to me with wide eyes, her hand retreating back to the wheel. Oh i guess the bond is over between us than.... oh well. Here comes the 'its non of your business' bellowing blood dripping from my nose snapping conversation.

"How did you know?"
i did not expect that. "Kinda over heard you talking to our math teacher."
"Please don't tell anyone, not even Danny i have a reputation to uphold." She pleads.
"I won't tell i promise."
A heavy sigh escape her lips as she nods. "Great. Lets put on some tunes."

If my sister is pregnant with his baby, things will explodes, and no not like an orgasm but more likely that Ashley gets fired my mother will kill Juliet and her unborn child and i will just be just like 'whaat' but i can't i am now involved in this situation. She is still my sister, she is still my blood. I can't just sit back and watch her be a whore, no sorry a bigger whore in town. Sigh.
"Its just the way it is and why the fuck would you accept a car ride from your sister Samantha! i mean do you want to die in the woods and let animals eat your organs?" My best friend yells as we sit down. My best friend knows me good, apparently. well not that good.
"She offered, and she is okay she forgave for what i have said."

"Was that her exact words, that she forgives you for calling her a whore and a blonde boy and not to mention you wanting to kill her best friend in the bathroom while you were high as a kite?"

"Semantics," I laugh opening up my English book to the poem we are reading. "We are going shopping after school."
Danny's eyes grew wide with fear. "No!"

"Why do you always yell in my class Danny?" I turn my head seeing Mr. Charlile. Austin Charlile. He is so cute. No i am taken by my Biology teacher i do not have time for an extra class. 'like that man is gonna fuck you' i roll my eyes at my subconscious and return my focus on Mr. Charlile.
"Sam, switch places with Mr. Perry." Oh no!
"No!" Both i and Danny yell.
"You two always laugh in my class, so Sam you with Ronnie and Tony with Danny." Austin says sitting behind his desk.
Ronnie.... no. Help me. I am going in the lions den.
"I love you!" Danny yells as i pack up my books and move to the 'jock' section at the door.

"Danny how many times should i put you in detention?"
She wrinkles her nose giving our English teacher a 'fuck you' look. Austin just sighed opening his book.
I sit next to my worst enemy trembling like a leaf. "Is it my imagination or are you getting hotter?"
"What?" i snap confused with both my eye brows raised.
"Have you ever had sex with a real man?" Indeed i have, yesterday in car on the hill it was awesome.

"Please don't talk to me.You and Juliet are together." I whisper.
He leans in as i can smell his awful aftershave, it smells like sweat, day old sweat covered in curry powder and something, what is that egg? "I can make you popular Sammy," His hand came down to my leg making me jump.
"No." i groan slapping his hand away from me like a fly. "Leave me alone okay."

"No." He chuckles retreating back. "Not yet."
I really miss Andy. Wow i actually am missing someone. For a moment i thought i had no soul. Ah look at that.
"Hi." He says softly as i enter his class lunch time.
"Hi." i crash down on his desk as he locks the door and close the blinds.
"How is your day so far princess?" He asks coming in between my legs.

"Sucks. Yours?" I say with a coy smile.
"Missing you, and you know i am not giving you a lesson today. And why does your day suck my princess?" Andy asks softly zipping down my pants. God....
"I got molested today in class, and my sister is- sorta we still don't know pregnant with Ashley's child." Andy's hands stopped right by my thighs he looks up and darkness appears in his blue eyes... ohh demon Andy awesome.
"Who?"

"You know your friend Ashley the guy who gives math-"
"Who touched you Samantha?" oh that....
"I uh, yeah you know," i scoff waiving my hands to forget about it. "Its nothing, you should not tell Ashley my sister-"
"Who touched you princess?" He is not gonna let this go, is he?

"He did not really touched me, he just like said creepy stuff to me like something involving sex and what not," i lean in for a kiss but Andy pushes me back.
"Name." he command.
"My name is Sam." i whisper.
"Name Sam."

I shrug and gave up. "Ronnie." i grit the name between my teeth.
Andy breathed hard as he pulls off his black sweater"I am going to kill him."
"no." i snap as i unbutton my grey shirt eyeing him impassively. "No."
"i don't like when people touch you, i get jealous very easily Sam." He says softly lifting me up as i push down my jeans.

"You... Jealous... come on." I Scoff pushing off his trousers. i rap my arms around him leaning in for a kiss but yet again he pushes me back.
"I will figure something out to torture Ronnie, what are you going to do about your sister?" He inquires grabbing a foil packet from the table.

"i don't know. Don't tell Ashley please." Andy places the foil packet between my teeth as i rip the top off, he pulls out the condom putting it on his length. "I am going to the clinic after school with Juliet so we are certain if there is an alien."
Andy chuckles and nods. "Its called a baby Sam."
"But its a fetus, so it is an alien." Right?"
Did i forget to mention his dick is big? Big so big he actually torn me inside, but no way i am telling him that... i have been so focused on Juliet i can't even think about Andy and his huge feather. Feather really Sam? Oh shut up.

His erection was once again in me as my mouth is pressed against his neck, going deeper and deeper. The pain was minimal to yesterday, its still stings but its a good sting not a bee sting. A good sting. "Andy." i breath.
"We have to be quick." He whispers as he bit my ear lobe making me moan even louder. "Desk, check." He chuckles.
I... I .... OH SCREW THIS. i can't even think.

The bell rang just when we both exploded. I wanna go to sleep now.. on this table. it looks so comfy.
I dressed myself quickly fixing my hair seeing i have just fucked hair now. I really like just fucked hair i look like a rock star, which makes me cooler. "Text you later okay?"
I nod giving him one last kiss. "Okay, bye."

I walked out the room into the hallway seeing my best friend leaning on the wall with her arms crossed giving me the 'oh no you did not' look yet again.

"You left out a tiny detail Simms."

"Sam your jack-" Andy stood dead in his tracks. Like me.

"Major detail Simms." She gave Andy a evil glare.

I seize the jacket out of his hand walking away from both of them. I turn my head to see Danny with anger in her eyes gazing at Andy. "You better give me an A." She groans.
Oh god.
"Wait up!" My collar got gripped as i fell backwards.

"I am your best friend and you just forgot!" She bellows, her voice echoing back to her. "sum it up in four words.Go."
"Yesterday. Car. Today. Big."
"Really?" Oh there is my best friend.

"Yeah." i laugh.
"Go girl." She gives me a high five as we walk to the art class. "When you did not show up for pills at the dumpster i knew you had a new addiction.
"Oh yeah, he good."
"I hate you."

"Aw, i hate you too."
I love my best friend but i am not sure i can tell her about Juliet, better yet why did i tell Andy? Huh i never thought about that when i open my mouth. Maybe i was distracted... what was the distraction again? Right his gift.

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"You nervous?" i ask my sister as we sat at the exact spot i and Danny sat, i grab the herpes pamphlet and begin to read. God its me all over again, well expect the pregnant part.
"I am fine. Thank you for coming with me Sammy."

I nudge her with a smile and nod. "No problem." Oh god wait.... i gave the nurse her name...uh....
"Taylor Jardine?"
Wait Taylor's here? "Present." Juliet says standing up. Oh she is just as good as me.

"Miss. Simms. How are you?" Doctor Smith ask with a small smile. Please, i am begging you doc don't say it, don't ask me if i drank my pills.

"Hey Doc, i am good thanks." Juliet turn to me confused, i ignore her completely eyeing the doctor biting the bottom of my lip.
"Please Miss. Jardine." Doc says waiving my sister in.
"I will be here." I reassure her, giving my sister a quick hug.

"Okay." she breaths and walk into the small room.
I crash back on the chair eyeing the ceiling. You look different.You are painted blue. Nice. My phone buzz startling the living shit out of me. I slide it out of my pocket seeing its a text from Andy.
*Missing you- A.*

A small smile came on my face as i press the reply button.*Missing you as well. I am at the clinic now with my sister- S*
Instant reply. *That's good princess. You want me tonight?-A*

Really Andy? we just like had sex not three hours ago and you want to it again? Is he kidding with me? i mean come freaking on my vagina needs rest its not a damn battery that can last up to twenty four hours!*I am going out with my family-S*
*so that's a no ):-A*I did not know teachers know emoji's Huh... interesting fact.

*Its a no.- S*

*YOU PLAYING HARD TO GET WITH ME MISS. SIMMS?- A*

WHAT IS UP WITH THE CAPS!*NO I AM NOT MR. BIERSACK!-
S*i reply back with a small smirk on my face.

*oh well, i actually like to play. Guess i am just going to hang out with the boys. Have fun with your family while i suffer without you.-A

*My eyes grew wide on what he just said. He likes to play? He will suffer without me?
I can't say this in person but i can say it via text message.*Oh don't be a pussy-S*My finger tremble as i press send button on my blackberry.

I close my eyes tight hoping he does not freak out... please just say K. or Okay or respond with an emoji. please. My phone vibrate. Oh god. I peek through my one eye and there my mouth fling open.
*Why don't you say that to my face. And you know Miss. Simms i am still your teacher and i can still punish you. Hard.- A*Sweet Jesus almighty.

"Why are you smiling at your phone?" I look up seeing my sister with a smirk.
"playing angry birds." I mummer pushing my phone back into my pocket.

"Uh huh." She grins.
"So," i stood up. "What is the verdict. You having an alien?"
She bit her lip and burst into laughter. "No!"
I jump up and down with glee running into her arms. "Oh my god i am so glad, you had no idea what to wear to a pertinacity hearing."
She lets go of me and a heavy sigh of relieve escape her lips. "Clean slate sis?"
I nod instantly. "Clean slate."
Thank god.