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My Teacher
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The long black dress just staring at me as i eyed it. Tonight is the night that i will make my final appearance as Samantha Simms, the high school band nerd.
A lot of stuff had happen to me recently. "I imagine time passing and i will have a kid than maybe kill myself." i whisper to myself shaking my head side to side. The real world is literally opening the gates saying 'go ahead!' i am not ready, i am not sure if i am.
"So?" i twirl around seeing my sister in a light blue knee length dress, she twirls around with laughter.
"You look amazing Jules, who are you going with?" I whisper placing the skull head band next to my black long dress.
"With Ronnie, seeing this is our last night together. After that he is going to start his band and i go off to college. U?"
"Me and Danny are going." i grin grabbing my high heel gladiators from the closet.
"I will you see you there," she gives me a sly wink and walk back to her room.
i shut my door strolling back to my bed with my eyes narrowed and my arms crossed. This is it, my final dance, my final 'life' as a teenager. After prom we are headed to the lake house,i am not even sure if i want to go, well let me rephrase that i am not sure Andy was going to allow me to go.
I am fully dressed and a small smile came on my face as i remove the ring from my necklace sliding it on my finger. in two days i can walk down the street with Andy hand in hand, kiss him in public and finally proclaim my love i have for him to my parents.I am not sure how my mother and father will react to this dilemma, i am not sure how they will react on this, i mean there are going to be a butt load of questions. And i mean a fucking lot.
I climb into my heels and walk down the stairs, stopping dead in my tracks i saw the man i thought i would see in two days. "Andy, what are you doing here?" Yes not even i miss you, i mean i say that on the phone but now seeing him again in person all that 'ignoring' i told my self i do, came back to me, flowing around my brain like uh.... like uh... well some kind of expression of metaphor.
"You look amazing."He whispers pushing his black hair back; tonight is prom and He looked like something out of a James Bond movie; A black three piece suit, with a white shirt dress peaking out. Surprise he does own a bow, here i thought he was just a tie man.
"Right back at you." i smile climbing off the remaining stairs.
"You are hiding something." Damn his weird instincts.
"No, not hiding, me?" i scoff. "Anything." i shrug helplessly, realizing i just blew my cover. "How was New-York sir?"
"Good, how was Erin?" My heart begins rapidly to beat, faster and faster as the beat on the floor stomping it with my heel.
"I have no knowledge of what you are talking about now."
"Don't play dumb," he snap pushing me to the wall. "I. Hate. Liars."
"i and Erin were friends when he was still in school Andy, you already bruised me enough," i spat out pulling his grip from my hand. "And do not just assume i am hiding something, i am not unlike you." i seethed.
"Sam what are-"
I held out my hand shaking it to and fro just when i want to devour him with the truth the door bell rang, saving him and not me. I push him out of the way walking to the door seeing a very amazing Danny with a blood red ball gown. "I look go- Mr. Biersack?"
"Daniella you look...." he cock his head to one side pushing his hands in his pockets. "Nice."
She roll her eyes grabbing my hand. "Ready for the best night of our lives girlfriend?"
I turn to Andy with small smirk. "Oh yeah, lets be teenagers. Close the door when you take your leave Goodnight." i seize my purse from the small desk marching out. "Oh wow," i cannot believe i did that.
"You sure have him bu the short and curly's" Danny laughs as i throw her my car keys.
"Gonna regret it soon enough," i chuckle. "lets go."
--
The lights were flickering red and white as i enter the gym. Six pence non the richer 'kiss me' playing through the huge speakers. One of my favorite songs, i love the 80's movie, when i first saw 'she's all that' and this song played i just smiled.
One huge banner hanged from wall to wall saying 'The last dance' i turn to my best friend who had a grin on her face, she held out her hand i took it as we walk to the dance floor. Wow so this is really this last dance. I am sure i am going to cry like a little baby when everything is over, wondering if i actually lived my four years out in the hallways of Carrie Hill high. High school was tough for for me, but this year it was not so much. I had my ups and down and i will miss me and my friends getting high behind the dumpster, laughing joking.
My four best friends stood by the punch bowl laughing and enjoying each others company. I am not mad at Kellin, i am just overwhelmed i guess. "Hey!" Danny yells hugging each one of them, with me doing the same i stop at Kellin.
"Are we okay?" he whispers.
I nod and smile. "Yes." i pull him in hugging him tight. "Our secret."
"Thank you Sam- Oh my god." i turn around and i swore i my eyes just fell out. Danny gasps nudging my arm.
"They trying to make an entrance?" Chris scoffs handing me a small cup. Five guys in neatly row came in from the left Jake, Jeremy, on the right Christian and Ashley and my man in the middle.
"They should just be in slow motion," Taylor laughs grabbing Oliver's hand pulling him to the dance floor. i just shook my head twirling back around to Chris.
"Hit me Motionless." i grumble lifting up my cup. "I know you have some stashed in your jacket."
Chris wiggle his brow and grin deviously. "You like some pills or vodka?"
I arch mine and nod. "Vodka please." he nods pouring a bit in my red cup. "Here is to us." I lift up cup saluting it.
"Seniors!" Juliet yells as Panic! At the disco 'Nicotine' blast from the speakers. "Lets party!"
The screams echo through the gym. i gulp my drink down placing it back on the table. "Lets dance." i laugh grabbing Kellin and Danny's hand. Chris just give a thumbs up, not the one for dancing.
My body sway to and fro as my hands is in the air with my best friends doing weird moves, one thing is for certain my friends cannot dance. I turn to Andy who has his gaze on me, i just rolled my eyes ignoring him completely, this is my time to be a teenager one last time.
"Hey you wanna dance." i slowly turn around and my heart skip a beat.
"Erin!" i bellow pulling my arms around his neck. "What are you doing here?"
"Well i had a pass and i did not go to my prom, so here i am."he chuckles. "But i have to be back at twelve, see that man?" he points to an Asian hulk man with a red coat on. i nod slowly. "He is my nurse."
"We should get him drunk." Danny suggested giving him a quick hug.
"Nah, i am sober no drugs and no beer." He mumbles grabbing my hand twirling me around with glee.
"Ladies and gentlemen, i would like you to welcome the band that made it big, and not to mention who attended school here at Carrie high!" My sister yells through the microphone. "Singing their hit song still into you Paramore!"
Haley Williams and Erin were seniors when i was still a freshman look where she end up now, best rock band ever now.
I grab my best friend hands jumping up and down. "And after all this time i am still into you, i should be over all the butterflies, and baby even on the worst nights i am into you!" We sang along proudly enjoying the moment.
"Photo booth!" Oliver yells motioning i, Danny, Chris,
Kellin and Taylor. We all slide into the small booth with the girls in the boys lap making weird faces at the camera. I turn to my best friend who's eyes connected to Kellin's She smiles and lean in as the camera went off again all eyes turn to them shocked. "Woo!!!!"
Ten seconds later we came out grabbing the photos. "Oh i need copies, i need one in a frame, oh and a photo of us at graduation." Danny mumbles pushing the photos in her bag. "lets go dance!"
I took a breath of relive just eyeing my best friends dancing have fun. One of my favorites begin to plays and i could not help but just to move on in one place. "i can feel the pressure, its getting closure we are better off without you."
"Come on." I got startle by Andy pulling me into the photo booth.
"Are you insane!" i bellow softly.
"no." he whispers putting his lips harshly on me as the white flash went off once again. His hands trailing down my sides as mine is on both side of his head. His lips parted with mine staring me deep into my eyes, another flash went off. John Hues can suck it!!This should be in an eighties movie. I mean yeah John is an amazing writer of ten things i hate about you and she is all that, but this now? hell this should be in sixteen candles. "I want the last dance Samantha."
"What if-"
"i do not care, i want the last dance, save it for me."
I nod slowly. "I will."
i step out of the booth walking straight to the punch bowl. I turn my head slightly seeing Andy grabbing the photos quickly scanning it over. A smile spreads across his face as he pushed it in pocket. "And now time for prom queen and king!!" Juliet yells with a grin. We all came closer to the stage as Paramore came closer.
The five teachers who made a grand entrance just standing a few feet away. "Prom King of Carrie hill high is," Juliet opens the small envelope and a small grin appear on her face. "Chris motionless!"
"WHAT!" All of us yell in shock.
Kellin push Chris to the stage, all was in shock he included. "And the prom queen of Carrie hill high is!" A gasp escape my sisters lips. "The one and only my little sister Sam Simms!"
"What!" I yell in disbelieve.
I turn to my best friend in shock. "Oh god." she breaths. "go." I turn back to crowd and everyone made a clear path so i can pass, dear god do not make me fall, do not make me trip. I climb the stairs to my sister. "You deserve it." she place the crown on my head and twirl around. "The prom king and queen will take their place on the dance floor to open for the last dance, so get your partners.
Chris nods slowly grabbing my hand as we went down the stairs. "is this a prank?" i whisper with a smile eyeing everyone.
"No. Kellin rig the results." He chuckles. "He said he owe you one." Chris place his hand on my back as Haley grab her phone beginning to sing the only exception.
"Oh, this weird everyone is looking at us weirdly."
Chris grins shaking his head. "The losers always win Sam,you should know that by now." he mummers dryly.
The crowd became thick again as Haley breaks down to the chorus. Chris twirls me around with a slight pout came on his mouth. Another twirl i came to in another's arms. Andy. Chris just gazed at me shock as Danny pulled him away. "Now you are not just my queen now you are everyone's Queen, you deserve it, you look amazing."
"Thank you sir." i turn my head seeing Danny and Kellin dancing like two in love should be, how did that happen, did something just click?
Andy bends down as she hits her last chord. "And i am on my way to believeing." Andy quitly sing with her lowering his lips to mine.
---
The party did not have any limits, people were dancing on the dock while some swam in the lake, others are in the house in small groups laughing and enjoying each other's company. "How do you explain it!" Danny yells
"How should i know!" Taylor yells back potting in the black eight ball. I just sat in the corner being the girl i am eyeing the fantastic wooden ceiling. No drugs and no beer, well that is what Andy said, uh.... he is not here why should i bother myself with him tonight, the teachers are also having a good night seeing we 'the burden' was just lifted from their shoulders.
Remember that feeling i had? the gut feeling that someone or something is going to happen? well it was back again and i don't know what to do about it. Maybe drown it in hard liquor.
"Sam!"i look towards my friends with a 'what expression' "Don't look so down, this is our last party together, well after graduation there is gonna be another but still, stop mopping around!" Chris moans stopping his foot on the floor.
I lift up my hands slowly lowering them again. "Fine!" I groan standing up from my seat. "Get me some beer and lotion." i snap seizing the cue from Taylor. "let me show how it is done." I bend down potting in three stripes. I lift myself up again with a grin, "now that is how you play pool idiots."
Danny clap her hands slowly with a grin. "Hell yeah."
"here you go my Queen." i grab the glove taking a well deserve smoke potting in another.
"have any of you seen Erin?" Taylor asks searching the room.
"Don't know, he just vanished." I grumble taking a sip of my beer. I wonder where he is..... i shook it off potting another.
I turn my head slowly seeing my sister enjoying her self sitting on Ronnie's lap talking with Taylor.
"Who chose this crap music? what is this rave?" Danny grumbles.
"It sucks!" i yell with laughter potting in the last ball. "Done. i am going to get some air, Danny join me."
She nods slowly grabbing the glove from my hand we walk out hand in hand to where the woods start. "need to pee." i groan lifting up my dress i wiggle out of my panties going in a squad position. "Hey, you gonna screw Kellin tonight?"
My best friend gave a me slight pout and shrug. "he is still a virgin."
"Hey! not a year ago you were also a vir- AH!"
i sprung up instantly pulling up my panties. "Did you hear?"
"Oh yeah i heard." Danny whispers handing me back my smoke, i put it between my lips walking into the woods. "Are you insane!"
I turn my head shaking it. "i am high."
"Ugh!" she groans grabbing my arm as we walk into the woods slowly. "What if its a wolf or a bear."
"There are no bears idiot, not here anyway- wait-" i put my hand in front of Danny stopping dead in my tracks.
"Am i just really high or did i saw someone?"
"Uh, yeah you are high." Danny mumbles dryly. "Lets get out of here, i don't wanna get chopped up."
"Ugh, fine." we both twirl around bumping into one large man. Wait i know him. "nurse guy."
"yes. Have you seen Erin?"
Both i and Danny shook our heads slowly. "No."
"I can't find him, i saw him last entering here."
I shrug. "Oh, let me help you find him."
"Like i asked are you insane!" Danny bellows.
No. Yes. Maybe. "Than go. i will be fine. I need to find him." She nods grabbing the glove from my hand walking away. "I saw a shadow."
"Miss are you high?"
I scoff shaking my head. "No. Just really low i guess." giving him a small smile.
"Lets go." i nod following him. a few minutes later nothing. Something caught my eye as i walk away from nurse guy. "Miss!" He yells but i need to find Erin so i just ignored him.
"There you are!" i hear someone say. i creep behind the tree seeing the same nurse guy with Erin. Oh thank god. "You want to get into trouble!" He yells pushing Erin to the ground.
"I am gonna leave that hell hole, you are not taking me back again. Over my dead body."
"You are pissing me off long enough Erin!" The nurse man grab him by the collar his strong hands surrounding his thin neck. I need to do something.
"He-!" Before i could scream a hand came around my mouth. "MM!" I Try to scream but i can''t. that someone turn me around seeing its Andy. Huh.
"Shh."
I nod. he slowly remove his hand from my mouth as i turn back around. "I will tell everyone that you have been smuggling drugs to me!" Erin yells. "Its your choice." So he was not clear? not clear of anything? So that three years in that hospital did not help at all?
"I need to you not to scream okay." Andy whispers softly in my ear his arms around my waist as his head in my neck.
i turn to the heated argument back to Erin and male nurse. "You son of a bit-" before male nurse could answer a huge rock connects his making my eyes grew wide and a gasp escaping my mouth. "Shh." Andy purrs. A single tear escape my eye as the man fell down on the ground. Erin breath heavily and with a laugh at the end.
"I need you to go back to the lake house, don't tell anyone what you saw, please."
My face expression was just one single 'what the fuck' "I...uh..."
"Go. i will tell you everything just go be save Don't let Erin see you."
I nod instantly running around the tree straight back to the lake house. what just happen? i can't think.... i cant breath..... i can't feel. i need vodka. I burst into the house seeing my best friend with a worried expression. "You okay?"
"Yeah, still a bit high." i chuckle grabbing the johnny Walker from Chris's hand putting the rim of the bottle between my lips gulping it till just taste air and hear laughter and chanting from my friends. i throw the bottle on the pool table seizing another from the table. "We gotta get high or not!"
Now i can officially say FUCK MY LIFE. all i need to have is a baby.
A lot of stuff had happen to me recently. "I imagine time passing and i will have a kid than maybe kill myself." i whisper to myself shaking my head side to side. The real world is literally opening the gates saying 'go ahead!' i am not ready, i am not sure if i am.
"So?" i twirl around seeing my sister in a light blue knee length dress, she twirls around with laughter.
"You look amazing Jules, who are you going with?" I whisper placing the skull head band next to my black long dress.
"With Ronnie, seeing this is our last night together. After that he is going to start his band and i go off to college. U?"
"Me and Danny are going." i grin grabbing my high heel gladiators from the closet.
"I will you see you there," she gives me a sly wink and walk back to her room.
i shut my door strolling back to my bed with my eyes narrowed and my arms crossed. This is it, my final dance, my final 'life' as a teenager. After prom we are headed to the lake house,i am not even sure if i want to go, well let me rephrase that i am not sure Andy was going to allow me to go.
I am fully dressed and a small smile came on my face as i remove the ring from my necklace sliding it on my finger. in two days i can walk down the street with Andy hand in hand, kiss him in public and finally proclaim my love i have for him to my parents.I am not sure how my mother and father will react to this dilemma, i am not sure how they will react on this, i mean there are going to be a butt load of questions. And i mean a fucking lot.
I climb into my heels and walk down the stairs, stopping dead in my tracks i saw the man i thought i would see in two days. "Andy, what are you doing here?" Yes not even i miss you, i mean i say that on the phone but now seeing him again in person all that 'ignoring' i told my self i do, came back to me, flowing around my brain like uh.... like uh... well some kind of expression of metaphor.
"You look amazing."He whispers pushing his black hair back; tonight is prom and He looked like something out of a James Bond movie; A black three piece suit, with a white shirt dress peaking out. Surprise he does own a bow, here i thought he was just a tie man.
"Right back at you." i smile climbing off the remaining stairs.
"You are hiding something." Damn his weird instincts.
"No, not hiding, me?" i scoff. "Anything." i shrug helplessly, realizing i just blew my cover. "How was New-York sir?"
"Good, how was Erin?" My heart begins rapidly to beat, faster and faster as the beat on the floor stomping it with my heel.
"I have no knowledge of what you are talking about now."
"Don't play dumb," he snap pushing me to the wall. "I. Hate. Liars."
"i and Erin were friends when he was still in school Andy, you already bruised me enough," i spat out pulling his grip from my hand. "And do not just assume i am hiding something, i am not unlike you." i seethed.
"Sam what are-"
I held out my hand shaking it to and fro just when i want to devour him with the truth the door bell rang, saving him and not me. I push him out of the way walking to the door seeing a very amazing Danny with a blood red ball gown. "I look go- Mr. Biersack?"
"Daniella you look...." he cock his head to one side pushing his hands in his pockets. "Nice."
She roll her eyes grabbing my hand. "Ready for the best night of our lives girlfriend?"
I turn to Andy with small smirk. "Oh yeah, lets be teenagers. Close the door when you take your leave Goodnight." i seize my purse from the small desk marching out. "Oh wow," i cannot believe i did that.
"You sure have him bu the short and curly's" Danny laughs as i throw her my car keys.
"Gonna regret it soon enough," i chuckle. "lets go."
--
The lights were flickering red and white as i enter the gym. Six pence non the richer 'kiss me' playing through the huge speakers. One of my favorite songs, i love the 80's movie, when i first saw 'she's all that' and this song played i just smiled.
One huge banner hanged from wall to wall saying 'The last dance' i turn to my best friend who had a grin on her face, she held out her hand i took it as we walk to the dance floor. Wow so this is really this last dance. I am sure i am going to cry like a little baby when everything is over, wondering if i actually lived my four years out in the hallways of Carrie Hill high. High school was tough for for me, but this year it was not so much. I had my ups and down and i will miss me and my friends getting high behind the dumpster, laughing joking.
My four best friends stood by the punch bowl laughing and enjoying each others company. I am not mad at Kellin, i am just overwhelmed i guess. "Hey!" Danny yells hugging each one of them, with me doing the same i stop at Kellin.
"Are we okay?" he whispers.
I nod and smile. "Yes." i pull him in hugging him tight. "Our secret."
"Thank you Sam- Oh my god." i turn around and i swore i my eyes just fell out. Danny gasps nudging my arm.
"They trying to make an entrance?" Chris scoffs handing me a small cup. Five guys in neatly row came in from the left Jake, Jeremy, on the right Christian and Ashley and my man in the middle.
"They should just be in slow motion," Taylor laughs grabbing Oliver's hand pulling him to the dance floor. i just shook my head twirling back around to Chris.
"Hit me Motionless." i grumble lifting up my cup. "I know you have some stashed in your jacket."
Chris wiggle his brow and grin deviously. "You like some pills or vodka?"
I arch mine and nod. "Vodka please." he nods pouring a bit in my red cup. "Here is to us." I lift up cup saluting it.
"Seniors!" Juliet yells as Panic! At the disco 'Nicotine' blast from the speakers. "Lets party!"
The screams echo through the gym. i gulp my drink down placing it back on the table. "Lets dance." i laugh grabbing Kellin and Danny's hand. Chris just give a thumbs up, not the one for dancing.
My body sway to and fro as my hands is in the air with my best friends doing weird moves, one thing is for certain my friends cannot dance. I turn to Andy who has his gaze on me, i just rolled my eyes ignoring him completely, this is my time to be a teenager one last time.
"Hey you wanna dance." i slowly turn around and my heart skip a beat.
"Erin!" i bellow pulling my arms around his neck. "What are you doing here?"
"Well i had a pass and i did not go to my prom, so here i am."he chuckles. "But i have to be back at twelve, see that man?" he points to an Asian hulk man with a red coat on. i nod slowly. "He is my nurse."
"We should get him drunk." Danny suggested giving him a quick hug.
"Nah, i am sober no drugs and no beer." He mumbles grabbing my hand twirling me around with glee.
"Ladies and gentlemen, i would like you to welcome the band that made it big, and not to mention who attended school here at Carrie high!" My sister yells through the microphone. "Singing their hit song still into you Paramore!"
Haley Williams and Erin were seniors when i was still a freshman look where she end up now, best rock band ever now.
I grab my best friend hands jumping up and down. "And after all this time i am still into you, i should be over all the butterflies, and baby even on the worst nights i am into you!" We sang along proudly enjoying the moment.
"Photo booth!" Oliver yells motioning i, Danny, Chris,
Kellin and Taylor. We all slide into the small booth with the girls in the boys lap making weird faces at the camera. I turn to my best friend who's eyes connected to Kellin's She smiles and lean in as the camera went off again all eyes turn to them shocked. "Woo!!!!"
Ten seconds later we came out grabbing the photos. "Oh i need copies, i need one in a frame, oh and a photo of us at graduation." Danny mumbles pushing the photos in her bag. "lets go dance!"
I took a breath of relive just eyeing my best friends dancing have fun. One of my favorites begin to plays and i could not help but just to move on in one place. "i can feel the pressure, its getting closure we are better off without you."
"Come on." I got startle by Andy pulling me into the photo booth.
"Are you insane!" i bellow softly.
"no." he whispers putting his lips harshly on me as the white flash went off once again. His hands trailing down my sides as mine is on both side of his head. His lips parted with mine staring me deep into my eyes, another flash went off. John Hues can suck it!!This should be in an eighties movie. I mean yeah John is an amazing writer of ten things i hate about you and she is all that, but this now? hell this should be in sixteen candles. "I want the last dance Samantha."
"What if-"
"i do not care, i want the last dance, save it for me."
I nod slowly. "I will."
i step out of the booth walking straight to the punch bowl. I turn my head slightly seeing Andy grabbing the photos quickly scanning it over. A smile spreads across his face as he pushed it in pocket. "And now time for prom queen and king!!" Juliet yells with a grin. We all came closer to the stage as Paramore came closer.
The five teachers who made a grand entrance just standing a few feet away. "Prom King of Carrie hill high is," Juliet opens the small envelope and a small grin appear on her face. "Chris motionless!"
"WHAT!" All of us yell in shock.
Kellin push Chris to the stage, all was in shock he included. "And the prom queen of Carrie hill high is!" A gasp escape my sisters lips. "The one and only my little sister Sam Simms!"
"What!" I yell in disbelieve.
I turn to my best friend in shock. "Oh god." she breaths. "go." I turn back to crowd and everyone made a clear path so i can pass, dear god do not make me fall, do not make me trip. I climb the stairs to my sister. "You deserve it." she place the crown on my head and twirl around. "The prom king and queen will take their place on the dance floor to open for the last dance, so get your partners.
Chris nods slowly grabbing my hand as we went down the stairs. "is this a prank?" i whisper with a smile eyeing everyone.
"No. Kellin rig the results." He chuckles. "He said he owe you one." Chris place his hand on my back as Haley grab her phone beginning to sing the only exception.
"Oh, this weird everyone is looking at us weirdly."
Chris grins shaking his head. "The losers always win Sam,you should know that by now." he mummers dryly.
The crowd became thick again as Haley breaks down to the chorus. Chris twirls me around with a slight pout came on his mouth. Another twirl i came to in another's arms. Andy. Chris just gazed at me shock as Danny pulled him away. "Now you are not just my queen now you are everyone's Queen, you deserve it, you look amazing."
"Thank you sir." i turn my head seeing Danny and Kellin dancing like two in love should be, how did that happen, did something just click?
Andy bends down as she hits her last chord. "And i am on my way to believeing." Andy quitly sing with her lowering his lips to mine.
---
The party did not have any limits, people were dancing on the dock while some swam in the lake, others are in the house in small groups laughing and enjoying each other's company. "How do you explain it!" Danny yells
"How should i know!" Taylor yells back potting in the black eight ball. I just sat in the corner being the girl i am eyeing the fantastic wooden ceiling. No drugs and no beer, well that is what Andy said, uh.... he is not here why should i bother myself with him tonight, the teachers are also having a good night seeing we 'the burden' was just lifted from their shoulders.
Remember that feeling i had? the gut feeling that someone or something is going to happen? well it was back again and i don't know what to do about it. Maybe drown it in hard liquor.
"Sam!"i look towards my friends with a 'what expression' "Don't look so down, this is our last party together, well after graduation there is gonna be another but still, stop mopping around!" Chris moans stopping his foot on the floor.
I lift up my hands slowly lowering them again. "Fine!" I groan standing up from my seat. "Get me some beer and lotion." i snap seizing the cue from Taylor. "let me show how it is done." I bend down potting in three stripes. I lift myself up again with a grin, "now that is how you play pool idiots."
Danny clap her hands slowly with a grin. "Hell yeah."
"here you go my Queen." i grab the glove taking a well deserve smoke potting in another.
"have any of you seen Erin?" Taylor asks searching the room.
"Don't know, he just vanished." I grumble taking a sip of my beer. I wonder where he is..... i shook it off potting another.
I turn my head slowly seeing my sister enjoying her self sitting on Ronnie's lap talking with Taylor.
"Who chose this crap music? what is this rave?" Danny grumbles.
"It sucks!" i yell with laughter potting in the last ball. "Done. i am going to get some air, Danny join me."
She nods slowly grabbing the glove from my hand we walk out hand in hand to where the woods start. "need to pee." i groan lifting up my dress i wiggle out of my panties going in a squad position. "Hey, you gonna screw Kellin tonight?"
My best friend gave a me slight pout and shrug. "he is still a virgin."
"Hey! not a year ago you were also a vir- AH!"
i sprung up instantly pulling up my panties. "Did you hear?"
"Oh yeah i heard." Danny whispers handing me back my smoke, i put it between my lips walking into the woods. "Are you insane!"
I turn my head shaking it. "i am high."
"Ugh!" she groans grabbing my arm as we walk into the woods slowly. "What if its a wolf or a bear."
"There are no bears idiot, not here anyway- wait-" i put my hand in front of Danny stopping dead in my tracks.
"Am i just really high or did i saw someone?"
"Uh, yeah you are high." Danny mumbles dryly. "Lets get out of here, i don't wanna get chopped up."
"Ugh, fine." we both twirl around bumping into one large man. Wait i know him. "nurse guy."
"yes. Have you seen Erin?"
Both i and Danny shook our heads slowly. "No."
"I can't find him, i saw him last entering here."
I shrug. "Oh, let me help you find him."
"Like i asked are you insane!" Danny bellows.
No. Yes. Maybe. "Than go. i will be fine. I need to find him." She nods grabbing the glove from my hand walking away. "I saw a shadow."
"Miss are you high?"
I scoff shaking my head. "No. Just really low i guess." giving him a small smile.
"Lets go." i nod following him. a few minutes later nothing. Something caught my eye as i walk away from nurse guy. "Miss!" He yells but i need to find Erin so i just ignored him.
"There you are!" i hear someone say. i creep behind the tree seeing the same nurse guy with Erin. Oh thank god. "You want to get into trouble!" He yells pushing Erin to the ground.
"I am gonna leave that hell hole, you are not taking me back again. Over my dead body."
"You are pissing me off long enough Erin!" The nurse man grab him by the collar his strong hands surrounding his thin neck. I need to do something.
"He-!" Before i could scream a hand came around my mouth. "MM!" I Try to scream but i can''t. that someone turn me around seeing its Andy. Huh.
"Shh."
I nod. he slowly remove his hand from my mouth as i turn back around. "I will tell everyone that you have been smuggling drugs to me!" Erin yells. "Its your choice." So he was not clear? not clear of anything? So that three years in that hospital did not help at all?
"I need to you not to scream okay." Andy whispers softly in my ear his arms around my waist as his head in my neck.
i turn to the heated argument back to Erin and male nurse. "You son of a bit-" before male nurse could answer a huge rock connects his making my eyes grew wide and a gasp escaping my mouth. "Shh." Andy purrs. A single tear escape my eye as the man fell down on the ground. Erin breath heavily and with a laugh at the end.
"I need you to go back to the lake house, don't tell anyone what you saw, please."
My face expression was just one single 'what the fuck' "I...uh..."
"Go. i will tell you everything just go be save Don't let Erin see you."
I nod instantly running around the tree straight back to the lake house. what just happen? i can't think.... i cant breath..... i can't feel. i need vodka. I burst into the house seeing my best friend with a worried expression. "You okay?"
"Yeah, still a bit high." i chuckle grabbing the johnny Walker from Chris's hand putting the rim of the bottle between my lips gulping it till just taste air and hear laughter and chanting from my friends. i throw the bottle on the pool table seizing another from the table. "We gotta get high or not!"
Now i can officially say FUCK MY LIFE. all i need to have is a baby.