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My Teacher
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"I now pronounce you husband and wife you may kiss the bride." The man says, Andy leans in kissing me slowly as he whispers he loves me between my lips. A small smile spreads across my face but itt quickly vanishes.
"Andy....why are your eyes black?" i ask stepping two feet back. "Andy?"
"Shh..." he chuckles. "Now i am going to show you what i am made off, huge mistake marrying me little girl."
Tears begins to drip down my cheeks as i ran down the aisle. My white dress turning black like his eyes. "leave me alone!" i yell in tears. "Mom! dad!" i cry out out.
"No one is here." i stop in my tracks seeing him in front of me with a smile. "Only you and me forever."
"No!" i scream as the knife slice to my throat.
"As you fall under unconsciousness," he softly sings as i fell down a deep pit.
--
I sprung with a heavy breathe and a sharp pain between my rib cage. "Just a dream, just a goddamn dream, nothing else." i whisper to myself crashing back down eyeing the ceiling. Who's ceiling is this? I do not recognize this ceiling.
Than it hit me. The lake house. I saw someone get killed and i ignored it and just drank my sorrows away. I turn my head slowly seeing Danny next to me. Thank God i did not engage intercourse with a random person, i still have my dress on and my panties and well my dignity. I need to get home....
I pull myself up grabbing my keys from the drawer literally running out of the lake house straight to my car, screw this i press the pedal speeding down the road like my life depends on it. I can't breath..... what the hell is wrong with me. "Just calm down." i softly sing with a hitching tone. "Just calm down dear Sam."
Ten minutes went by as i climb out of the car, noticing my crown is still on my head and my make up is smudge. Oh dear i look like a painted whore.I shook it off marching into my parents house. "You sure look like crap." i twirl around seeing Andy with a small smile sitting in my father's seat with a glass in one hand and cigarette in another. "How was your night?"
My shoes fell from my hand in shock. "What are you doing here?"
He put the rim of the glass to his lips sipping on his hard liquor slowly. "You are scared." he mummers dryly.
"You think!" i bellow. "I saw one of my idols killed a Asian Male nurse in the woods with a rock." i state the obvious, i could not help it but the sarcasm just came along with it, keep flowing and flowing. "Fun night, i never thought i would end up in American Horror story!" i lower my voice with a small smile. "The teacher addition."
"You almost ruin a perfect plan Samantha."
I arch my brow confused. "Perfect plan? I want to know what happen Andrew you have been keeping stuff from me way to long."
He stood up slowly stalking towards me, "You got a low streak putting me on the list of people Erin could not see, mind explaining me why?"
"Well," is scoff. "You are crazy!"
he grip my arm tight staring me deep into my eyes. "Crazy for you."
"I am so scared of you Andy, i am literally breaking, every time we have a smooth start something pops up, if it is not Erin killing someone its your sister killing my un-" oh crap.
"What did you you just say?"
"Whaaaattttt?" my eyes grew wide as i step back. "I ain't say anything. i am gonna go," i point to the stair case. "Change my face- i mean clothes." i giggle running up to the stairs but not before he grip me tight throwing me on the sofa.
"Talk now." He command, "Do you want me to restrain you."
"No." i whisper. "Your sister was my uncle's Matt boyfriend. Did she kill him? Did you help Erin to kill that man?"
"No. i did not help Erin to kill him i just wanted to talk to him about you till we heard you and the male nurse coming towards her, there is more to that story but it is non of your concern."
"And Matt?"
"What about him?" he asks confused.
"Did Amy kill him for his money, that is why you are so rich?"
"I have no business with why Matt is dead. I am a rich man for other reasons not the reason you are accusing me off." he growls.
You are lying. "Okay." i am going to find more evidence and throw it in your face. You have something to do with Erin and with Matt, both have the same connection.
ME. But where do i go in this hole crap show?
Andy pulled off his bow tie cracking his neck. "I have not slept, i am tired and in need of me being in you, so do you want to argue about me killing everyone you know or let me make love to you?"
"I need pie." i whisper biting my lip. So yeah.... that is the best way to change the whole conversation.
" I will get you pie," he sighed heavily. "When i come you better be naked."
I nod. "yes sir." He walks out with a raging expression walking out the house.
"Oh thank god!" i groan crashing back on the sofa. "That was so damn close."
----
The sound of Iris by Goo Goo dolls blasted through my speakers as i just gaze at the window with tears in my eyes and my arms crossed. I can't do this anymore, i love him but at the same time i want to run away from him. He makes me feel so little yet he make me feel like i ran run the world. "Sam?" I turn around seeing Andy. he slowly walks to me holding out his hand to me.
i pace to him putting my hand in his as he pulls me into him, his hand on my back as my head his on his chest swaying my around. "I will never hurt you, i swear to God. You are my everything." he whispers caressing my backside.
"Don't make a promise you can't keep Andy." i reply looking up into his blue icy eyes.
His hand came up trailing down my cheek wiping the tear away. "I will promise i will try not to hurt you. What do you think of this song? it explains a lot don't you think... maybe we can open the dance floor with this song, our song." Why change the subject? You are hiding something but truth be told i don't want to know because i am afraid that will tear me down and i will run, and than never look back.
"I think it is an amazing song, i love it." i whisper with a small smile.
"I brought you some pie."
I nod as a thank you pulling my arms around his neck beginning to cry and cry and i could not stop it, i could not stop the water works, it just kept flowing like Niagara falls. " I have to go, we have the rest of our lives making love. I love you." he kisses the tip of my nose walking out.
"I love you to." i whisper hearing the front door shut. "i just want to know who you are."
----
It is here.... it is finally here. i am freaking out. "Sam i am so nervous." I look at my reflection seeing my sister coming towards me standing next to me as we just eye our reflections in our black and red graduation gowns and red caps.
"I know me to." i whisper grabbing her hand. "We are finally graduating, i never thought this day would come, but look at that it is here." I burst into laughter so did my sister. "You ready Simms?" I turn to Juliet.
"As i will ever be."
We walk downstairs seeing our parents with proud looks on their faces. "My girls." My father mummers grabbing his camera. "Smile for me." My arm twirl around my sisters waist as she do the same with me. "Cheese!"
"Cheese!"
After a butt load photos with my family my friends and their families we went to our usual hangout before the ceremony began. "Last one for the road?" Chris asks holding out four smokes in his hand. I nod instantly grabbing it from his hand.
"Gimme a marker would ya." Taylor grumbles. Kellin grab a marker from his jeans handing it to her, she pull out the small cap with her teeth walking to the wall. "Lets make new memories before the old disappears," She wrote her name and hand it to Kellin, he did the same passing it along to Oliver. Danny wrote her's same with Chris and i. "Okay Smile." She whispers as we stood in front of our names. the I phone flash went off making us all laugh.
"Its time." Kellin whispers eyeing his watch. "Its time guys."
I grab my best friends hand walking to the football field. "I love you Sam."
"I love you too Danny. Call me everyday okay we can hook up on weekends."
"Promise." I kiss her on the cheek as she went to her seat and i to mine.
I took my place next to my sister with a heavy sigh. the student body came on stage taking their places behind the podium. Gerard Way came on with a smile. i turn my head seeing Andy in a black suit with a grey tie, his hair gelled back. "Today is a very important day, today we are sending our kids into the real world, Carrie hill has raised and taught kids to trust, to love to learn-"
"To fuck their teachers." i whisper to myself making our line and the one in front of us burst from laughter.
I roll my eyes just gazing at our head master.
I did not know how long the ceremony last but when i heard my friends name i snap out of it. "Danny Danes!" he yells. Why is Andy handing us our certificates?
And hour later i my sister stood in line leaning on the bleachers from boredom...."Head cheerleader, Valid Victorian Juliet Simms!"
"Crap its you." i groan pushing my sister on stage, she grins walking slowly to Andy. She shook his hand as her group yells her name.
I finally did it. "Samantha Simms." Head up baby. I step up the stairs walking slowly to the head master. he shook my hand as i reach Andy.
"Congratulation Princess." He whispers shaking my head.
My group begin to scream harder and harder with words as 'fuck yeah!' and other stuff. I twirl around lifting up my devil horns. I am done with school oh my god.
I ran down the stairs into my best friends arms. "Hell yea!"
I am free... oh my god i am really free... well not completely.
As the ceremony went on i walk through the bleachers waiting till Kellin finishes. "Congratulations graduate."
I twirl around with a huge grin but i quickly vanishes. "Erin?"
----
"Uh, Erin hi!" How the hell do i play this, i saw my friend killing another human being, i mean what would you do? Oh i do not know run to India... again.
"Do i not get a hug." he laughs grabbing me tight around my neck. "I am so proud of you." Really?
I slightly push him back with a huge grin, "Oh, uh i thought the pass just let you went to prom not to graduation." I really should not threw up that statement, do i as well want to get his by a large brick stone thingy over my head? No! i do not want to get bury in the woods.
His face and body stiffens instantly. "I am out, seeing i have such a perfect record now."
"I...uh you know thought you like uh... liked the place." Why would you put an 'uh' in your sentence, you sound like your hiding something you idiot. Oh god help me... wait he wont help me because i keep using his fucking name during sex and fucking, i am sure enough going to burn in hell for that, mark my damn words.
"I did, but being in the world now, i mean come on." he laughs. "Pretty amazing don't you think?" Oh no not really...
"Erin?" Erin twirl around and the first time i can say i am glad to see Andrew Biersack, my savior saving me from the lunatic who killed the nice nurse man, i mean come freaking on why would someone kill a nurse!
"Mr. Biersack, good to see you again." Erin turn to me and wink. "later Simms."
"By...e." i stutter giving a half wave. Erin shook Andy's hand roughly with a smile on his face but 'i kill you' face on Andy's. He gave a nod and walked away leaving me with my hands on my knees praying to someone. Maybe Satin will help me through this one.
"Are you okay, did he hurt you?" Andy snaps marching up to me examining my body with his gazing eyes.
"i am okay he did not hurt me, he wont i think." I shrug biting the bottom of my lip. Will he? Hell who am i kidding why would Erin hurt me, i should be more afraid of this giraffe in front of me. "I wanted to ask you something."
"Sam." Pure warning in his tone.
"No." i shook my head. "Not about the killing of both the man and well- never mind. I wanted to ask you about how we gonna break the news to my folks. That you know me marrying my teacher." I just begin to burst from laughter, hearing it out loud oh my 'gosh' it sounded so funny. I pull my hand up to my mouth shaking the other.
"Sorry." i mummer between it.
"Nice to see our future is funny to you." yeah no it is actually damn funny Andy. Like a hell's angel riding a mo-pad funny . Crap that even made me laugh harder.
"Wait are you high?"
Crap..."No. I am sober." keep it cool i mean yeah i am but not really i just almost pissed my pants when i saw Erin and you know, you knowing i will get a spanking of a life time, or maybe another round in the playroom? Mm....
"Lying again are we?"
"No sir, i no lying, i mean i am not lying." keep it together you stupid teenager.
"Huh huh, the ceremony is at its end, we should go. Now."
"Okay." i walk pass him as he grips my waist pushing me to him as i feel his erection building up.
"I told you not to use drugs." Like you the one to talk, you make the damn things hypocrite. "You gonna get the spanking of your life when we get home. And about your parents? i will figure something out." He lets go of me harshly walking away.
My lips came out in a small pout as my eyes narrow. "Screw this, i am gonna get to the bottom of this come what fucking may."
*three hours later*
The seat swayed to and fro with my legs crossed and the cup of coffee in my hand, the old people meaning all our parents talking about stuff that not interest me in the house supposedly celebrating our victory, i don't get how the environment and my certificate match up.
"Mind if i join you?" I look up seeing Erin yet again, oh god....i mean gosh.
"Oh uh yeah sure." i slide to the left patting my hand on the right of the seat. "Wan't some coffee?" i ask handing him the cup.
He chuckles shaking his head to and fro. "Something is bothering you, i need to know what is bothering you Samantha, you seem scared of me, no not scared distant."
"I... well no. It is not you." It is actually you, you and Andy, Andy and my uncle, my uncle and Andy's sister... i am getting a headache.
"About what i told you of Andrew you know making-"
"Yes."
"Ah do not worry, if he pulls you in the life i will kill em."
"With a rock over the head." Oh why did i just say that.
His eyes instantly grew wide and so did mine.... oh no. "What?"
"I said nothing, hey i think i should tell my parents i am getting married."
"What!"
Both i and Erin turn our heads seeing my mother. Oh my god, how about killing two birds with one stone... ah.
KILL ME NOW.
"Andy....why are your eyes black?" i ask stepping two feet back. "Andy?"
"Shh..." he chuckles. "Now i am going to show you what i am made off, huge mistake marrying me little girl."
Tears begins to drip down my cheeks as i ran down the aisle. My white dress turning black like his eyes. "leave me alone!" i yell in tears. "Mom! dad!" i cry out out.
"No one is here." i stop in my tracks seeing him in front of me with a smile. "Only you and me forever."
"No!" i scream as the knife slice to my throat.
"As you fall under unconsciousness," he softly sings as i fell down a deep pit.
--
I sprung with a heavy breathe and a sharp pain between my rib cage. "Just a dream, just a goddamn dream, nothing else." i whisper to myself crashing back down eyeing the ceiling. Who's ceiling is this? I do not recognize this ceiling.
Than it hit me. The lake house. I saw someone get killed and i ignored it and just drank my sorrows away. I turn my head slowly seeing Danny next to me. Thank God i did not engage intercourse with a random person, i still have my dress on and my panties and well my dignity. I need to get home....
I pull myself up grabbing my keys from the drawer literally running out of the lake house straight to my car, screw this i press the pedal speeding down the road like my life depends on it. I can't breath..... what the hell is wrong with me. "Just calm down." i softly sing with a hitching tone. "Just calm down dear Sam."
Ten minutes went by as i climb out of the car, noticing my crown is still on my head and my make up is smudge. Oh dear i look like a painted whore.I shook it off marching into my parents house. "You sure look like crap." i twirl around seeing Andy with a small smile sitting in my father's seat with a glass in one hand and cigarette in another. "How was your night?"
My shoes fell from my hand in shock. "What are you doing here?"
He put the rim of the glass to his lips sipping on his hard liquor slowly. "You are scared." he mummers dryly.
"You think!" i bellow. "I saw one of my idols killed a Asian Male nurse in the woods with a rock." i state the obvious, i could not help it but the sarcasm just came along with it, keep flowing and flowing. "Fun night, i never thought i would end up in American Horror story!" i lower my voice with a small smile. "The teacher addition."
"You almost ruin a perfect plan Samantha."
I arch my brow confused. "Perfect plan? I want to know what happen Andrew you have been keeping stuff from me way to long."
He stood up slowly stalking towards me, "You got a low streak putting me on the list of people Erin could not see, mind explaining me why?"
"Well," is scoff. "You are crazy!"
he grip my arm tight staring me deep into my eyes. "Crazy for you."
"I am so scared of you Andy, i am literally breaking, every time we have a smooth start something pops up, if it is not Erin killing someone its your sister killing my un-" oh crap.
"What did you you just say?"
"Whaaaattttt?" my eyes grew wide as i step back. "I ain't say anything. i am gonna go," i point to the stair case. "Change my face- i mean clothes." i giggle running up to the stairs but not before he grip me tight throwing me on the sofa.
"Talk now." He command, "Do you want me to restrain you."
"No." i whisper. "Your sister was my uncle's Matt boyfriend. Did she kill him? Did you help Erin to kill that man?"
"No. i did not help Erin to kill him i just wanted to talk to him about you till we heard you and the male nurse coming towards her, there is more to that story but it is non of your concern."
"And Matt?"
"What about him?" he asks confused.
"Did Amy kill him for his money, that is why you are so rich?"
"I have no business with why Matt is dead. I am a rich man for other reasons not the reason you are accusing me off." he growls.
You are lying. "Okay." i am going to find more evidence and throw it in your face. You have something to do with Erin and with Matt, both have the same connection.
ME. But where do i go in this hole crap show?
Andy pulled off his bow tie cracking his neck. "I have not slept, i am tired and in need of me being in you, so do you want to argue about me killing everyone you know or let me make love to you?"
"I need pie." i whisper biting my lip. So yeah.... that is the best way to change the whole conversation.
" I will get you pie," he sighed heavily. "When i come you better be naked."
I nod. "yes sir." He walks out with a raging expression walking out the house.
"Oh thank god!" i groan crashing back on the sofa. "That was so damn close."
----
The sound of Iris by Goo Goo dolls blasted through my speakers as i just gaze at the window with tears in my eyes and my arms crossed. I can't do this anymore, i love him but at the same time i want to run away from him. He makes me feel so little yet he make me feel like i ran run the world. "Sam?" I turn around seeing Andy. he slowly walks to me holding out his hand to me.
i pace to him putting my hand in his as he pulls me into him, his hand on my back as my head his on his chest swaying my around. "I will never hurt you, i swear to God. You are my everything." he whispers caressing my backside.
"Don't make a promise you can't keep Andy." i reply looking up into his blue icy eyes.
His hand came up trailing down my cheek wiping the tear away. "I will promise i will try not to hurt you. What do you think of this song? it explains a lot don't you think... maybe we can open the dance floor with this song, our song." Why change the subject? You are hiding something but truth be told i don't want to know because i am afraid that will tear me down and i will run, and than never look back.
"I think it is an amazing song, i love it." i whisper with a small smile.
"I brought you some pie."
I nod as a thank you pulling my arms around his neck beginning to cry and cry and i could not stop it, i could not stop the water works, it just kept flowing like Niagara falls. " I have to go, we have the rest of our lives making love. I love you." he kisses the tip of my nose walking out.
"I love you to." i whisper hearing the front door shut. "i just want to know who you are."
----
It is here.... it is finally here. i am freaking out. "Sam i am so nervous." I look at my reflection seeing my sister coming towards me standing next to me as we just eye our reflections in our black and red graduation gowns and red caps.
"I know me to." i whisper grabbing her hand. "We are finally graduating, i never thought this day would come, but look at that it is here." I burst into laughter so did my sister. "You ready Simms?" I turn to Juliet.
"As i will ever be."
We walk downstairs seeing our parents with proud looks on their faces. "My girls." My father mummers grabbing his camera. "Smile for me." My arm twirl around my sisters waist as she do the same with me. "Cheese!"
"Cheese!"
After a butt load photos with my family my friends and their families we went to our usual hangout before the ceremony began. "Last one for the road?" Chris asks holding out four smokes in his hand. I nod instantly grabbing it from his hand.
"Gimme a marker would ya." Taylor grumbles. Kellin grab a marker from his jeans handing it to her, she pull out the small cap with her teeth walking to the wall. "Lets make new memories before the old disappears," She wrote her name and hand it to Kellin, he did the same passing it along to Oliver. Danny wrote her's same with Chris and i. "Okay Smile." She whispers as we stood in front of our names. the I phone flash went off making us all laugh.
"Its time." Kellin whispers eyeing his watch. "Its time guys."
I grab my best friends hand walking to the football field. "I love you Sam."
"I love you too Danny. Call me everyday okay we can hook up on weekends."
"Promise." I kiss her on the cheek as she went to her seat and i to mine.
I took my place next to my sister with a heavy sigh. the student body came on stage taking their places behind the podium. Gerard Way came on with a smile. i turn my head seeing Andy in a black suit with a grey tie, his hair gelled back. "Today is a very important day, today we are sending our kids into the real world, Carrie hill has raised and taught kids to trust, to love to learn-"
"To fuck their teachers." i whisper to myself making our line and the one in front of us burst from laughter.
I roll my eyes just gazing at our head master.
I did not know how long the ceremony last but when i heard my friends name i snap out of it. "Danny Danes!" he yells. Why is Andy handing us our certificates?
And hour later i my sister stood in line leaning on the bleachers from boredom...."Head cheerleader, Valid Victorian Juliet Simms!"
"Crap its you." i groan pushing my sister on stage, she grins walking slowly to Andy. She shook his hand as her group yells her name.
I finally did it. "Samantha Simms." Head up baby. I step up the stairs walking slowly to the head master. he shook my hand as i reach Andy.
"Congratulation Princess." He whispers shaking my head.
My group begin to scream harder and harder with words as 'fuck yeah!' and other stuff. I twirl around lifting up my devil horns. I am done with school oh my god.
I ran down the stairs into my best friends arms. "Hell yea!"
I am free... oh my god i am really free... well not completely.
As the ceremony went on i walk through the bleachers waiting till Kellin finishes. "Congratulations graduate."
I twirl around with a huge grin but i quickly vanishes. "Erin?"
----
"Uh, Erin hi!" How the hell do i play this, i saw my friend killing another human being, i mean what would you do? Oh i do not know run to India... again.
"Do i not get a hug." he laughs grabbing me tight around my neck. "I am so proud of you." Really?
I slightly push him back with a huge grin, "Oh, uh i thought the pass just let you went to prom not to graduation." I really should not threw up that statement, do i as well want to get his by a large brick stone thingy over my head? No! i do not want to get bury in the woods.
His face and body stiffens instantly. "I am out, seeing i have such a perfect record now."
"I...uh you know thought you like uh... liked the place." Why would you put an 'uh' in your sentence, you sound like your hiding something you idiot. Oh god help me... wait he wont help me because i keep using his fucking name during sex and fucking, i am sure enough going to burn in hell for that, mark my damn words.
"I did, but being in the world now, i mean come on." he laughs. "Pretty amazing don't you think?" Oh no not really...
"Erin?" Erin twirl around and the first time i can say i am glad to see Andrew Biersack, my savior saving me from the lunatic who killed the nice nurse man, i mean come freaking on why would someone kill a nurse!
"Mr. Biersack, good to see you again." Erin turn to me and wink. "later Simms."
"By...e." i stutter giving a half wave. Erin shook Andy's hand roughly with a smile on his face but 'i kill you' face on Andy's. He gave a nod and walked away leaving me with my hands on my knees praying to someone. Maybe Satin will help me through this one.
"Are you okay, did he hurt you?" Andy snaps marching up to me examining my body with his gazing eyes.
"i am okay he did not hurt me, he wont i think." I shrug biting the bottom of my lip. Will he? Hell who am i kidding why would Erin hurt me, i should be more afraid of this giraffe in front of me. "I wanted to ask you something."
"Sam." Pure warning in his tone.
"No." i shook my head. "Not about the killing of both the man and well- never mind. I wanted to ask you about how we gonna break the news to my folks. That you know me marrying my teacher." I just begin to burst from laughter, hearing it out loud oh my 'gosh' it sounded so funny. I pull my hand up to my mouth shaking the other.
"Sorry." i mummer between it.
"Nice to see our future is funny to you." yeah no it is actually damn funny Andy. Like a hell's angel riding a mo-pad funny . Crap that even made me laugh harder.
"Wait are you high?"
Crap..."No. I am sober." keep it cool i mean yeah i am but not really i just almost pissed my pants when i saw Erin and you know, you knowing i will get a spanking of a life time, or maybe another round in the playroom? Mm....
"Lying again are we?"
"No sir, i no lying, i mean i am not lying." keep it together you stupid teenager.
"Huh huh, the ceremony is at its end, we should go. Now."
"Okay." i walk pass him as he grips my waist pushing me to him as i feel his erection building up.
"I told you not to use drugs." Like you the one to talk, you make the damn things hypocrite. "You gonna get the spanking of your life when we get home. And about your parents? i will figure something out." He lets go of me harshly walking away.
My lips came out in a small pout as my eyes narrow. "Screw this, i am gonna get to the bottom of this come what fucking may."
*three hours later*
The seat swayed to and fro with my legs crossed and the cup of coffee in my hand, the old people meaning all our parents talking about stuff that not interest me in the house supposedly celebrating our victory, i don't get how the environment and my certificate match up.
"Mind if i join you?" I look up seeing Erin yet again, oh god....i mean gosh.
"Oh uh yeah sure." i slide to the left patting my hand on the right of the seat. "Wan't some coffee?" i ask handing him the cup.
He chuckles shaking his head to and fro. "Something is bothering you, i need to know what is bothering you Samantha, you seem scared of me, no not scared distant."
"I... well no. It is not you." It is actually you, you and Andy, Andy and my uncle, my uncle and Andy's sister... i am getting a headache.
"About what i told you of Andrew you know making-"
"Yes."
"Ah do not worry, if he pulls you in the life i will kill em."
"With a rock over the head." Oh why did i just say that.
His eyes instantly grew wide and so did mine.... oh no. "What?"
"I said nothing, hey i think i should tell my parents i am getting married."
"What!"
Both i and Erin turn our heads seeing my mother. Oh my god, how about killing two birds with one stone... ah.
KILL ME NOW.