When Past Comes Present

I drove home alone that time. I got out of my car once i got home and seen Jimmy sitting
outside in his back yard by his self. I couldnt help but walk over there to him. "Jimmy, are you
okay please just tell me I dont like seeing you this way" I said standing to off to the side of him
rubbing my neck. "Why was you avoiding me today Demon" he said looking straight ahead of him.
"I dont know. I just. I have no clue James." I said looking down at my feet and let out a loud sigh.
He didnt say anything to me just sit there. "I'll just go then" I said as i stepped back and turned around
walking back to my house.

The rest of the week went by like a blur and Jimmy still hadnt talked to me. It was getting to me.
Only one that even really talked to me was Brian. But that wasnt enough for me. I wanted Jimmy to talk to
me again. It was friday and I was on my way to the car going home when jimmy and brian stopped me to get a ride.
Jimmy sit the passenger seat while Brian was in the back. I kept glancing over at him every few minutes. Thats when
I really took in his looks. He had crazy spiked blonde hair. His lips were so thin looking but yet very plush at the same
time. They looked so kissable. I licked my lip absent mindly still looking at them when i heard a horn honking and looked
back at the road and seen the green light i quickly gathered my thoughts and turned on the road to my house. A couple
moments later i was parked in my drive way and jimmy was already out walking to his house. I looked in the seat he was
just sitting in and seen his cigarette pack. I grabbed them and got out of the car "Jimmy! You forgot your cigs" I yelled out
to him and ran over to him seeing him stop walking and wait for me to get beside him. "thanks" he said as he took them out
of my hand and walked away leaving me standing there with a shocked look on my face.

Later that night i was laying in my bed it was 3 in the morning and i kept hearing something tapping my window.
I got out of bed and put on my pajama bottoms and walked over to the window and lifted it up "fuck Demon was you
in a coma or something" I stopped what i was doing and stood there and looked back at him. "J..Jimmy W..what are you doing?"
I said stumbling over my words. "move so i can get inside its raining out here" he said pushing me back and climbing in my window.
"Just tell me why your here" I yelled crossing my arms over my chest trying to stay strong and plus i wasnt wearing a bra.
"I came to see you silly" he said smiling like nothing ever happened. "You drunk James" I whispered so that i wouldnt wake anyone.
I had already yelled and was shocked they didnt come barging through my bedroom door. "I miss you. And Maybe just slightly" He
said as he took off his pants and threw them to the side of my room. "James!!! What the fuck are you doing?" I said in a whisper
like yell to him "My clothes are wet. Do you got something i could put on so i dont get your bed wet?" He said stumbling. I quickly
quickly grabbed him and moved him against the wall "Give me a sec just stay still right here damnit" as i rolled my eyes at him.
"Yes Ma"am" he said smiling and giving me a salute.

After finding Jimmy something to wear which ended up being my basketball shorts that was black with red stripes down the side basketball shorts and sleeveless metalica shirt. We was laying in my bed quietly staring at the ceiling waiting for the other one to start a conversation. "Well are we going to talk or just lay here" Jimmy said proping himself up on his elbow and looked down at me. "I dont know. I guess talk" I replied turning over on my stomach and laying my arms
under my head. I was a nervous wreck. What happened next shocked me. Jimmy had scooted over in the bed and laid his head on my back and wrapped a leg over mine and had put one arm cross my lower back. I felt my body get chills at the closeness of him and the feel of him on my body. Next thing i knew i could feel his breath on my neck and heard him whispering in my ear.
"Will you tell me why you avoided me" he then slide his hand up my side rubbing it lightly. I closed my eyes tightly and let out a slow deep breath "Because I felt weird around you" i side hiding my face in my arms not wanting to show my embarrassment. He got quiet and stopped rubbing my side and i peeked up at him and seen him looking down at me with his eyebrows furrowed in a tight line
"How did you feel weird? Do you still feel weird around me" he said sounding confused. "I dont know its hard to explain and no i dont feel like that right now" i whispered to him moving closer to him.

We stayed like that for a moment just staring at each other. He licked his lips and slowly leaned down and pressed his lips to mine.
I opened my mouth as a gasped came out and he must of took it for a invite as he slid his tongue into my mouth. I went to put my hands on his chest to push him away but when i felt his body under my hands i just kissed him back and gripped my shirt he was wearing tightly so he couldnt pull away.
His lips was so soft like velvet moving against my lips. I wanted more. I needed more. I let out a low moan as I tried to pull him down on me more.
He parted out lips and looked at me for a second his eyes were bright blue. Ive never seen them so bright. I leaned up and turned my head sideways and kissed his neck lightly. He went stiff and stayed there quietly while i continued kissing on his neck. He eventually relaxed and slid his hand down to my hip
and gripped it tightly as he pushed his body against mine. I let out a loud gasp feeling his hard length press against my thigh. Pulling my head away from him i quickly moved out from underneath him and pulled my knees up to my chest and hid my face there trying to hide my embarrassement from him. "Demon whats wrong" he whispered to me as he grabbed my wrist. I was so embarrassed i had tears in my eyes. I just sit there hiding my face.

He let me sit there for a moment before he finally sit up on his knees infront of me and lifted my head up and looked at me.
"why are you crying? What did i do? I'm sorry" He said panicking "No james you didnt do anything" I said wipping my eyes. He just sit there
looking at me confused then his eyes went wide as he realized something he pulled me to him and wrapped his arms around me and dipped his head down
so his lips were at my ear "Your a virgin arent you?" I tried to pull away from him but his grip was to tight. I was sure he was going to mock me over it.
So i sighed defeatingly and just nodded my head. "he moved away from me and laid down in the bed and pulled me to him. I couldnt help but look down at his crotch after laying my head on his chest. There was no evidence of the hard on he had moments ago. Moving my gaze to somewhere else hoping it went un-noticed but then i heard him laugh as he ran his fingers through my hair "Curious?" was all he said as he tangled his fingers tightly in my hair and pulling
my head up looking at him. He had a look on his face that i never seen before and his breathing was heavy. "N..no" was i all i got out before i laid my head back on his chest and bite my lip.

Nothing else was said or done after that. I looked at the clock on my bed side table seeing it was 7am. I raised up went to tell Jimmy he had to leave. He had his eyes closed and his breathing had slowed down "Jimmy" i said shaking him all i got out of him was a snore and a little drool. I shrugged my shoulders and got up locked my bedroom door and turned off the light and climbed back into bed and cuddled up to him
before soon falling asleep myself.