These Nightmares
Dreams only last for a night
Dan's POV
I slept with Phil for the night, while lying awake I look over to my best friend, he looks so cute in his sleep.
What was I saying? He'd never love me, I mean come on he says we are best buds, I bet he doesn't even think of us as anything more, like I do.
Who am I kidding? I'm a mess and Phil…well he's Phil, with his beautiful blue eyes and his raven blank hair and his amazing smile, how could someone so perfect ever love someone so messed up like me?
I've wanted to be with Phil for years now, honestly he's all I ever wanted, I'd love nothing more then to be his forever. I yearn for the touch of his lips and the warmth of his touch.
The truth is all these nightmares I've been having is about him not loving me after I tell him my feelings. I wake up cried almost every night, I walk back in forth in my room trying to calm down. I hate the feeling of rejection but the funny thing is, it's not even happened and it's the dreams that are stopping me.
>>>>>>>>> Morning >>>>>>>>
Dan's POV
"DAN!!!" I heard Phil's voice waking me up from my slumber.
"Whattughhhhhh!!" I said grumpily as I try to wake up.
"WAKE UP, WAKE UP!! ITS TIME FOR THE BRITISH BAKE OFF!!!" Phil yelled in excitement.
"WHAT!!" I jumped up. "ITS ALREADY 2'O CLOCK ARE YOU KIDDING????" I yelled and basically ran to the couch.
"WAIT FOR ME!" Phil yelled down the hall.
He is so adorable today, I waited for him as he came running in like the silly boy he is, with a goofy grin on his face, I loved his smile. He's so adorable.
"Okay Okay, put it on, put it on!" He begged.
"Alright alright weirdo" I replied as I turned on our show.
I couldn't help but watch Phil, he looked so beautiful, he looked so interested in the show, to be honestly, I was more entertained by him then the show, I loved watching him watch it he looked like a kid on Christmas.
I turned my attention back to our show, I couldn't stare for long or he'd probably get creeped out and call me a freak for staring at him, but I can't help it he's so gorgeous.
When the show ended, as usual Phil wants to get silly and cook some crazy breakfast but he's no cook so he just made pancakes and coffee.
I loved Phil's cooking even though he wasn't much of a cook, I still love that he tries.
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Phil's POV
I wonder why Dan's been acting so strange lately, honestly I don't mind sharing a bed with the adorable boy. I just wish I knew what troubled him, he never tells me.
"Dan you want some tea?" I said, yes in the kitchen again I know.
"Yeah, sure." He replied.
I fixed us tea, his I made just perfect, with 3 sugars and a hint of honey.
I'm trying this new thing where I put honey in tea, I read that it helps the nerves.
"Thanks." He replied, as I handed him his favorite hello kitty cup.
"Welcome." I said with a smile.
"Wow! Phil is amazing! What's in is?"
Dan said in amusement.
"Oh just 3 sugars and a hint of honey, nothing really." I replied with a silly grin on my face.
"Phil this a amazing omg!" He said with a big smile.
I was so happy that Dan liked my tea, I really hoped he would, it sounds stupid but I'm proud of myself for making him happy.
Dan makes me so happy, so I thought I'd just return the favor.
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Dan's POV
See what I mean when I say Phil is perfect. He made this amazing tea, he even put in it my favorite hello kitty mug. Phil is just so amazing, how could I not love him.
Oh how I wish I could just kiss him and tell him he's perfect. I know it's a horrible idea, because he'd push me away and called me a freak. Oh well, maybe it'll happen in my dreams. Dreams only last for a night, but I still stay awake.
>>>>>>>>Night>>>>>>>>>
Dan's POV
I had a nice calm dream but it was ruined but another nightmare, this time I didn't call for Phil, he just came walking in.
"Phil? Is that you?" I asked. He did reply, my fairy lights helped me see it was him, I felt relieved. I noticed that he was sleep walking again, he fell on top of me, yet still asleep.
"Dannnn, love meeee, give me a kiss." He said still asleep.
What OMG was he having a dream about us. Does that mean he likes me.
Next thing I know, Phil's lips are pressed against mine. At first I sit in shock, but then I melted into the kiss. His lips were just like I imagined, warm and soft, a perfect fit to mine.
We kissed for at least 5 minutes, we both stopped kissing. I opened my eyes to see Phil wide awake with fear filled eyes, he ran out the room before I could say I word.
Oh no, what just happened? I sat in confusion and fear. I can't just pretend that didn't happen, but it will have to wait till morning.
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A/N: hey guys! I'm so sorry I haven't updated I've just haven't had any ideas but I have now. I don't mind I have nothing better to do. Anyways I hope you enjoyed I'm going to try to get back to posting more love you guys. TTFN
I slept with Phil for the night, while lying awake I look over to my best friend, he looks so cute in his sleep.
What was I saying? He'd never love me, I mean come on he says we are best buds, I bet he doesn't even think of us as anything more, like I do.
Who am I kidding? I'm a mess and Phil…well he's Phil, with his beautiful blue eyes and his raven blank hair and his amazing smile, how could someone so perfect ever love someone so messed up like me?
I've wanted to be with Phil for years now, honestly he's all I ever wanted, I'd love nothing more then to be his forever. I yearn for the touch of his lips and the warmth of his touch.
The truth is all these nightmares I've been having is about him not loving me after I tell him my feelings. I wake up cried almost every night, I walk back in forth in my room trying to calm down. I hate the feeling of rejection but the funny thing is, it's not even happened and it's the dreams that are stopping me.
>>>>>>>>> Morning >>>>>>>>
Dan's POV
"DAN!!!" I heard Phil's voice waking me up from my slumber.
"Whattughhhhhh!!" I said grumpily as I try to wake up.
"WAKE UP, WAKE UP!! ITS TIME FOR THE BRITISH BAKE OFF!!!" Phil yelled in excitement.
"WHAT!!" I jumped up. "ITS ALREADY 2'O CLOCK ARE YOU KIDDING????" I yelled and basically ran to the couch.
"WAIT FOR ME!" Phil yelled down the hall.
He is so adorable today, I waited for him as he came running in like the silly boy he is, with a goofy grin on his face, I loved his smile. He's so adorable.
"Okay Okay, put it on, put it on!" He begged.
"Alright alright weirdo" I replied as I turned on our show.
I couldn't help but watch Phil, he looked so beautiful, he looked so interested in the show, to be honestly, I was more entertained by him then the show, I loved watching him watch it he looked like a kid on Christmas.
I turned my attention back to our show, I couldn't stare for long or he'd probably get creeped out and call me a freak for staring at him, but I can't help it he's so gorgeous.
When the show ended, as usual Phil wants to get silly and cook some crazy breakfast but he's no cook so he just made pancakes and coffee.
I loved Phil's cooking even though he wasn't much of a cook, I still love that he tries.
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Phil's POV
I wonder why Dan's been acting so strange lately, honestly I don't mind sharing a bed with the adorable boy. I just wish I knew what troubled him, he never tells me.
"Dan you want some tea?" I said, yes in the kitchen again I know.
"Yeah, sure." He replied.
I fixed us tea, his I made just perfect, with 3 sugars and a hint of honey.
I'm trying this new thing where I put honey in tea, I read that it helps the nerves.
"Thanks." He replied, as I handed him his favorite hello kitty cup.
"Welcome." I said with a smile.
"Wow! Phil is amazing! What's in is?"
Dan said in amusement.
"Oh just 3 sugars and a hint of honey, nothing really." I replied with a silly grin on my face.
"Phil this a amazing omg!" He said with a big smile.
I was so happy that Dan liked my tea, I really hoped he would, it sounds stupid but I'm proud of myself for making him happy.
Dan makes me so happy, so I thought I'd just return the favor.
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Dan's POV
See what I mean when I say Phil is perfect. He made this amazing tea, he even put in it my favorite hello kitty mug. Phil is just so amazing, how could I not love him.
Oh how I wish I could just kiss him and tell him he's perfect. I know it's a horrible idea, because he'd push me away and called me a freak. Oh well, maybe it'll happen in my dreams. Dreams only last for a night, but I still stay awake.
>>>>>>>>Night>>>>>>>>>
Dan's POV
I had a nice calm dream but it was ruined but another nightmare, this time I didn't call for Phil, he just came walking in.
"Phil? Is that you?" I asked. He did reply, my fairy lights helped me see it was him, I felt relieved. I noticed that he was sleep walking again, he fell on top of me, yet still asleep.
"Dannnn, love meeee, give me a kiss." He said still asleep.
What OMG was he having a dream about us. Does that mean he likes me.
Next thing I know, Phil's lips are pressed against mine. At first I sit in shock, but then I melted into the kiss. His lips were just like I imagined, warm and soft, a perfect fit to mine.
We kissed for at least 5 minutes, we both stopped kissing. I opened my eyes to see Phil wide awake with fear filled eyes, he ran out the room before I could say I word.
Oh no, what just happened? I sat in confusion and fear. I can't just pretend that didn't happen, but it will have to wait till morning.
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A/N: hey guys! I'm so sorry I haven't updated I've just haven't had any ideas but I have now. I don't mind I have nothing better to do. Anyways I hope you enjoyed I'm going to try to get back to posting more love you guys. TTFN