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Wait, You're Serious?
Can't Wait
It’s only a few days now and I am so scared and nervous. What I fit doesn’t go well? What if no one believes me? What if I loose all my friends? What if they all say I’m just confused?
Ok, you’re probably a little confused. I’m bisexual, but I’m not out to my school yet. I’ve know I was bi since I was in eighth grade and I’m in eleventh now. It’s not that my school isn’t accepting, but I just wasn’t ready before now. I’m going to come out to the whole school in about five days.
The only problem with this plan is that my crush, and friend, Jack will know. He’s thought I was straight since we were kids, and I doubt that he’s ever even thought I’d look at a guy. I’m so worried I’ll loose him even though he is gay himself. Oh god, if he ever found out I have a crush on him I think I’ll just die of embarrassment. But what if he has the same feelings for me? I’ll never ever ask him so it doesn’t even matter at all.
Oh just imagine if Jack actually wanted to date me. Wow, that’d be the dream wouldn’t it. I think we’d just make the cutest couple ever; I mean we’re both tall and we’re best friends.
Anyway, back to the topic, coming out. I think what I’ll do is send out a school wide email with Hayley’s email saying ‘Alex is bi tell all your friends.’ Maybe I’ll just make a fake email so that Hayley doesn’t get blamed or anything. I don’t know, but I will be doing that on a Saturday and then everyone will know by the time the weekend is over. Actually now that I think about it, I think I will send a school wide email excluding my close friends and then I’ll send them each individual emails. Or maybe I’ll just do that for Jack…I don’t know…I have five days top figure this out.
No matter how I do the email thing, I do know what it will say. “Alex Gaskarth is bisexual, tell all of your friends.” After I send the email I’ll delete that email account that way no one can trace it to me or email me back. I think if I send it on Saturday, then I’ll be ready for all the questions on Monday. I’m assuming close friends will say something to me before Monday, especially considering they have my phone number to actually contact me.
I think there will be a lot of people who won’t believe it and ask me about it in school. I hope no one pulls the ‘you’re not bi you’re just confused’ card because if they do I swear to god I will fight them then and there. I’m not confused, I like guys and girls. Maybe I do have a preference for guys, like Jack, but I do like girls. Hell the first few crushes I had were all girls.
I mean my first girlfriend is now my best friend and is helping me come out to the entire school. I think that it’s hilarious that the first girl I dated is helping me tell everyone that I want to date guys AND girls.
Ok, you’re probably a little confused. I’m bisexual, but I’m not out to my school yet. I’ve know I was bi since I was in eighth grade and I’m in eleventh now. It’s not that my school isn’t accepting, but I just wasn’t ready before now. I’m going to come out to the whole school in about five days.
The only problem with this plan is that my crush, and friend, Jack will know. He’s thought I was straight since we were kids, and I doubt that he’s ever even thought I’d look at a guy. I’m so worried I’ll loose him even though he is gay himself. Oh god, if he ever found out I have a crush on him I think I’ll just die of embarrassment. But what if he has the same feelings for me? I’ll never ever ask him so it doesn’t even matter at all.
Oh just imagine if Jack actually wanted to date me. Wow, that’d be the dream wouldn’t it. I think we’d just make the cutest couple ever; I mean we’re both tall and we’re best friends.
Anyway, back to the topic, coming out. I think what I’ll do is send out a school wide email with Hayley’s email saying ‘Alex is bi tell all your friends.’ Maybe I’ll just make a fake email so that Hayley doesn’t get blamed or anything. I don’t know, but I will be doing that on a Saturday and then everyone will know by the time the weekend is over. Actually now that I think about it, I think I will send a school wide email excluding my close friends and then I’ll send them each individual emails. Or maybe I’ll just do that for Jack…I don’t know…I have five days top figure this out.
No matter how I do the email thing, I do know what it will say. “Alex Gaskarth is bisexual, tell all of your friends.” After I send the email I’ll delete that email account that way no one can trace it to me or email me back. I think if I send it on Saturday, then I’ll be ready for all the questions on Monday. I’m assuming close friends will say something to me before Monday, especially considering they have my phone number to actually contact me.
I think there will be a lot of people who won’t believe it and ask me about it in school. I hope no one pulls the ‘you’re not bi you’re just confused’ card because if they do I swear to god I will fight them then and there. I’m not confused, I like guys and girls. Maybe I do have a preference for guys, like Jack, but I do like girls. Hell the first few crushes I had were all girls.
I mean my first girlfriend is now my best friend and is helping me come out to the entire school. I think that it’s hilarious that the first girl I dated is helping me tell everyone that I want to date guys AND girls.
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