I Have the Only Key to Your Heart

I'm sitting down on the ground as the 250 class is going. Lindsay came and sit down next to me.

"I got a question for you," She said.
"What is it?" I ask.
"How did you know you were pregnant?"
"My doctor told me,” I said.
"That's all?"
"Yeah why?"
"I think I could be pregnant."
"Take a test then."

She looks at me.

"You seem more excited with Jade and Whitney," Lindsay said.
"That's when there was a baby. There might not be a baby. I be more happy when it's I am pregnant," I said.
"Right."
"Why do you think you’re pregnant?"
"I'm late and I gain a little more weight."
"How much are you late?"
"A few days."
"Are you sure you’re late and not just off on your days?"

She looks at me and raise her eye brows at me.

"I have forgetting what day I start at times," I said.
"Weight gain."
"Bloating, gaining more muscle, put on weight."

She looks at me.

"Those shouldn't be your sign that’s all," I said.
"I guess you right I might not be," she said
"Just take a test if you think you are."

She nods her head and start following the race and leave with Ryan. I sit down and watch the race with Mike. Mike looks at me when the second motos are done.

"If Aunt Lindsay is pregnant will Uncle Ryan still hang out with me?" He asks.
"Yeah it might be cut back and it might be with his kid but he will still see you," I said.
"Ok good."

I nod my head and kiss his forehead.

"Let's go get back and see daddy," I said.
"Ok."

We go to the Rig. I go and get a water bottle. Ken warp his arms around me. I smile at him and push his hair off his hand.

"Good job today," I told smiling at him.
"Thanks."

He looks at me. I kiss his lips and smiles at him.

"You ok?" He asks.
"I want a second kid soon after we get married," I said.
"How soon?"
"I want to try December to February," I said.
"Nine months from December is August?"
"Fall, I think is the best time for the birth."
"I agree so we go with those months and on February we stop trying?"
"Yes."
"Got it. What brought this on?"
"Lindsay says she's pregnant. I don’t' know if she is or not but It got me thinking about when people get pregnant at the end of the season always seem like it's a bad time."
"Would you be upset that I can't be there for you at the start."

I take Ken to the window and point to Mike.

"I'm not scared. It's my second Kid. Take that back there is fear about giving birth because I remember that pain and it was the second worst feeling that I ever experience."
"Every pregnancy is different."
"Yeah that's what they say."

He kisses my head and go outside. I grab the water bottle for Mike and hand it to him as he hands things to Kelly as he takes the bike apart.