Eisoptrophobia

You could only sob into your hands, wondering how it all came to this.

Wondering why those drunken acquaintances of yours are so fucking cruel.
Wondering why you decided to come to this damned party in the first place.

Wondering why you uttered anything about the maddening Eisoptrophobia that haunted you for years.

Wondering why you always saw the girl every time you so much as glance at a mirror.