Never Say Never
Emotions
***WARNING GRAPHIC CONTENT***
“Hailey are you sure?” I was a little taken back by his question.
“Do you think I’d ever say something like that if I didn’t mean it??” I tried to pull away from him but he quickly grabbed me by the waist and pulled me into him.
“I don’t know where you think you’re going but I’m not letting you get away from me this time.” Before I had time to say anything else, he leaned in and pressed his lips softly against mine. It was such a surreal moment, everything faded away except for the feeling of his lips against mine.
“I know you think that all I do is focus on is getting every woman possible to fall in love with me. But that was never my intention. All I was trying to do was avoid the frustration I was feeling over what I felt towards you. But never did I think you’d be standing here in front of me telling me that you feel the same exact way that I feel about you,” he whispered half out of breath after pulling away from me.
I literally felt my heart stop in the moment those words came out of his mouth.
“Are you saying that—,”
“Yes, Hailey. I-I fell in love with you a long time ago.”
Holy fuck. Did he really just say that?
“I know I probably look like a bitch because it took you telling me how you felt about me to admit that to you. But you know how I am and how I feel about the lifestyle that we live….”
“It’s okay, I understand. I’m just tired of holding back on the way I’ve felt and with everything I’m going through…I’m just glad I told you before my time here is up…”
“Hailey, sweetheart. Do you think I’m gonna let that bastard Crowley take the one person that managed to steal my heart? No. I don’t know how many times I’ve told you but I’m not going to let anyone hurt you or take you away from me.”
I didn’t know how to respond back to his words other than to pull him back into me for a kiss.
“Fuck,” he whispered under his breath.
“Me….” I whispered back, with a giggle.
“You don’t have to tell me twice. But before that happens—,”
“I know, it’s not like the other women who were lucky enough to have you before me,” I cut his sentence off as I forced him out of his shirt.
Fuck, he was so attractive.
“They weren’t lucky. I was just dumb enough to use them to distract myself from you. But that behavior is done. I’m yours and only yours,” he responded back as he slipped his hands under my shirt and gently squeezed my boobs, causing me to moan into his neck.
After a few swift movements, he managed to completely undress me and I couldn’t help but feel embarrassed with my body.
“Hey, what’s wrong?” He asked, with his expression changing suddenly.
“I just don’t feel like I have enough to offer to you with the way my body looks….”
“Don’t you dare say that. You are so fucking beautiful, I never let myself spend too much time alone with you for a reason. Not that I’m a shallow guy or am trying to sound offensive but because sometimes being blunt is the only way to get through to you, I’ll put it to you this way. You have curves in ALL the right places which makes it so hard to be around you for long periods of time. You are drop dead gorgeous and looking at you right now has made me realize how fucking blind I’ve been. Your body is flawless and you have no reason to be ashamed. Are we clear?” He said sternly as he pulled me into him tightly.
It wasn’t until that moment that I was against him that I realized how hard his erection was. Without thinking twice, I got down onto my knees and pulled down his boxers. I gripped him firmly in my hands before wrapping my lips around his cock.
“Fuck, that feels so good.” He moaned as he grabbed my hair gently.
“You taste so good,” I replied with an evil grin as I continued to savor him in my mouth.
After a few minutes, he pulled me up without warning and bent me over the end of the bed. Before I had time to catch my breath, he shoved himself into me, causing me to moan louder than I wanted to.
“God you’re so tight and wet, Hailey,” he groaned into my hear as he began to thrust himself hard into me.
“I’m so wet because I’ve wanted you so bad for so long,” I managed to reply in between moans.
“Well from this point on I better be the only person to get you wet like this. You are mine and only mine.” With that statement he pulled himself out of me and flipped me onto my back. Without warning, he pushed his face between my thighs and began using his tongue in ways I never imaged that he could against my sweet spot. I quickly realized that what he did to me at the gas station was a mere preview for what he could really do.
Within a matter of seconds, my body began convulsing as he pushed me into the most intense orgasm that I’ve ever had.
“Oh fuckkkk yesss baby yessss,” I moaned while gripping onto the sheets tightly. Without me having to tell him, he climbed on top of me and thrust himself into me without allowing my body to recover from my orgasm.
“My god, I’ve never experienced anything as tight as you. Fuuuck.”
After a few more thrusts, he pulled out before spewing all over my stomach. Instinctively, I swiped up the warm cum and licked it lustfully off of my fingers.
“Fuck,” he said out of breath as he collapsed on the bed next to me.
“Yeah, you are amazing,” I replied as I snuggled up against his warm torso.
“So are you. But what made it so special is all the feelings and emotions that I felt with what we just did. Hailey, I hope you know that was nothing like anything I’ve ever experienced before,” he said softly as he ran his fingers softly along my face.
“I know… I felt the same. But Dean, can I be honest with you about something?”
“Of course, you know you can tell me anything….”
“I’m scared with how much more my feelings have intensified for you. I really tried so hard to keep this to myself.”
“Baby…look at me…” his eyes locked onto mine for what seemed like the hundredth time.
“I have never felt this way about anyone before. I’m scared too. But I don’t want anyone else to have you but me and I’m tired of holding back. I know I’m not perfect, but hurting you is the last thing I’d ever do.” I couldn’t help but smile up at his gorgeous face.
Without being able to hold back, I leaned into him and pressed my lips against his. He wasted no time in springing back up and climbing on top of me while I continued to kiss him.
“You’re not going to be able to walk tomorrow. I hope you know that,” he whispered seductively into my ear.
Fuck.
“Hailey are you sure?” I was a little taken back by his question.
“Do you think I’d ever say something like that if I didn’t mean it??” I tried to pull away from him but he quickly grabbed me by the waist and pulled me into him.
“I don’t know where you think you’re going but I’m not letting you get away from me this time.” Before I had time to say anything else, he leaned in and pressed his lips softly against mine. It was such a surreal moment, everything faded away except for the feeling of his lips against mine.
“I know you think that all I do is focus on is getting every woman possible to fall in love with me. But that was never my intention. All I was trying to do was avoid the frustration I was feeling over what I felt towards you. But never did I think you’d be standing here in front of me telling me that you feel the same exact way that I feel about you,” he whispered half out of breath after pulling away from me.
I literally felt my heart stop in the moment those words came out of his mouth.
“Are you saying that—,”
“Yes, Hailey. I-I fell in love with you a long time ago.”
Holy fuck. Did he really just say that?
“I know I probably look like a bitch because it took you telling me how you felt about me to admit that to you. But you know how I am and how I feel about the lifestyle that we live….”
“It’s okay, I understand. I’m just tired of holding back on the way I’ve felt and with everything I’m going through…I’m just glad I told you before my time here is up…”
“Hailey, sweetheart. Do you think I’m gonna let that bastard Crowley take the one person that managed to steal my heart? No. I don’t know how many times I’ve told you but I’m not going to let anyone hurt you or take you away from me.”
I didn’t know how to respond back to his words other than to pull him back into me for a kiss.
“Fuck,” he whispered under his breath.
“Me….” I whispered back, with a giggle.
“You don’t have to tell me twice. But before that happens—,”
“I know, it’s not like the other women who were lucky enough to have you before me,” I cut his sentence off as I forced him out of his shirt.
Fuck, he was so attractive.
“They weren’t lucky. I was just dumb enough to use them to distract myself from you. But that behavior is done. I’m yours and only yours,” he responded back as he slipped his hands under my shirt and gently squeezed my boobs, causing me to moan into his neck.
After a few swift movements, he managed to completely undress me and I couldn’t help but feel embarrassed with my body.
“Hey, what’s wrong?” He asked, with his expression changing suddenly.
“I just don’t feel like I have enough to offer to you with the way my body looks….”
“Don’t you dare say that. You are so fucking beautiful, I never let myself spend too much time alone with you for a reason. Not that I’m a shallow guy or am trying to sound offensive but because sometimes being blunt is the only way to get through to you, I’ll put it to you this way. You have curves in ALL the right places which makes it so hard to be around you for long periods of time. You are drop dead gorgeous and looking at you right now has made me realize how fucking blind I’ve been. Your body is flawless and you have no reason to be ashamed. Are we clear?” He said sternly as he pulled me into him tightly.
It wasn’t until that moment that I was against him that I realized how hard his erection was. Without thinking twice, I got down onto my knees and pulled down his boxers. I gripped him firmly in my hands before wrapping my lips around his cock.
“Fuck, that feels so good.” He moaned as he grabbed my hair gently.
“You taste so good,” I replied with an evil grin as I continued to savor him in my mouth.
After a few minutes, he pulled me up without warning and bent me over the end of the bed. Before I had time to catch my breath, he shoved himself into me, causing me to moan louder than I wanted to.
“God you’re so tight and wet, Hailey,” he groaned into my hear as he began to thrust himself hard into me.
“I’m so wet because I’ve wanted you so bad for so long,” I managed to reply in between moans.
“Well from this point on I better be the only person to get you wet like this. You are mine and only mine.” With that statement he pulled himself out of me and flipped me onto my back. Without warning, he pushed his face between my thighs and began using his tongue in ways I never imaged that he could against my sweet spot. I quickly realized that what he did to me at the gas station was a mere preview for what he could really do.
Within a matter of seconds, my body began convulsing as he pushed me into the most intense orgasm that I’ve ever had.
“Oh fuckkkk yesss baby yessss,” I moaned while gripping onto the sheets tightly. Without me having to tell him, he climbed on top of me and thrust himself into me without allowing my body to recover from my orgasm.
“My god, I’ve never experienced anything as tight as you. Fuuuck.”
After a few more thrusts, he pulled out before spewing all over my stomach. Instinctively, I swiped up the warm cum and licked it lustfully off of my fingers.
“Fuck,” he said out of breath as he collapsed on the bed next to me.
“Yeah, you are amazing,” I replied as I snuggled up against his warm torso.
“So are you. But what made it so special is all the feelings and emotions that I felt with what we just did. Hailey, I hope you know that was nothing like anything I’ve ever experienced before,” he said softly as he ran his fingers softly along my face.
“I know… I felt the same. But Dean, can I be honest with you about something?”
“Of course, you know you can tell me anything….”
“I’m scared with how much more my feelings have intensified for you. I really tried so hard to keep this to myself.”
“Baby…look at me…” his eyes locked onto mine for what seemed like the hundredth time.
“I have never felt this way about anyone before. I’m scared too. But I don’t want anyone else to have you but me and I’m tired of holding back. I know I’m not perfect, but hurting you is the last thing I’d ever do.” I couldn’t help but smile up at his gorgeous face.
Without being able to hold back, I leaned into him and pressed my lips against his. He wasted no time in springing back up and climbing on top of me while I continued to kiss him.
“You’re not going to be able to walk tomorrow. I hope you know that,” he whispered seductively into my ear.
Fuck.