I'm Not What You Expected.

I looked up to see Edward, he looked surprised, I slowly turned around and saw Bella and Jacob standing there both of them looking hurt and angry. I wiped my tears away as I tried to think of something to say but nothing was coming to me.

Tell them!

No!

Lene, please at least tell Bella.

No. I said firmly

"Jacob." I said in a low voice.

"What? Are you sorry?"

I felt like he has spat on me like I was some kind of trash.

"Jacob can you take me home?" Bella asked him.

"Bell! This is... I can explain." He said and then got out of the car.

"explain what?"

"Everything! all the questions!"

"Then tell me!" She told him raising her voice.

Don't you dare!

What's going to happen if I do?

You swore!

He walked over to Bella and took her hands in his.

"I promise to explain everything."

"Why don't you tell me now?" She demanded.

I got out the car and shoved Edward.

I don't care what you say. He told me.

Ugh I can't believe you!

"Edward tell me."

"Right now it's not the best time."

"I think it is." She cried out.

Edward stared at Bella as if trying to tell her why he couldn't tell her right now but all that failed.

"Fine, Jacob take me home please."

I looked at Jacob who was looking at me.

"Lets go." He said on a low voice.

"Jacob wait." I said taking his wrist

"What is it?" he asked not looking at me.

I stepped closer to him and placed my hands on his cheeks.

"Jacob I wish there was a way I could tell you..." I began

"Tell me what?"

Just tell him! you'll see he's not worth it.

Be quiet Edward.

You don't want to tell him because you know it's true.

Edward was right I couldn't like to myself anymore, I had this feeling if I told Jacob the truth he would hate me forever, like he wouldn't be able to accept the real me. And that would be unbearable.

"Come on Bella lets go."

"Jacob."

"Sam was right about you." He told me and stepped back

My hands were still warm, but they were becoming cold just like me.

"Jacob." I said one last time but he just kept on walking to his car, Bella right behind him.

"I'll be waiting." Bella told Edward and got in the car.

"I'm telling her everything." He told me before getting in the car

I got in the my car and Edward started to drive, soon I was sobbing uncontrollably, and it didn't matter that Edward was right here.

Lene I'm sorry. Edward thought. I ignored him.