Fear Is An Emotion Indispensable For Survival

Chapter Six

You know something…I love a man who loves to dominate women like my self. It’s a turn on. But I have to put my foot down on this. I hardly know the guy and we made out. Oh God…I’m…a…a…A Whore Why not just kill me in the worst way and dismember me and throw my pieces in bomb fire and take my ashes and throw me in the ocean. This is not how I grew up well except…Oh never mind that time. What I need to do is get the hell out of Zacky’s house.

Maybe if I throw myself out the window and run like hell. That may work…I thought to my self

“Amaia are you O.K in their?” Zacky said as he knocked on the bathroom door Shit

“I’m a…umm…I’m spring cleaning…” I said NiceNot

“Spring cleaning? Really” Zacky voice said throw the door as I opened the bathroom window that was next to the sink and toilet

“Can’t a lady do her business” I said step on the toilet “I mean come on-” But I was cut off when two strong arms wrapped themselves around my waist.

“Doing business, Spring Cleaning” Zacky said as he turned my body around to him.

“A…a…umm…He made me do it” I said and pointed to a wood pecker outside on a tree. He looked over and rose an eye brow

“Fine. But how did you get in here?” I asked

“Bathroom door unlock” Just fucking kill. Just do it. I don’t belong here. How the fuck did I forget to lock the door.

“Now since that is over. Come with me” Zacky said as he dragged me out the bathroom to a bed room that I think was his. Then his door bell rang. Thank you Jesus

“Stay right here” Zacky order and walked out the room

To hell with you I’m out. I looked around his room. I need a window. I need something. Then I herd yelling. Well I’m nosey. I walked out his room. Then down stairs. The noise was coming form the living room. I snuck to the living room. To see a girl with blond hair and Zacky arguing. I looked to see the couch and did a James Bond roll. To left of the blond girl was the main door. Oh oh. Look what I found now how to get their. With out them noticing me and quick I was getting a head ach from their yelling. I crawled on the floor army style. I was half way their when the blond chick spotted me. I got up fast off the floor.

“RUN LIKE HELL” I yelled and ran to the door. But then again two strong arms took my waist again. Oh this is bullshit. I didn’t even get close.

“Who is this?!” the blond chick screamed

“Your sister from another mother. Since our father was a slut” I said

“Were not even relatives” she yelled

“And I Approve” I yelled back. Oh I love getting in people skin

“Oh you think your hot shit. But I’ll tell you are not and…your short” she said. Wow she sucks

“Oh I don’t think I know I’m hot shit and you should be talking about height. Girl you look like Amazon women on Steroids.” I said as Zacky hold on me tighten

“Zacky your not going to say anything” she spoke

“No Gena. Just go. We been over for months” Zacky said. Gena huffed and stormed out.

“She walks around with a boom shoved up her ass” I mutter. Zacky laugh and pushed me on the couch and quickly made sure the door Gena left was locked and walked back over to me and straddle my waist. He then lean against his head towards mine. You think I’m going to back out now hell no. Shit you must be out your mind. He’s Sexy.

“Don’t mind her she’s my ex. Don’t even listen to her about your height either. I think your height makes you look innocent and sexy at the same time” Zacky said and pushed his lips on my lips. I of coursed kiss back. Don’t front and say you won’t. If you do check yourself in a mental hospital. I felt him lick my bottom of my lip asking for entrance. I Open my mouth and he pushed his tongue to mines as we fought dominance. He pushed his body closer to mines as close as possible. Then it was ruin. I tried to ignored it but I could not. Dug into my pocket for my phone as Zacky started to kiss down my neck

What to do before I’m
To See you
To Touch you
To Feel you
To Tell you-


My ring tone was Kidney Thieves- Before I’m Dead was cut off. When I answered

“What you want” I said and turned my head a little so Zacky can have more access to my neck.

“I just wanted to bother you and Kim wanted to make sure you are alright” Lilly said I closed my eyes as Zacky starts to edge near my spot

“Well I’m fine” I said as I bit my lip “I’ll be over later”

“No your not” Zacky whispered

“O.K I’ll see you then bye” Lilly said and hung up. I dropped my phone on the floor as Zacky reached my spot and moaned. He smirked and started to nibble and suck on my spot. I ran my finger through his hair and brought his lips to mines and roughly kissed him and kissed down his neck. It didn’t take me long to make him moan. I nibbled and sucked on his neck till my phone rang again.

Free Me
Before I Slip Away
Heal Me Wake Me Up From This Day
Can somebody Help Me
I Have Seen Face Of My Addiction-


My ring tone Full Blown Rose- Somebody Help Me was cut off yet again. Zacky groaned. He was clearly frustrated. This is Going to be a long after noon……