Real Boys Kiss Boys

Suddenly I fall down to the ground. I got stick on something. I look around myself. No one here. So I sink down and sigh. I sob and my tears drop down onto the sand. I feel the hard ground under my cheek. I wish I could lie here forever.
„Fraaaaaaaaaaaank!??“ Gerard! ... great! I cry harder. Fuck he will find me if I´m loud like that.
„FRAAANK?!“ the voice comes closer.
„OMG FRANK!“ Fuck he found me ...
He kneels down next to me and strokes my back.
„go away.“ I mumble.
„but ...“
„GO THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME!“ I scream at him.
Now he sees I´m crying.
„I´m sorry honey .. that was just a joke ... ya know .. it´s ... I´m sorry.“
„YOU SCARED THE LIVING SHIT OUT OFF ME! that wasn´t funny ... I was so afraid. I thought I would die!!“ Now my body is shaking.
Gerard wraps his arms around me.
„I love you, babe.“
„fuck you.“ I whisper.
„frankie please ...“ He pulls me closer to him and kisses my neck still stroking my back.
„I was so scared ...“
„I know ... it was too much. But we didn`t think you could freak out like this - ´cause we thought it would be just a joke... I´m so sorry.“

I look him straight into the eyes.

„Gerard ... never leave me the fuck alone ...“

„I promise.“