Take A Sad Song and Make It Better
I Can't Be Who You Are
[Alanna's POV]
Where am I?
I opened my eyes squinting due to the brightness of the room. It took me a moment to realize I was in a hospital. When I attempted to sit up I noticed that I was strapped to the bed. I looked over to see three guys fast asleep in my room.
What's going on? Why am I here...
My breathing began getting faster.
"He-Help.." I gasped trying to remove the straps from around me.
The monitor beside my bed began beeping faster. A nurse burst into the room.
"Alanna calm down."
"Who are you?! Let me go." I begged struggling.
The guys woke up hearing all the commotion I was causing. They all rushed over to me.
"Baby calm down." One of them said to me.
"Take these off of me." I shrieked.
The nurse hurried and removed my straps. She pulled me in a sitting position.
"Breath." she demanded.
I took short deep breaths trying to calm myself down. They all stared at me anxious looks on their faces.
"She's okay now can you give us a minute?"
The nurse nodded and left. A dark haired boy came over to me grabbing my hand.
"I'm so glad you're okay. We were all worried about you." he said leaning in to kiss me.
I snatched my hand out of his slapping him across the face.
"G-Get away from me."
"Babe it's me.." he said as if I knew him.
I looked up at them scared out of my mind.
Do I know them..
"Alanna..it's me Matt."
Before I could reply someone burst through the door.
"Alanna!"
I looked up at him and gasped.
"Derek!" I threw my arms around him
He looked at me smiling.
"How are you feeling?"
"Kin-Kinda confused. A little scared."
"It's okay we're here for you. You're going to be fine."
I waved him closer.
"Who are t-they?" I whispered.
He looked behind him understanding what was going on.
"Lanna this is Matt, Travis, and Maddox they're your friends."
"Friends..?"
"You don't remember anything do you?" Travis asked me a sad look on his face.
I closed my eyes trying to remember. As soon as my eyes shut all I could see was smoke I heard the loud scrapping of metal and the shattering of glass. My eyes snapped open when I felt someone shaking me. I looked into Derek's frightened eyes. I clung to him tightly.
He rubbed my back comfortingly.
"Shhh, it's going to be okay."
He reached over me grabbing a tissue and dabbed at the tears falling from my eyes. I leaned in pushing my lips to his. I heard gasping but didn't pay attention to it. Derek pulled away quickly staring at me.
"W-What?" I asked.
He continued staring at me before getting up and walking out of the room without a word the other guys got up and followed him.
Where am I?
I opened my eyes squinting due to the brightness of the room. It took me a moment to realize I was in a hospital. When I attempted to sit up I noticed that I was strapped to the bed. I looked over to see three guys fast asleep in my room.
What's going on? Why am I here...
My breathing began getting faster.
"He-Help.." I gasped trying to remove the straps from around me.
The monitor beside my bed began beeping faster. A nurse burst into the room.
"Alanna calm down."
"Who are you?! Let me go." I begged struggling.
The guys woke up hearing all the commotion I was causing. They all rushed over to me.
"Baby calm down." One of them said to me.
"Take these off of me." I shrieked.
The nurse hurried and removed my straps. She pulled me in a sitting position.
"Breath." she demanded.
I took short deep breaths trying to calm myself down. They all stared at me anxious looks on their faces.
"She's okay now can you give us a minute?"
The nurse nodded and left. A dark haired boy came over to me grabbing my hand.
"I'm so glad you're okay. We were all worried about you." he said leaning in to kiss me.
I snatched my hand out of his slapping him across the face.
"G-Get away from me."
"Babe it's me.." he said as if I knew him.
I looked up at them scared out of my mind.
Do I know them..
"Alanna..it's me Matt."
Before I could reply someone burst through the door.
"Alanna!"
I looked up at him and gasped.
"Derek!" I threw my arms around him
He looked at me smiling.
"How are you feeling?"
"Kin-Kinda confused. A little scared."
"It's okay we're here for you. You're going to be fine."
I waved him closer.
"Who are t-they?" I whispered.
He looked behind him understanding what was going on.
"Lanna this is Matt, Travis, and Maddox they're your friends."
"Friends..?"
"You don't remember anything do you?" Travis asked me a sad look on his face.
I closed my eyes trying to remember. As soon as my eyes shut all I could see was smoke I heard the loud scrapping of metal and the shattering of glass. My eyes snapped open when I felt someone shaking me. I looked into Derek's frightened eyes. I clung to him tightly.
He rubbed my back comfortingly.
"Shhh, it's going to be okay."
He reached over me grabbing a tissue and dabbed at the tears falling from my eyes. I leaned in pushing my lips to his. I heard gasping but didn't pay attention to it. Derek pulled away quickly staring at me.
"W-What?" I asked.
He continued staring at me before getting up and walking out of the room without a word the other guys got up and followed him.
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I wrote this out of pure boredom..that's why it sucks.