Hey diary, its me again...

chapter 12

Surely enough he was outside and surely enough his jaw dropped when he saw me.
“Looks like Ryan’s little sis ain’t so little anymore”
“I thought you realized that awhile ago” I snapped back
“I guess your right your just not the kid I once knew” That was the line I wanted to hear. For some reason I felt more right to tease him now then ever.
I opened the door to his car and slid in. My stomach started to turn. Man I knew I shouldn’t have worn those pants. And the way he looked at me why does it feel so wrong?
“You ok sweetie?” he asked.
“Um yeah just what are we planning on doing tonight?”
“I don’t know I thought a movie and some cuddling”
Thank goodness everything sounded so innocent. I sure hope he’s telling the truth but something still made me wonder.
We pulled up in his driveway and he opened my door for me. His arm slid around my petit waist and he pulled me near. I was feeling alright again. I felt safe. Maybe I was just overreacting or maybe I did want him more. Maybe our feelings are the same. At that moment Brendon walked up.
"Can I tell you something em?”
“Um sure”
I couldn’t help my mind wander at what he was going to say.