Hey diary, its me again...

chapter 47

I walked Brendon to the door and hugged him.
“I’ll miss you Em”
“I’ll miss you too”
He walked out and I caught a glimpse of a tear streaming down his left cheek until it hit the floor. Surprisingly I didn’t care much. All I thought of was Ryan and his pain. I was afraid that Ryan wouldn’t be coming home tonight with Mom. All I knew was I needed to sleep. I crawled up stairs and into bed. My head hit that pillow and I wasn’t up until I heard a knock on my window.