Hey diary, its me again...

Of course what I hoped not to happen did. That’s right we went all the way. You see it was something like he whispered I love you and I said I’m ready when really I wasn’t. The feeling was pure bliss though if that makes up for anything. At least I have something to brag about when school starts. But I also have to worry about STDs and, gulp, pregnancy. I should have thought about the consequences but no here I am with Brendon next to me as my mind is be fumbled by what just went on. I had no clue how to tell my mom or worse, how to tell Ryan.
“Brendon”
“Yes hunny” he replied.
“Did we just do what I think we did?”
“Uh yeah I think we did”
OH SNAP. I was dead. Now if only it was a simple as telling them I failed math.