Hey diary, its me again...
Chapter 63
I jumped out of the bed that me and Brendon were snuggled in and put on some clothes as they were stripped off during the process of my devirginizing. I simply opened my closet and threw on my plaid dress I got last December at Forever 21. It reminded me of being a kid. Except kids usually are virgins but yeah you get it. I never thought that losing it would be like this. I thought it would be more magical and not so mentally confusing. I guess I wasn’t so ready.
“Hey babe whatcha doing?” Brendon asked.
“Oh I’m getting dressed. I don’t want my mom to come in on us” Really I was thinking I didn’t want Ryan to come in.
“She is gone though right?”
“Yeah but she might be home soon”
“Oh. Babe last night was so perfect” Perfect my butt. It was good at the time. Not now.
“Yeah it was” I shook out.
“Maybe another time we could-“ Oh my God he wasn’t asking to do it again. Stupid Brendon and his crazy boy hormones.
“Hey babe whatcha doing?” Brendon asked.
“Oh I’m getting dressed. I don’t want my mom to come in on us” Really I was thinking I didn’t want Ryan to come in.
“She is gone though right?”
“Yeah but she might be home soon”
“Oh. Babe last night was so perfect” Perfect my butt. It was good at the time. Not now.
“Yeah it was” I shook out.
“Maybe another time we could-“ Oh my God he wasn’t asking to do it again. Stupid Brendon and his crazy boy hormones.