Hey diary, its me again...

chapter 7

I sat at Brendon’s desk to find his computer on. Is AIM was up and Ryan was on. Oh shoot. He knew I was gone. I knew it.
“Knock, knock” Brendon went
“Oh hi. Brendon I really think I should go”
“Why Em? I called my mom and she said you could stay.”
“But my mom didn’t and I’m only 15. A bit to young to have stayed the night”
“Emma please, You don’t know how long I’ve waited to talk to you, to hold you in my arms, to kiss you sweet lips…”
“Really? But you’re 17 and my brothers best friend”
“Why should that matter. I love you”
Brendon then proceeded to come and hug me. He walked me over to his bed where he started to kiss me again. I wanted to fall in to him. Into his sweetness but I wasn’t ready and he was going to quick for my taste.
I pulled out of the lip lock and looked him in the eyes.
“Brendon, I’m not ready for anything more then kissing. You know that right?”
Brendon looked me in the eyes, he looked disappointed. I felt bad for doing that to him but I had to stick to my morals.