We fake a smile to hide what's on the inside but the smile isn't you. It doesn't get any better than writing to a blank screen. We feel alone because we won't open up. We get scared because we picture the worst thing possible. I use to cut, it was better than not feeling anything at all. But I also use to laugh because I wanted to not because I thought I had to. I use to take life as something to get through but then I learned that no matter who you are if their is a hell there is sure to be a heaven. Things don't always stay as bad as they are. Theirs ALWAYS going to be something or someone to live for. Hope this helps.... =]
March 30th, 2009 at 10:22am