Look, why would you even kill yourself in the first place? All of us get bad grades, hon. I totally agree with voice of the sun. I think whats going on right now, is you being a teenager.
Homicidal Maniac and Ignorance comments... really make me think. That I can't even put my true feelings in a journal without being criticized and questioned. I hate it when people put up comments with such hurtful things. As if they know you inside and out...but I guess that's the world today. Its that part of the world that I hate. The part where the people can't understand that you can't just judge a person without understanding. I'm not some fake cry baby that says she's emo to get attention. I'm an emotional person with feelings and a heart...some people can be so heartless.......
ive done that before..but i live for my friends. my mom isnt really a mom. she doesnt take care of me..so i dont live for her. i have 3 really close friends i live for. thats wat keeps me from suicide.
everytime i pick up something I want to hurt myself with, I think of my mother's face when she finds out her youngest daughter couldnt live anymore. I think of what she would think; she would think she failed me, what she could have done, how she could have loved me differently. That would kill her.
I live for people that love me. Suicide can be considered selfish.
Don't. Simple as that. I though about it once and if you have to stop and thing about how many people you will be hurting then you have o much to live for. Don't just kill your self over something like that. Some people have way more of a reason and they don't. Just.... don't. There are too many things for you to live for.
Don't do it. It may seem like the only option at times but think about how much it would affect the people who love you. Things will get better just give it time. If you ever need someone to talk to I'm here. Just send me a message or a comment. :)
"I'm emo but It never dawned on me to actually commit suicide." - Lolwhut. Emo is a music genre and a clothing style stereotype. It doesn't make people suicidal, love.
That's like me saying "I'm gangsta' but it never dawned on me to actually shoot someone."