That's tough =/. Older siblings attend to say things they really shouldn't (oldest by the way) or don't mean. I read your other journals about your older brother not wanting you to be yourself and that to, is also rough.
Things just attend to build up over time and the older sibling takes it out on the younger ones, depending on the family situation. Especially if they are drunk (i've never personally let my younger siblings see me drunk).
I hope everthing does work out for you, I really, truely do.
Things just attend to build up over time and the older sibling takes it out on the younger ones, depending on the family situation. Especially if they are drunk (i've never personally let my younger siblings see me drunk).
I hope everthing does work out for you, I really, truely do.