v It's pretty amazing, though. It like one of those natural talents, almost...? I don't know what you'd call it, but I'll forever be jealous of you for that. XD
The whole time I read this, I really felt like I was reading a poem. It was really deep. In the good way as you have a wonderful way of expressing yourself, and the bad way...it was just overall a really sad thing to read. >.<
I don't know you but that doesn't matter. I hope things start looking up for you sooner than later.